thecatlovedthedog

[thecatlovedthedog]

HI, HELLO

Hi, hello dito nagsimula ang lahat

dalawang taong magkaiba pero isa lang ang nadarama

Hi, hello siguro dito talaga nagsimula di lang makapaniwala

di agad napansin nahuhulog narin

di ko talaga napansin, nung una nagsimula lang tayo sa patingin tingin

akala ko hanggang magkaibigan lang

bakit ninanais na ata ikaw maging akin

masyado ata tayong mabilis, isang araw lang di magusap tila di agad makatiis

baka naman tayo ay malihis

marami pang kailangan unahin at ang sarili muna ang intindihin

magaral muna tayo, maniwalang kahit di naguusap walang magbabago

sa tuwing ako'y matutulog kahit sa mga dasal ko pati ikaw kusang naisasama ko

nahuhulog naba ako o baka nalilito lang ako, magkaibigan palang naman tayo sabi mo

pero yung mga mata at ngiti mo parang iba na yung nararamdaman ko

baka isipin mo nagaassume lang ako pero yung mga pinapakita mo sakin tila kilig na kilig na ako

nako parang masama na ata to, pano kung walang sumalo, Lord tulong po nagooveethink na ako

sabi nila delikado na daw ako

sa mga kwentuhan namin puro ikaw na daw bukang bibig ko

gabi gabi ng naguusap, nakikichismis narin pati mga bituin at mga ulap

kahit ang buwan nakatulog na sa ating late night talks na paguusap

sumikat na ang araw

ang oras mabilis gumalaw o parang bumabagal?

sabi mo tulog na pero parehas ayaw bumitaw

mga nararamdaman di na naiiwasang lumitaw

tuloy tuloy lang ang usapan

bakit ayaw pa ba magtapatan

natatakot parehas o baka lang nagkakahiyaan

gusto nalang hayaan, pero ang lahat may hangganan

ayaw pagusapan,

baka biglang manlamig parang sahig, natatakot maglaho yung kislap ng yong mga titig

siguro sinubukan naman namin parehas

pero parang nasa rehas kahit letra o salita walang makatakas

nais ilabas sa aking bibig matagal na kitang iniibig

sana walang magbago hanggang sa huli para walang pagsisisi

siguro pagnagmahal talaga tayo, kailangan magtapat at sabihin ang totoo

wag sayangin ang oras kung hindi naman ako ang para sa iyo

hi, hello dito nagsimula pero mukhang seen at inboxzone nagtapos,

naglaho parehas mga pusong naghihikahos

sabi nila may walang hanggan

pero bakit ganun ang lahat bigla nalang tinuldukan

lahat ng kwentuhan at pinagsamahan naiwan nalang sa nakaraan

ayos lang, siguro kasama lang talaga to sa buhay

dapat matuto agad,

hindi lahat sa pagibig pinapalad agad

wag maghanap kung saan saan

maghintay nalang ng mabuti sa isang nilalang na satin talaga nakalaan

[thecatlovedthedog]

LOVE LETTER TO THE MOON

I sent a love letter to the moon

Hoping you’ll stare at the sky at night

And have a glimpse of it soon

I sent a love letter to the sun

Hoping you’ll go outside and take a walk

And know about it just when the clock is at noon

I sent a love letter to the wind

Just as when you close your eyes

Your skin will feel the breeze and make you at ease

I sent a love letter to the seas

In a bottle where I poured in everything

About how deep these emotions and how it is real

I sent a love letter to the rain

Maybe you’ll feel the sadness and the pain

That always thinking about you makes me insane

I sent a love letter to the birds

Thinking you’ll hear it as they sing

Praying that all my love letters

Only joy and happiness to you will they bring

[thecatlovedthedog]

DAGAT

Dagat, kung saan maraming pumupunta para hanapin ang sarili

Isang lugar kung maraming nais manatili

Hanapin ang sarili? Pano ba hahanapin ang sarili?

Kung ang bagay na ito ay hindi naman din nabibili

Mahahanap ba ang sarili sa mga alon?

O matatagpuan ba ito sa mga lumilipad na ibon?

Makikita ba ito sa mga puno?

Kung ang puso ay puno ng mabibigat na dalahin

At iniisip kung ang lahat ng ito ay kakayanin

Dagat, kung saan maraming pumupunta para magpakalayo layo

Isang lugar kung saan nais makapunta sa ibang ibayo

Gusto kong magpakalayo layo sa iyo, sa pamilya ko, sa mga kaibigan ko

Pano ko ba mababago ang sarili ko?

