My life so far had consisted of playing skyrim and sleeping over my boyfriends house, in that time, it really made me feel better and less alone He somehow managed to stay by me while doing some hard core coding senior projects lol
I haven't drawn in a while, too busy with school and self loathing when my boyfriend isn't around. So I drew this Instagram model I came across randomly, he looks coooool I miss drawing freely
Relearning how to draw I think I should take meds again But then again there's so much to do and I don't have time to see a doc again I've been overloading on work to distract myself but it comes back to being numb and just misery when I finish them and I feel bad when my boyfriend sees me like this I really admire his dedication and luckily that is one thing that keeps me busy is to make him just as happy to be dedicated