thebrainchildspeaks

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“this meeting could’ve been a email” except its “this esoteric children’s punishment could’ve been a normal conversation with them”

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Reblogged a picture of a peach and now Tumblr thinks I wanna look at fruit pictures but it really just reminded me of Guillermo 😔

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something about me is unfixable… anyway *opens ao3*

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Not writing a fanfic nobody asked for but writing fanfic for yourself and that one other person who is equally insane about the idea

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it's really embarrassing how much self control i have to exert when you put me in front of a tray of convenient and tender meat like if you put meatballs in front if me the fuckers are gone in milliseconds. same true of roadted brussels sprouts or basically anything that's a nice little dense and textured morsel. i am the hors that d'ouvres

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vampire husbands when pls

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I hate to break it to you, but they were right. You really do just have to finish that first draft. It can be a hot mess, but you can’t clean up a room that doesn’t exist

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Every time someone comments on my old fic, i feel like I'm an old actor getting paid residuals. Appreciate you, old-fic-commenters. Key source of emotional income, tbh.

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Guillermo being a '92 baby is so important to me because what do you mean these two men from completely different worlds both were thrust into positions at 17 that would fundamentally shift the entire course of their life in ways they were horrendously unprepared for. What do you mean they both craved respect and understanding and fear in others and were left blindly chasing after something that would never come or never feel worth it while they spent their whole lives pretending to be someone they weren't. They were still so young

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The only way to keep the marriage relationship uh yeah

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i dont "Practice" anything. i Rawdog it. And if im not good first try i GIVE UP.

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what studying literature feels like

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there will be a show with two guys in a fucked up power dynamic that is the core of their relationship and all the posts will be like "i love them but i hate the power dynamic" and all the fic is like "what if there was no power dynamic" or "what if the power dynamic was switched". like okay actually i think the imbalance is fun and awesome. anyone else