Pano ko ba mapapatawad ang sarili ko?

Mabibigyan paba ng pagkakataong mas mapabuti ang kalagayan ko?

Matutulungan ba ako ng mga isda?

Matutulungan ba ako kahit ng mga mangingisda?

Hindi ko alam ang solusyon sa mga problema ko

Litong lito kung ano rin ang totoong kalagayan ko

Pero naisip ko baka parte lang talaga ito ng buhay

Satingin ko sakin din talaga lahat nakasalalay

Siguro okay narin yung maupo nalang sa buhangin

Huminga ng malalim

Kahit ang kinabukasan ay madilim

Sa Kanya ko lang matatagpuan ang totoong Lilim

Sa dagat na Siya ay lumikha

Sa dagat nakakaramdam ng kapayapaan ang isang nilikha

[thecatlovedthedog]

BAKIT KA BA BUMABANGON?

Bakit ka ba bumabangon?

Hahayaan nalang ba lumipas ulit ang isang taon

Palalampasin ang bawat pagkakataon

Naghahanap parin ba ng mga palusot at walang kwentang rason

Ano ba ang problema

Susuko nalang ba dahil hindi mo na kaya?

Baka kailangan lang ng pahinga

Pero kahit ilang tulog, hindi ka parin kuntento at masaya

Minsan alam natin kulang lang talaga sa disiplina

Tumingin sa langit, huminga at sabihing isa pa

Isa pang araw para mapabuti ang sarili

Isa pang araw para makamit ang mga pangarap ng walang pagsisisi

Isa pang araw para di na maulit ang mga nangyari na

Isa pang araw para masabing sapat na

Isa pang araw para makabawi sa mga mahal nating tao

Isang pang araw para bumangon para sa sarili

Piliin at unahin ang sarili at mahalin ito ng mabuti

Sa mundong makasarili at puno ng pagdurusa

Sa Diyos at sarili lang totoong makakaasa

[thecatlovedthedog]

DREAMER 🛏️

I am too afraid to fall asleep

Cause what if I dream of you

I would realize that I'm already falling for you

I'll attempt to deny it but it's true

As I fall in my bed, in my head, I'm already falling bad

As the stars and the moon brightly shines at the night

I am waiting eagerly for your swetdreams and goodnight

This is a nightmare and I think that its not fair

What if you don't feel the same as I do, what can I do?

I am starting to overthink

Cant fall asleep

My mind its you is all I think

Do you even understand what do I feel

When I talk with you all I feel is real and the thrill

What do you feel, is our feelings mutual

Or maybe I am just crazy delusional

This is all just a bad dream

But I cannot scream

Wake me up cause this is not real

In this cold evening, my feelings are deceiving

My mind and my heart are both colluding

I even remember the way you look in my eyes

the way my pupils dilate

Even the universe starts to participates, I refuse even to call it fate

Destiny they call it but I wouldn't fall for it

This is my choice, won't listen to the noise and even their voice

I would sleep through it, a dream

This is all just a dream

And I am a dreamer in this cold night

Though my pillow and blanket makes me feel warm

But just a thought of you makes me feel calm

I won't call it denial maybe this is just a trial

Yet my soul is longing to be wrapped by your own arms

[thecatlovedthedog]

GODDESS OF LOVE

I've heard a song about the goddess of love, Aphrodite

But this is a poetry, almost losing my rhyme and sanity

That I've seen a human formed in the likeness of a goddess

No exact words that could even express

Oh why I am in distress

Is it because I've met someone like you

Why am I so in awe of you

Someone that is divine, someone I can't even define

No, no this is not a flattery

I am telling you with my utmost sincerity

If you are doubting me, let me give you my clarity

In a room full of art, I'd stare at you

In a sky full of stars, you're the one I'll fall into

In a vast oceans and seas, you're reflection is the only thing I see

Should I take my chances but what if I make the wrong choices

In life there are no always second chances

One step forward but two steps backward

What If I make things between us awkward

Yes, they said I am a coward

But no, I'll just do what I can

I'll take pride of who I am and treat her the best I can

If she would be mine, maybe our fates are truly aligned

If I am a king, she should be treated beffiting of a queen

I've seen a human made in the image of a goddess

This isn't just about her beauty but a genuine appreciation of this divine creation

Just give me even a little bit of your attention

Not buts no what ifs

I'll display all my affection and love you without any excuses and love you without any condition

[thecatlovedthedog]

As the water reflects everything on the sea

When you look at my eyes, what do you see?

