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*The cat runs away... I feel a warm liquid falling down my stomach... I look down already knowing what it is... I guessed right... it's blood* "Jeremy... why are you doing this..?" *the figure chuckles* "Jeremy huh..? are you **that** delusional..? *it's me* honey" *I recognize the voice... it's James... I thought the police caught him!, I freeze completely, not knowing what to do, I quickly call 911 and scream as loud as I can, knowing that i will die anyways* "oh that won't help at all... you know it... you could've had a peaceful and painless death... but you decided to escape... so now... it's time to suffer the **consequences**." *he stabs me over and over again.. the pain too much for me to bear... I scream and cry in desperation, he kicks me to the ground, gets on top of me and starts opening the wound and eating my organs... I die out of lack of blood... the last thing I hear are police sirens and gunshots... after that... all I could see was a black void... a big one... so I guess this is.... THE END*

hope you enjoyed my story!

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*I hear a sound*

*I put a hand over my pepper spray... but I see it was just a little kitty who looked hungry... I didn't have food for them... but maybe Jeremy did.. it was a cute orange kitten with green eyes.. eyes full of life and incocence... oh god I need to protect this little creature with my life*

*I keep walking and see a familiar figure, I smile wide... it's Jeremy! well... I think..? it looks like them.. I go up and hug them tightly but I feel something *sharp* in my stomach*

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*after that, me, Lucy and Catty got ready to go to the mall* "sooo where's the mall...?" *Lucy and Catty just look at each other* "so.. uhhh you kinda just go up the street and then go left..." *I look at them... a bit confused* "oh... okay?" *we get out the house and walk to the mall* "huh it's pretty close to your house... like I knew it was close but this is another level* "we enter the mall and  spend hours there.. it was a very fun experience to have with them... even tho I didint buy anything... I decided to marry up with Jeremy at a park instead of going home with Lucy and Catty*

*I go up the streets, I feel pretty safe since now I have a new phone to call 911 with and a pepper spray... but then...*

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*I spent months there... we eventually called the police but they didint confirm anything... they said they were still searching tho... I like being here Lucy and Catty are very welcoming and their house is really nice, Jeremy didint say because they said that they had shows to get money to support me,  since Lucy and Catty can only handle two people living... and a cat... oh I forgot to mention the cat... an adult black cat called Miguel, he's very playful for an adult cat... I slept ok the couch... it's a little unsafe but it's comfy... like I said... I really like this place...* "ah good morning Noah" *said Catty handing me a tea... I had bad memories with tea and didint fully trust her so I say:* "no thanks Catty... tea makes me feel really weird... since James... yk... spiked my drink..." *she doesn't look surprised at all* "yeah I kind of get it... I've never had an experience like that but I can imagine how it feels... but hey... wanna go to the mall...? you can say no if you want to..."

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                  **[TIMESKIP]**

*it's our stop we get out the bus... we we're far away from my house so we we're pretty safe... right..? we walk and walk and walk.. for almost 15 minutes... then we find Lucy's house, we knock on the door and she sees Jeremy, and me in my poor state... she was with Catty and Zarah practicing for their band* "oh my fucking god what happened..?" *we then explained the whole story to her, the jealousy, the cheating, the spiking and the biting...* "oh my god... s-sorry... I don't know what to say... we need to call the police" *Jeremy and I look at her and I say:* "n-not yet... I'm scared..." *she looks surprised* "okay.. but at max 5 weeks we need to call the police.." *I just nod*

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*I sigh as I hear him walking away, opening the door to go out then closing it, 20 minutes pass, im on the kitchen... someone opens the main door... it's... Jeremy* "hi so you haven't  been answering to my texts—" *they see my hands.. they're purely shocked* "James did this didint he..?" *I nod and start crying silently... why do I cry so much..? I try to hug them but I can't hold them properly, so they hug me instead* "it's gonna be okay darling...  let's go to Lucy's house... he won't find you there..." *we pack my things fastly and get out the house even faster.. we take the bus for our trip and sir together.. he tries to hold what remains of my left hand* "everything is gonna be alright... I swear"

