theassertiontest

[theassertiontest]

if u can’t handle me at my non verbal u don’t deserve me at my yap

[theassertiontest]

Notes on Saturn, from Saturn by Liz Greene

Saturn in fire

* Barrier between conscious personality and intuitive perception of the self as ordinarily experienced

* Loss of innate purpose in life

-> Compulsive self centeredness as a byproduct of reaching for meaning and purpose

-> Too little ego, robbed of confidence

* Sun vs. Saturn - spiritual constipation

-> Lack of spontaneity and self expression

——————————————————————

Reading this introduction to the fire sign chapter I knew she was about to give me a nasty read… omg

But, she touches on some of the main themes as (I think) they pertain to my experience — the loss of innate purpose and too little ego. The former resonates a lot and connects to how Saturn in Aries manifest for me. And also relates to the Saturn in Sag/9H (posts to come). Then the latter I can see being related to my Sun in Aquarius which is in detriment.

[theassertiontest]

[theassertiontest]

i'm excited to live the rest of my life like it belongs to me

[theassertiontest]

no matter what is happening around me, the medicine is in being myself regardless

[theassertiontest]

Everyone else believes in me. Why don’t I have that same confidence in myself,,?

[theassertiontest]

Someone on tiktok said “let your anger exfoliate your aura”

🧘🏾‍♀️

[theassertiontest]

I wanted my first actual post to be about a synthesis of what I’ve learned from Liz Greene’s Saturn (it’s a lot). Or an explanation for the name of the blog. But I’ll just say this — it’s so interesting to hear her use these phrases and explain thought patterns that have come out of my subconscious for years. The feeling of purposelessness, the illusion of controlled (repressed) anger, not going after things out of fear of being disappointed. All of these have slipped out from God knows where at regular intervals during my life. I knew them to be true feelings, but I never had a reason for them. I could never conjure an explanation. They just led me to plead for a way Out. It’s so overwhelming. Greene has given a coherent voice to those urges. I’m still overwhelmed. But I’m warmed by the possibility of growth. Of not feeling like this forever.

[theassertiontest]

paralysis from fear is far worse than potential failure or rejection! the anguish of a life not fully lived will weigh heavily on your heart at the end of it all!

[theassertiontest]

README.md

Documenting my (@ging3rt3a ) first return and what I learn about it along the way. Saturn in Aries @ 28°.

[theassertiontest]

saturn into aries

2025 is a year of many big outer planet ingresses and while saturn is a bit faster moving than some of the other planets that change(d) sign this year, this is still a big deal. partly just because this does only happen every couple years (2.5ish) but even more so perhaps because saturn is in his fall in aries, classically speaking. "in fall" is a bit like being embarrassed at having some weakness exposed - but there are bright sides to that when you handle it with humility and willingness to grow, too. i think this has the potential to expose society's worst qualities (embarrassing... more than embarrassing!) but once they are uncovered with a light shining on them they can be brought to real justice, and probably quickly (an aries specialty.) we can try all we want to be poised and graceful but this is a time to accept that sometimes we will bumble around on wobbly legs like newborn animals.