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hello friends i’ve moved shikamaru to my multi 💜

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❛ i don’t know how i’ll feel when i’m dead, but i don’t want to regret the way i lived. ❜ | @murasakiirohana

TO REGRET LIVING WOULD BE A TRAVESTY , one shikamaru briefly wonders if his father held any regrets in his life , taking them to his grave in that DAMNED war. the idea , alone , makes his fingertips ITCH with the need to dig the carton out of its hiding spot in his dresser , beneath a clutter of shorts he often slept in. ( what would his father think of his son having such a DISGUSTING habit ? )

" ALL WE CAN DO is live in a way that makes up HAPPY , " he murmurs to his friend , his sister. he begins idly bending back his fingers on his left hand. " in a way that . . . in a way that they would be proud of. "

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still tryna manifest that temari

in the meantime u can find me here: @zoklaanogar (jon snow) and @bigdaddydaemon (daemon targaryen)

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" would you SHUT UP? " fine. maybe he CAN'T hide this from one of his best-friends , but WHY is it such a big deal? why PRY into his love life? sure ──── this is his FIRST ever date ; and sure ──── it was with temari , someone he's been teased about for YEARS , but what business was it to others? it's not like he bugs ino for details on her love life. " for all i know , she doesn't even want to see me again. " a LIE. he had kissed her ──── and GOD , it was AMAZING , but ino didn't need to know that.

"Oh, I don't know, maybe I'm just that good at reading you-- or maybe it's the fact that you're as bright as a tomato. Now, you're normally prone to blushing, that much is true but---" and she leans over to press the back of her hand to his cheek, "--I don't think you've ever burned up quite this badly. Honestly, Shikamaru, the fact you thought you could have hid it from me for even a second is more insulting than your sorry attempt at covering it up right now."

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&. 𝐣𝐮𝐣𝐮𝐭𝐬𝐮 𝐤𝐚𝐢𝐬𝐞𝐧 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬.

(  dialogue  prompts  taken  from  the  jujutsu  kaisen  manga  by  gege  akutami.  feel  free  to  change  how  you  seem  fit.  )

❛ no matter how many allies you have around you, when you die, you’ll be alone. ❜

❛ but what are you going to do when someone you saved kills someone else in the future? ❜

❛ it’s not about whether i can. i have to do it. ❜

❛ if you die again, i’ll kill you myself. ❜

❛ dying to win and risking death to win are completely different. ❜

❛ i warned you that there wouldn’t be a second time. ❜

❛ searching for someone to blame is just a pain. ❜

❛ you dare touch my soul? ❜

❛ i don’t know how i’ll feel when i’m dead, but i don’t want to regret the way i lived. ❜

❛ it’ll be fine. i’m the strongest there is, after all. ❜

❛ i didn’t say to come back for it, i said to leave it behind. ❜

❛ it’s such a pain looking out for the weak. ❜

❛ i have no intention of risking my life to save someone i had no intentions of saving in the first place. ❜

❛ i always get stuck with unfortunate circumstances. ❜

❛ who’re you calling nothing special? ❜

❛ a scar on the face is a badge of honor for a man. though it’s only a flaw for a woman. ❜

❛ i want more people to enjoy fairness, even if only a few. ❜

❛ you are always trouble, no matter what era. ❜

❛ i don’t give a damn about ‘men’ this and ‘women’ that. ❜

❛ there wouldn’t have been a bright future if i had died or i had been the only one to survive. ❜

❛ you should use your strength to help others. ❜

❛ we’ll be fine. we’re the best. ❜

❛ be happy, boys. i’m the woman in your group. ❜

❛ throughout heaven and earth, i alone am the honored one. ❜

❛ just help them, just do it, that way when you die, you won’t die alone. ❜

❛ it looks like just being strong isn’t enough. i can only save those who are prepared to be saved. ❜

❛ i’m into girls like jennifer lawrence. nice to meet you! ❜

❛ crap, i messed up. this could be trouble. whatever. it’ll be fine. ❜

❛ the accumulation of those little despairs is what makes a person an adult. ❜

❛ maybe i should just kill all the higher ups. ❜

❛ i refuse to keep this kid from living the best years of his life. not just him, but everyone. ❜

❛ if the other two had also died, it’d be more harassment for me and two birds with one stone for them. ❜

❛ still, irritatingly enough, i don’t have control of this body. ❜

❛ i guess it’s true that kids don’t warm up to beautiful women. ❜

❛ who the hell do you think you’re giving orders to? ❜

❛ shall i kill all the people upstairs? ❜

❛ know your place, you fool. ❜

❛ it doesn’t have to be everyone, just help the people around you, as much as you can. ❜

❛ stand proud, you are strong. ❜

❛ i bet he likes setting oil - slicked gulls on fire. ❜

❛ you can’t let yourself get trapped in an ideal of indifference. ❜

❛ you’re lucky if you can die a normal death. ❜

❛ i’m surprised you thought you could beat me using your sorry excuse for a brain! ❜

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like for a lil something from shikamaru! will be post-war

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Oh man...

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*         send   META   +   a   word   ,   a   name   ,   or   phrase   and   i   will   write   a   head  canon   based   off   of   this   !!!  

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Joining Together

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what if... i changed my url... to kagcmane.... or kagemanc

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happy family,, nothing can break them apart,,,not even the plot of boruto because i can Draw my delusion,,,,i am powerful,,,, photoshop's kodak filter saved my ass btw highly recommend 👍 use it

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i have no idea how tumblr works anymore because it refuses to save the changes im making to my rules within my theme, but just know that i am now 28 (OLD OLD OLD) and i am NO LONGER exclusive with the temari listed in the rules! i welcome all temaris pls i'll collect you all

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Just a tired man with a job he never wanted

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where are the temari rpers pls i beg

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a starter for @murasakiirohana.

" STOP TEASING ME . " shikamaru grumbles , a BLUSH dusting his cheeks. " it was ONE date. what makes you think i kissed her? "

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like for a lil something from shikamaru! will be post-war

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what if... i came back...?