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To: Penny

Hi-a, Penny Lamb!!

It's me, your little brother, Ezra Lamb. (If that wasn't obvious). I don't know what to say to you because talking used to be so easy and hard at the same time. It's hard to know that I probably won't ever talk to you face to face anymore. I'll never be able to make fun of your stupid haircut or tell you a history fact or listen to your animal facts. I think that's what I'll miss most about you. You knew so much. And I'll never get to learn it all. I never told you how cool I think you are because I never thought I'd never have the chance to. I always had tomorrow. I don't anymore. I need you to know. You were literally my only friend and I know that it's lame for me to say that, but it's the truest thing I can think to say. You liked that saying about how life is nothing without music. In some ways, I think you were the music in my life. That's weird. Sorry. I just don't know what to say to you. I want to steal the last piece of food from you again, I want to smack you when you annoy me too much. I want to sneak around with you to break laws that are more fun to break than to pay attention to. Running away with you (twice) was the best experience of my life because I wasn't trapped anymore. You did so much for me and I never thanked you. You saved me from mom and dad and I never thanked you. So thank you, Penny Lamb. The worst big sister I've ever had and the worst one I ever will have. Oh, I'm doing fine by the way. I'm not dead or anything. There are more people to annoy here, but they never smack me when I'm too annoying. You would've already had something to nitpick at a bajillion times. I wish you well, I hope you'll do good without me. I also hope you're still like alive and stuff. I'd say write me back but I don't really know if you can. Whatever. Trip down a staircase!!

Your least favorite little brother,

Ezra Lamb (Legoland)

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Thor,

I'm sorry. I miss you. I wish we could still speak to each other.

You'll always be my brother.

-Loki

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To anyone left,

I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.

I hope someday, somehow your world heals.

I saw every second of your suffering, your fear, I felt your pain as my own, and not once did I stop feeling guilty.

And there is nothing I could have ever done to make it right.

I was so stupid.

I know if anyone from my world, or whatever is left of it, is reading this, they must hate me. And they're right to. In the end, I was just another monster.

I will not ask for forgiveness. Not now nor ever. If even some piece of what happened in my memories was real in any way, anything at all, then I am far past redemption.

It disgusts me what I would have given to be able to blink, to look away for even a moment, to block out the screams, the carnage...

I suppose this has gotten rather long.

I guess all I really mean to say is that "I'm sorry", but those two words feel so empty when applied to the level of suffering I brought about.

How do you make an apology that means anything when you destroyed so many lives...?

All I can do is try.

So... I'm sorry.

- Jonathan Sims, The Archivist.

(Source: The Magnus Archives)

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Dear, Mr puzzles

I need you, carnally.

-phb (source: smg4)

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FUCK YOU MAGNIFICUS!!!!!!!

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Dear Shelly, Astro, Vee, Sprout, and Bobette

Hey. Um. It’s me.

Listen, man, I’ll cut to the chase. I wasn’t a good person. I’ve done a lot of harm. Our source is ambiguous on what happened, but I remember. I won’t really go into it; if any other fictives of you guys are reading this, I’m apologizing to them too, and I don’t really want to alienate them.

the facts are this. I wasn’t thinking straight. I was scared. I was desperate. We all were.

Nothing can “undo” the harm I’ve done. What happened’s happened. Even if I did save the twisteds, I still caused them to twist in the first place. I still made them suffer. I still made you suffer. You were still roped into it. It’s all my fault.

I’m not the star of the show anymore. I hope you guys are doing okay without me; I hope you’re still trying to save the twisteds, even without me forcing you to.

I’m sorry. You don’t have to forgive me.

I miss you.

—- Dandy

(p.s. could you please save this letter for when bobette is awake? you can still read it, but at least let her read it too.)

(source is dandy’s world)

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To, Dinobot/Raptör(for our headmate AND any possible Dinobot reading this)

I should apologize for my behavior twords you, firstly. You were loyal to the Maximals, even when we bickered or questioned you, you never waiverd and stayed strong and I'm sorry that you never got treated fairly by me or anyone else. I fought with you a lot just like anyone else, but I did recognize how loyal you were and I wish I said it to you more often. I'm sorry, I'm so sorry for all your mistreatment and mean words, those Maximals always felt like (what I've now learned the word for) family to me and I was scared to loose them like we've lost so many good bots to our war.