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*I sigh* "okay i understand.." *he grabs my chin and makes me look at him... his face full of blood* "it seems like you're more obedient when you're submit to fear..." *he scoffs and rolls his eyes* "I wish I knew that sooner... you could've been the perfect boyfriend... but you disobeyed and cheated on me with that FREAK!" *I look surprised* "is this about eating me got revenge..? I should be scared but that's immature AND stupid!" *James looks flabbergasted* " of course not! I'm eating you because you're not useful anymore!, you used to be the best boyfriend then you stopped being useful!" *I roll my eyes* "JUST KILL ME ALREADY!" *he just gets out the room and says:* "I'm going out, and remember... if you escape.. I'll always find you.." *I look bored... I'm feeling used to this* "that's cliché as fuck... try better next time to make me actually scared."

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*I wake up and see James injecting some kind of anesthesia all over my hand, I see and feel the thin needle in my hand and fingers over and over... did I really behave so well that he's making it painless..? it's quite ironic since I called him a criminal last night... I close my eyes not wanting to see the blood I felt running on my numb hand* "ah I never could've guessed my boy tasted this good" *those words make me feel two emotions: fear and disgust...* "please... stop saying things like that..." *I say as some tears falling down.. I'm tierd of crying... but it's all I can do... I open my eyes and see James eating my whole right hand, his mouth and my arm full of blood, a satisfied look on his face as he eats it all* "Pfftt... aww you look so used to this now... don't worry one day I'll poison you... no pain at all...!" *I sigh and look away as he treats my wound.. all the blood makes me wanna vomit* "okay.. do it now then.." *he laughs...* "oh honey..." *he tilts closer to me and whispers:* "I  don't want my meal to get cold.."

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I wake up... I finally go to the kitchen and see James* "looks like my little meal decided to eat on his own..." *he said laughing cruelly* "can't handle a joke huh..?" maybe a kiss will fix that..." *his words made me sick the fact that he dared to romanticize our 'relationship' is just disgusting..* " don't you dare touch me you criminal!" *I say angryly.. he chuckles...* "oh honey... I've always been a criminal... you only care now because it affects you... you're *selfish*" *he was actually right... I've seen him hurt other people.. rob, steal, kill, and I did nothing because I was too lovesick, now that I no longer love him... I can see the type of monster he is, I sit on the table he hands me a coffee with milk, I grab it and drink it fastly praying that there's some kind of drug or poison on it... I sit there for 5 minutes and nothing happens...* "hmm? did you expect me spiking your drink like last time..? let me give you a little tip.... if it smells like cinnamon there is a big chance I put something on it... cinnamon has a strong smell that covers the strange smell or poison or drugs.. not like you're gonna ever use that information.. you're practically dead!" *i actually agree with him on that one... I'm practically dead... I'm a dead boy walking...*

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*some weeks pass, I've been nice enough for james to eat fastly and treat my wounds after... I've passed out plenty of times these days.. I'm surprised I haven't died of lack of blood yet.. my left ear is missing.. and James is starting to eat my fingers one by one... I think he started with them so I couldn't grab my phone and call 911, my right thumb  and my left index fingers are missing... Jeremy likes to give me my time so I don't think they will suspect that something bad happened to me.. I cry once again.. my eyes are gonna become sore from all the crying I don't even try to scream for help.. it's useless... I'm useless... I just want everything to end for once... I'm still provided a meal and a bed... but... why does he provide me that if **I'm** gonna end up being the meal... he keeps treating me like his partner... it makes me sick... I can't believe that the little cringy teenage boy I feel in love with 9 years ago is the psychopath that will kill me... all I can enjoy right now is oversleeping... goodnight...*

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*I wake up... everything is blurry.. I see james.. w-w-wait.. what's that red thing in his mouth?... my eyes widen at the view I see... w-w-why does my ear hurt so much..?*

*I touch my ear it's like there's some part of it missing... wait... *it's like there's some parts of it missing, I touch it again... it hurts like hell... I look at the hand I touched it with and it's full of blood... I look at james as he laughs..* "what's the matter darling..? can't handle a little.. *bite..?*" *I start heavy breathing.. I feel like I'm about to pass out..* "don't worry... I like to play cat and mouse....no matter how much you try to escape.. I'll always find you.. so why don't you enjoy your last days?, I might kill you fastly, no pain at all before eat you completely..." *he keeps laughing and cleans his mouth, I'm terrified... I could've never guessed... he was.. a *cannibal*, yes he was possessive.. like I was an object.. but I wouldn't have guessed the object was *food*, I cry desperately* "hmm..? I'll leave you alone, I'll come to get you food... just promise me to eat it.. I don't want to eat something that's just skin and bones" *I feel the urge to pass out again, the pain, the fear... it was immense... but all I can do is accept my fate..*