Do you think I am truly free

Would you sit and talk on the shore with me

Tell our stories that no one knows, just only you and me

Or we can just sit in meaningful silence

Stare on the horizon of the sea

Water flowing, waves crashing, time passing

Yet our souls at peace and hearts still trying

You are a dear friend, hoping what we have won't ever end

The horizon that we can see, the sun sets, it's just you and me

The moon rises and the brightness ceases yet it reflects anything we want to be

Just sit with me in silence, let us listen to the voice of the sirens

Just stay with me in silence, let us stare at the reflection of the sea as it deepens

It is only through the heart not the eyes, a mortal truly see the depths of the oceans and seas

[thecatlovedthedog]

DIVINE ENCOUNTER

She was a divine encounter

A goddess that's what I would call her

As she took off her clothes

All I have seen was the purity and beauty of her soul

Even lust had no room for her nobility

Wouldn't death subdue me if I touch her

Even angels and demons would adore her

Mortals wouldn't even dare to approach her

But love changed everything

This I know, this very one thing I’m sure of

That I would dare to know, approach, and touch her

That doing nothing wouldn't take me anywhere

Would I lose anything, if I have nothing in the first place.

I pray to God to make me pure

I am a man who is a sinner and she is her daughter

He truly adores her and cares for her

He makes me patiently wait and change for the better

[thecatlovedthedog]

The hero did not reach his goals and dreams because of his talents but all due to his humility, discipline, and faith.

[thecatlovedthedog]

The hero started losing himself because he allowed others to write his own story.

[thecatlovedthedog]

I do think I have a superficial idea about romantic relationships. I've been into relationships with mutual understanding but never been with a real and legal partner who I really loved. Then this thought suddenly occured with me, "What if I am not good enough of a boyfriend? What if my idea of myself crumbles before the reality that I am worse than I expect myself to be? What if I am too clingy? What if I become too passive and realize that I am not really ready spiritually, emotionally, mentally, intellectually, socially, physically?" Help me, Lord. I know, even though I did mature in some ways compared when I was younger, I've got too many red flags and things to repent and improve still. My struggles with lust, laziness, and pride these are things I need to work out with You. I want to be a real man like the Lord Jesus Christ. I want to love like Him so that I can be a decent and reliable man for my partner. Though I'm considering someone right now Lord, I hope I can treat her well for now as a dear friend and when I am mature enough in Your standard, allow me to love her and be patient with her like how you loved me and how patient you were to me. Let my desire for her alone is to lead her to you and help her grow as your follower and daughter. Humble me Lord and lead me in listening and obeying to Your Word. Now I am reminded that there is no fear in love for perfect love casts out all fears.

[thecatlovedthedog]

Sick people needs a cure

Sinful people needs to be pure

Jesus is the cure

Blessed are those who are pure

Jesus is my Lord and savior for sure

Blessed whose spirit are poor

For eternity is in their hands for sure

[thecatlovedthedog]

she was my person of interest

i knew her for a long time

yet something attracts me to her

she was an art in form of a person

every art she makes

makes my heart beat

i first saw her in a ride to a retreat

yet I knew i want to know her more

but she was someone too hard to get close to

aside from her art

she knows how to listen

she humors me just as I try to humor her

i wonder why everytime i truly like someone

they always end up being someone too mature and too out of reach

[thecatlovedthedog]

I had this impossible dream

A dream that I guess was never meant

I had this impossible dream

A dream that I think would end with regret

I had this impossible dream

A dream that I want to forget

Then

I had this possible dream

A dream that only needs the first step

I had this possible dream

A dream I was too afraid to take

I had this possible dream

A dream I thought that was impossible

I know that through Him everything is possible

[thecatlovedthedog]

I don't want to keep running away. I want to be disciplined to a certain direction, something I truly want that even distractions wouldn't stop me. I'm frustrated because I always take things likely and trying to convince myself to just be someone average and prevent myself to aim higher and excellently. Help me Lord, I want to be truly useful and be good at something.

[thecatlovedthedog]

It hurts when I can't keep up with what (reliable doctor) I want to become but it's hell when I can't keep up with who (Like Christ) I want to become.

[thecatlovedthedog]

The soul long for its freedom

Yes, it longs for it desperately

The world chains it

No, don't let the world cage it

Ourselves are trapped from its grasp

Maybe, the soul is meant to be free from the world.