You became apart of that family though and I'm so sorry if you never felt like you truly belonged. Despite my actions, I looked up to you too, valued what you taught me and used it the best I could. You made us all better bots, I'm thankful for all my peers and you stand out as one of the best. I was scared to face the truth, but now that I feel like you, I wish I could take it all back and tell you how much you meant to me.

You showed us all what it meant to be a real warrior, tough calls, unwaivering loyalty, and profound inner strength were all more important than just being "strong". Your origins never matterd and in death and in this life you were/are a Maximal through and through. I wish it didn't take me until rock-bottom to meaningfully reach out to you, and you should be mad at me. But we're both so lonely now, and we should stick together if you want to. I needed you to know I've changed and how much you meant to me, Primus, if only I'd seen it sooner. Please reach out, let me know something, anything, I just want to hear from you again.

From, Cheetor

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Dear Kayla Silverfox,

I love you. Not loved, love. I'm so sorry that being around me got you killed. I'm so sorry for letting that happen. I don't think I can say how much I wish you were still alive. Were still here with me.

I loved you, and you loved me, even though you never should have. We were so happy together. You didn't care that I wasn't a normal person. You didn't care that I was a mutant. You just loved me. And now, like Kuekuatsheu and the moon, I can never touch you again. I can never feel your love again.

I love you, and I'm sorry, and I'll probably be back here later,

Logan Howlett

(Source: the x-men movies)

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dear…everyone, I guess. but mostly my fellow hollowheads. the chosen one, the dark lord, the second coming.

I’m sorry. for whatever happened. for whatever I did. I don’t really remember.

I…I’m not quite sure what my “canon” was. If I hurt you in the way I did in the original source. I really hope I didn’t. You never deserved that. I feel guilty either way. I hope life is good to you. I - yes, we have all of you in this system too, but fuck it, I hope it’s good to all of you. To every version of you. Every universe.

Please be good. Please have a good life. I can promise you that I’m trying my best to recover; if you can, if you need to, I hope you do as well. Please be happy out there. That’s all I can ask.

…and. Tell Noogai - Or Alan, or whatever his name is now - that… well, I’m not sure. I hope he’s doing good too. Even if I want to hate his guts. I’m conflicted.

— victim, animator vs animation

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dear no significant harassment;

I wish I could say “rot in hell.” I wish I could say I hate you with every fiber of my being. I wish I could say I want to tear you limb from limb, eat your organs like I would eat my prey, I wish I could say you deserve this all and more.

but you don’t. you’re - you’re a good man, as much as I hate to admit it. I don’t even hate you all that much. you don’t even know what hell is! but I’m stuck circling this cycle of grief, just like the greater cycle, and I am planted squarely on anger. if Unicode had the karma one symbol, I’d put it here.

you did the right thing. I know you had no other choice. it was either save moon or let her die, and I was the collateral. I’m not sure what I would’ve done either. it had to be a rushed job. you calculated the risks and decided it was worth a shot. even if I had to suffer the consequences.

I’m not sure of your true intentions. I was, still am, just an animal. It would be impossible to fully grasp in that life. And even then, you didn’t have the time to tell me and I didn’t have the time to return. but I hope you didn’t want to give me the rot. I hope it was out of your control.

still. I don’t know if I’ll ever forgive you. if I ever could. I don’t blame you. But forgiveness? I’m not sure I could handle it.

thank you, at least. should I thank you? thank you. for doing the right thing. I wish you a happy life. You’ve earned it. if it’s under my will, I hopefully won’t be part of it - at least for a long while - but at least your life will be good.

—- the hunter, rain world

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Dear Hangman,

I hope this strange non-Spyre world is treating you well. I miss you terribly, as much as I do the Bad Kids. Thank you for looking out for me.

I'm so sorry I hurt you. If I had been stronger... I'm so sorry. I... can't express it any other way. I made so many mistakes on Leviathan, and I hate the fact that you got caught in the crossfire. I'm sorry and I love you.

Stay safe, dear Bike.