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*I wake up and see jeremy* "oh hi darling" *I give him a kiss before I pack all my stuff* "I gotta go home... its like.." *I check the clock* "I SLEPT FOR 2 HOURS??" *I grab my stuff, say bye to Blark quickly and open the front door and wait at the bus stop that's in front of Jeremy's house... I wait for 20 minutes and the bus is here... I get on the bus... and wait to see my stop... some other minutes pass and I get out the bus, I walk home and see James waiting for me at the door of the our house..* "hey babe.. I missed you so much!, y-you know I kinda fucked up but hey we're good right?.. you know I love you and I'd do anything for you right..? I love you a lot... and I think you're a sweetheart... so why don't we forget about what happened..?... it doesn't matter anyways does it..?" *I grab my keys and open the door of the house, I smell cinnamon... and see tea in the table* "also..! I made you a tea... you like tea with cinnamon right..?" *I just say yes and drink the tea... I feel very sleepy... I go to my room but before I could get to my room i pass out..*

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"ughhh come on.. where will anyone hire me when I look like this..?" *I stop looking at him* "if you're fishing for compliments I'll give you what you want.. look you're a very cute boy and a kind person but... don't put yourself at risk with a job like that.. you're barely an adult for god's sake.. you could work as a cashier somewhere... or at McDonald's.. yk normal jobs.." *Blark stops pouting* "okay.. I saw that like.. hot topic was hiring.. I could work there.." *I look indifferent* "if you can handle getting in trouble for people shoplifting.." *Blark chuckles* "I think I can handle that.. hey wanna be.. friends..? or is that 'too weird' for you..?" *he asked sincerely* "we're already friends Blark... text me if you have any crazy stories.. so do you wanna go shopping or something..?" *Blark smiles* "yeah!"

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*we went back to Jeremy's house with empty hands.. both of us didint want to spend money... or shoplift.. even tho we joked about it a few times... we go back at Jeremy's house at 1 pm..* " hey did James kick you out is that why you're here?" *I chuckle* "nah the house is under my name..  I just didint feel like dealing with his bullshit" *I look at Jeremy again* "I'm gonna go take a nap" *I say as I go to Jeremy's room  and go to the bed*

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*Blark gets out the room and goes to the couch... a cough could be heard out of him* "so how are you Noah?" *his dog tail wagging as he talked to me* "ah.. I'm pretty neutral right now.. James is mad at me" *I say looking away* "oh.. i- umm.." *I smile at him* "it's okay doggy..." *his tail wags even more* "doggy?" *I look awkward..* "yeah.. doggy! cause you're a dog hybrid yk..? is it okay if I call you that..?" *Blark crawls to the couch like a little puppy, gets close to me and sniffs my scent* "you smell like Jeremy's perfume and lavander..." *I ruffle his hair in a platonic way to show my care for him* "s-so Noah.. I've been talking to my girlfriend on the phone while i was in my room and...we decided to break up *I look pleasantly surprised at his words... his tail stops wagging..* "how do you feel..?" *Blark sighs* "i-... actually feel worse.. she always told me what to do and what to not do... without instructions what am i..?" *I glance at him* "and she manipulated you and treated you like garbage.. look here's the deal: if it's *legal, morally right and you're on the right mindset to do it.. then go on*" *Blark thinks about it* " but isint wearing a leash in public wrong..?" *I look directly at his eyes* "don't outsmart me dude, look what I'm trying to say is that you don't need to please others all the time.. *even if they're your partner*" *Blark hugs me* "y-y-you know I really like you... could.. could we-" *I interrupt him* "woah easy there kid.. I know you're practically an adult but.. first of all the age gap is really weird... second of all you're pretty young and third of all.. you're not mentally mature enough... it's just very weird... you'll understand it when you become older.." *Blark pouts* "don't talk to me like I'm 16!, it's only a 5 year age gap" *I sigh* " five years is a lot and you also think and act like a child... hell you're barely and adult.. you're just very sexualized by people around you... and talking about sexualized.. you need to quit your job... it's not good for you.. your clients are weirdos and it's just morally wrong okay?... just don't be THAT much of a people pleaser.."

