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I really need to write again

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It's Juneteenth yall. And I'm not letting this day go unmarked.

Black people fight for everybody. We stand in solidarity with women, lgbt people, poor people all over the world of every skin color and background. Every religion and nationality.

Today, stand with us. Be with us. Tell a black person you love them. Hug a black person (with consent). Ask that hot black girl out today. Make a black person smile. Black lives matter to everybody and you matter to us.

Stand with us on Juneteenth like we stand with you all year round, and I hope a happy Pride month continues for all of us

💝

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Fucking love how hard gender dysphoria hits right before bed

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Alrighty, so. I am fucking coming back.

I am going to make this blog my space again. This will become my main and this WILL be an 18+ account ONLY.

Which means- ANYONE under the age of 17 or equivalent, WILL BE BLOCKED!(provided that you follow me) THIS ALSO INCLUDES FRIENDS!

My blog is my safe space for my thoughts, my rambles, the goods and the bads.

My blog is my journal (that just so happens to have plenty of fandom ideas).

And I want it back. I don't care how often or hard I have to do to fight this. I love the corner of the community I stumbled upon. I've made wonderful friends and created wonderful stories. And I miss that. After my shift today at work, anyone who doesn't have their age in their bio(or age range) WILL BE BLOCKED!

I do not care how daunting it is in the future, especially went it comes to likes, I do not want people under 18 seeing my shit. It makes me uncomfortable. Looking forward to coming back on this platform once and for all and dumping my weird CoD thoughts onto y'all.

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keegan

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This is still going on. The account I'm reblogging from is my alt.

I am still active on discord, but my motivation to be apart of the community is faltering due to everything outside. I still want to be here. I just don't have the energy to fight this and IRL right now.

Love y'all 💜

I'm sorry I didn't say this sooner. Shits happening right now that's not really letting me be as creative as I would like and so I need to put basically everything on pause.

I might just abandon this account because it's shadow banned. Reblog basically everything on my new acc.

Shadow Company Roach AU is on pause. Cause no creative juices means no story.

I'm dealing with a lot. But Imma try to come back. I might make my alt just 18+ and if ya don't have an age in your bio then bye. Cause I do not want people 17 and under seeing what I say/post and I don't want to have to sensor myself on what is supposed to be fun for me.

All this to say, I'll see and talk to y'all when I can, if you have a discord and wanna hang, I have one, just dm on my alt or join @ghostmoon1's Discord server.

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glasses roach..............

Yes.

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As a fellow Keegan lover, this is the experience. There is a scene where I was PHYSICALLY trying to lean over characters just to try to see Keegan in the background before I realized that I needed to move Logan. Even then I leaned.

when u play cod

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the alone mission but soaps a shark and the shadows started definning him u_u

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Reenactor throws a spear at a drone

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How about that weather, eh?

It's Sunday so I figure no one's online and I've disguised myself with Fuck Boy shades (fuck off, Simon, you wear yours over yer mask, ya muppet). Nekro said these were good. Bloody boonie isn't sitting right yet, plus tea needs to be added to badges and plate carrier for weathering still.

Also, I got a map for my admin pouch from Baggins in Rochester.

May delete, but. Yeah.

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Inspired by this video thanks to Val Word count: 601

Silent Love (Keegan x Logan) - Before the Mission

The men were getting ready for a mission up in the Arctic. Infiltrating a base for some information on how to take down Rorke and the Federation. Keegan had just finished putting on his gear. His stormy blue eye glanced over to the man he’d learned to love in such a short amount of time. The man’s eyes softened as he watched Logan struggling to push the buttons through the thick fabric.

He walked over, saying softly in his normal deep, gentle voice, “Here kid, let me help you with that.” The masked man said, raising his hands to gently move the fabric to where it needed to be before helping out with pushing the round plastics through. It was just another layer of protection to keep the warm coat on above the zipper that was already zipped up.

Logan watched the man with his brown eyes, seeming to want to speak inside the mostly empty room. The two had always gotten their gear last. Keegan due to his body dysmorphia, and Logan because he was just a shy guy as is. While Hesh was usually with him, guarding the door and such, his older brother was going over the mission a few more times with Merrick and Kick. And since Hesh already knew of Keegan’s and Logan’s relationship, he felt comfortable with Keegan being there with his younger brother.