Fabian Aramais Seacaster

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to: himiko, rantaro

hi, guys!! im not dead, i dont think. you can say hi to kaito for me, i guess, but this isnt adressed to him, so dont read it to him.

himi, how are you? are you doing okay? is everyone treating you well? if they arent, i swear ill come right back and kill them, no matter the consequences. whatever you do, please dont date tenko. please. i love you, himi. youre literally my best friend.

taro, is everything okay over there? i have so much to say to you, but i dont know if i can, honestly. if you could, will you punch shinguji and saihara for me?? only do it if you can safely, though, shinguji kinda scares me and i dont want you getting hurt. whatever happens, please protect yourself, and himi if you can. i love you too, and literally, just survive, man. you and himi were honestly all i had. you can let kaito, miu, and angie know that i still respect them, honestly, i dont care at this point. remember, taro, theres something suspicious going on with tsumugi.

now, please dont get killed, i love you guys.

your best friend,

koko (danganronpa v3)

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dear mike,

i miss you. you were my best friend, my everything (platonically). i had known you since college, maybe longer. i hope you're doing okay out there.

you have a really good sense of humor. it never fails to make me hyena laugh. and i remember playing music with you, live, recording, practices, even just messing around. you're really good on the drums.

i remember when you and joel pulled me out of addiction. i think of it all the time. you saved me. i remember saying i could never repay you when i finally realized that. and you just smiled. you turned to me and said something i'll never forget.

"you don't have to repay me. you staying alive is the only thing i want from you."

to quote one of our songs that says it better than i could...

"if i had just one more day, i would speak my mind, goodbye forever... all i have to say, and i'd mean all that i say." /lyr

i think i took my time with you for granted a little bit. i didnt think it would end just like that, this soon.

i miss you.

from, vinny

(since im a factive with exomemories different from my source this is kind of nerve wracking to send... pls don't let people bully me. i didnt choose to exist like this)

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(host here :] this is a sequel to the last letter cause noel felt like he left some stuff out and she was sad they couldnt fix it. this is still to mischa, from noel. the source is ride the cyclone)

Sorry for sending you another letter, Mischa. I felt like there was more stuff to say and I didn’t want to leave you wondering. For starters, I don’t know how I got here. If I had to guess, Karnak had something to do with it, but I truly don’t know. He probably didn’t. The stupid rat killed his connection. Secondly, yes, I do still have your hat. No, you can’t have it back. It’s mine, it reminds me of you. Maybe a stupid question because I don’t know if you can respond, but is Mischa even your real name? I’ve done research, that doesn’t seem like a traditional name. Was it just the closest your mom could come up with when sending you here? It’s still pretty either way, I’m just curious. I still have lots to learn and honestly? I’ll figure it out. I’ll figure out a better way to talk to you. Maybe someday you’ll “show up” as they call it in this system. I don’t know. Anywho, I miss you. I hope I’ll see you someday.

Love you, Noel

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To: Mischa

Hi, Mischa!

I miss you. Like, a lot. I would genuinely give anything right now to dance with you again. To listen to your voice, your laugh, even your shitty autotune songs. I’d do anything to sit with you and listen to your traditions. I wish I could be with you at all. Jane changed and she said I’ve changed, so I wonder if you’d change too if you came here. I hope not. You’re perfect, Mischa. I don’t know if you love me quite like I like you, but i literally would be happy to sit in the same room with you. If you do see this, please tell everyone I miss them. Even Ocean. If your “parents” are still being shitty, tell someone, seriously. Constance’s parents are great, they’d help if you need it. You’re great and I need you to keep enjoying your life for me. Over here, it’s great, but god, it’d be so much better with you. I just want to touch your face, or talk to you, and I guess this is the closest I’ll get to that. No matter what, thank you. Thank you for teaching me what life could be about rather than just what I saw it to be. Thank you for listening to my hopes and dreams and helping in little ways to get me there.

You rock, so much.

Love, Noel

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To Mumbo,

I genuinely hope you never read this letter but I miss you. Both as a friend and "partner in crime"

It's been awhile and I'm not sure how it's going back home, hopefully my disappearance hasn't caused any upset. I wouldn't want you and the rest of my friends/family/etc, to be sad or worried due to me.

I hope your redstone is going well though I know a wizard like you is probably doing it with little issue. Has your building gotten any better? Pairing the two is such a hassle in my opinion.

Also yes, I'm still as unorganized as before. You will never make me use a sorting system, especially when I never really learned how to make one.

Anyway, I hope you are doing well and maybe I'll see you again. To hopefully say something I've been wanting to say but never got the chance to after I disappeared/formed in this system.

Sincerely,

Feathers

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M

I will forever miss you. You broke my heart and changed my life, and our time together was the best time I ever spent. I wish I could go back and fix my mistakes, but I'm finally realising how flawed you were.

I'll miss the kids, more than anything else.

I guess you got them in the divorce, huh.

-S

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