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*we go to the living room but after we sit on the couch to watch tv Blark appears out the main door... he was filled with bites and bruises it looked like someone beat him up..* "Blark are you okay?!?!?" *that stupid question escapes my lips fastly... of course he wasn't oka—* "yeah I am! I was just at my girlfriend's house!" *the fact that Blark seems so happy talking about this makes me truly concerned* "did.. did she do that to you..?" *I ask gently grabbing his hand trying to comfort him* "yeah she got a bit mad and... you know how couples are haha...  right...? r-right..?" *he said seeking approval of what he said... I look negatively surprised* "Blark that's not normal nor healthy, you need to end that realtionship right now!... B-But if you have any questions just ask me okay..?" *I say in a mediocre try at comforting him... he just goes to his room* "ugh I suck at his.." *Jeremy went to the kitchen when Blark came... and he came back now that bark's gone* "I never finished that omelette months ago... sorry~" *he said while giving me a plate with an omelette served on it* " here have your breakfast" *I grab the plate and start eating the omelette it was delicious* "well bye darling gotta go to one of my shows!~ can't let the fans wait..." *I roll my eyes playfully before saying bye*

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*I giggle* "okay...~" *I grab them by their hips and start kissing them on the neck* "heyyy...! yk I meant kissing as in kissing on the mouth right..?" *I keep kissing him since I know by past experiences he's joking and not uncomfortable* "yeah but this works way better.. and also you look even more cute like this" *Jeremy raises an eyebrow* "I'd describe myself more as a 'hot' individual than a 'cute' one but... some people just need their eyes checked" *I roll my eyes* "yeeahh yeah I get it you're the 'hot rockstar' and everyone loves you... just focus on the kisses I'm giving you...~" *they chuckle.. their flushed face filling with happiness... I think I might be in love with them but... I don't think so... it's so confusing.. let's just say 'yes' for now..* "hey... do you want an actual kiss?" *I nod while I smile*

*Jeremy gently places his lips on mine.. but I want more, I break the kiss and say:* "hey darling could we add... like... tounge..?" *I say while waiting for Jeremy to respond* "hmm of course.. you don't even have to ask... we did stuff like this all the time in our teens..." *I chuckle a bit* " yeah but in our teens we we're experimenting... right now we're just truly enjoying each other's company" *we kiss once again... our tounges exploring the inside of our mouths, it was almost electrical.. when we break the kiss they grab my hand and guide me to the living room* "come here darling..~"

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*I wake up and feel Jeremy hugging me.. it was a nice warm feeling.. like I could feel the heat of his love* "good morning sleepyhead" *Jeremy scoffs playfully* "don't call me that it gives me honey moon phase couple vibes" *I laugh* "oh jeez don't remind me of that phase" *I ruffle their hair* "hmm your hair is so soft do you wash it in a special way or something..? show me your ways!" *they nods as they smile* "i buy those fancy hair oils with the money I get from the shows I do" *I look surprised* "oh yeah I forgot my boy was a rockstar everyone falls for..~" *Jeremy gets up and takes his shirt off to change it then looks at  me* "yeah i- *are you blushing right now*" *I look directly at them* "yeah.." *I say honestly, my face still  pink* "hmmm what an hypocrite 'dude you've seen me changing plenty of times' pfftt.." *they said mockingly and they finished changing completely* "yeah yeah whatever" *I say immaturely* "Just let *me* change and you'll see you'll react the same" *I say grabbing my clothes from my bag and start changing, when I finish I look at Jeremy and say:* "aww no reaction at all??..." *Jeremy gets closer to me* "I don't act like a hormonal teenager anymore... I can handle seeing a dude shirtless" *I get even closer to them* "and what about if the 'dude' is kissing you?.." *Jeremy keeps looking at my eyes* "hmmm I don't know how about a demonstration?"