Keegan was gently making sure that everything was inline, hands resting on the extra fabric when he heard his lover’s similar soft spoken voice. “Keegan… Do you think I’m scary?” Logan whispered. The emotions that swirled in his voice was one of curiosity and guilt, maybe even a little shame.

There was no doubt it was some deep rooted fear. The silent man probably never had felt what the two had, always following his older brother and never really caring to make many friends.

The stormy eyed male let out a breathy chuckle as his eyes went from where his hands were to Logan’s uncertain eyes behind the balaclava he dawned, “Scary? My god, you're divine.” Keegan responded. His eyes were full of love, the kind that would make some people gag at how sweet this hardened soldier just melted from those ash-brown eyes.

Logan responded with a huff, eyes lowering as he wasn’t sure how to take the compliment, but Keegan could tell that the man was doubting the words. So the taller man gently put his pointer finger underneath Logan’s chin and raised it up.

“My love, if you’re scary, then I’ll love that part of you too. Knowing you can protect yourself in a scary way is so hot. Just like how you find me sexy when I do the same.” His voice purred out, leaning in close and gently planting a soft kiss. Keegan desperately wished there weren't two layers of fabric between them, wanting to taste his lover before the mission, but that could wait until after. “You’re divine, Logan. I don’t care how scary others see you. Mi luz, mi corazón, mi alama, mi amor.” He moved to kiss Logan’s forehead. “You are my world, Logan. Nothing will change that.”

He could tell that his words got the man to smile, his eyes narrowing with a curve, the light returning to his eyes. If it wasn’t for the black paint smeared on his face, he would for sure be blushing. As Keegan lowered his head slightly to stay in eye contact with Logan, despite his eyes being downcasted, the younger male gently pressed his forehead against Keegan’s.

If only they could stay like this forever.

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I just need more Silent Love in my life man

I love my silent autistic gay men

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OK BUT NO LIKE- MW1 REBOOT SPOILER AHEAD, YES I AM YELLING.

I DIDN'T KNOW ALEX WENT ON A FUCKING SUICIDE MISSION AT THE END OF MW1. MY FUCKIN HEART MAN. LIKE THAT LAST SCENE WHERE FARAH WAS WATCHING HIM GO? THAT WAS JUST PURE LOVE AND ADORATION FOR THAT MAN YOU WILL NOT CONVINCE ME OTHERWISE.

ALSO PRICE AND GAZ MEETING WAS SO FUCKING GREAT!!! I DIDN'T KNOW THAT IT WAS PRICE THAT USED THE "You broken?" THING FIRST!!!!!!

AAAAHHHHH

THEN THE FUCKING BACKSTORY TO FARAH IS SO HEART WRENCHING I JUST WANNA HOLD HER AND TELL HER IT'S OK.

LIKE OMGGGGG. WHY DIDN'T WE HAVE THAT KIND OF SHIT IN THE LATER GAMES? ACTIVISION, WHAT ARE YOU DOING? YOU ARE A GAME ABOUT SPEC OPS, THE MOTHERFUCKERS WHO TAKE ON LIKE REALLY BAD SCENES. WHY DID YOU DUMB IT DOWN SO FUCKING MUH FOR MW3, IT WAS A LITTLE DUMBED DOWN FOR MW2, BUT I STILL DONT KNOW IF THAT KID FUCKING DIED OR NOT SO OMG AKLSMDALKMSDLADS.

Cheese's current rankings for CoD games:

Ghosts

Reboot MW1

Reboot MW2

Reboot MW3

I would love to see a game that knocks Ghosts down.

Also Activsion, I need you to contact me because I have an idea for Ghosts 2 that I think the fans would fuckin love but isn't outright gay but sure does have some gay tones.

Ya know

Provided y'all are on board with Keegan x Logan despite their less than a month together fling.

Finished MW1 (reboot) last night and boy did everyone in the game get a lot fucking hotter

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