thedepressedpaladin

[thedepressedpaladin]

i rlly talk about b like, hes in my past but really, im STILL stuck up his as because im scared to b alone

[thedepressedpaladin]

ya boys FULL of repressed trauma like i may say b fucked me up but shsjs tea is ive BEEN fucked up

[thedepressedpaladin]

hey, @ b, you SUCK, ill eat your knees

[thedepressedpaladin]

sometimes i get scarily observant? like, i suddenly realize hey im a human, i have a body and bones and organs and i can m o v e and everything is suddenly hyper realistic

[thedepressedpaladin]

youre gone but you still leave a sour taste in my mouth

[thedepressedpaladin]

abuser: You're making it all up, I wouldn't do that! I don't remember ever doing that! And even if i did, it's only because you asked for it! it was for your own good! However you remember it, the truth is it was all your fault and you deserved it, and that's if it even happened, you most likely just made it all up for attention!

me: Ah, yes, this is the compassionate and concerned persona coming out, I am touched that you are so worried about how your actions affected my well being, truly you are a good person, obviously not trying to hide guilty conscience behind rage and attacks, or hide all your past doings to protect your reputation, truly I am blessed by your presence in my life, I love when I open up and get called a delusional liar, it doesn't sound at all as if you're trying to desperately discredit me to make sure I don't spread out the truth about you, after all, you've never done anything wrong in your life, surely there is nothing wrong with saying what you did out loud for others to judge.

[thedepressedpaladin]

I’m a tired kid with a CONSTANT NEED FOR VALIDATION

[thedepressedpaladin]

Every cell in the human body is replaced after 7 years. It brings comfort to know that one day I will have a body that you didn’t touch.

[thedepressedpaladin]

hi stop telling people that they should deal with abuse because their abuser was abused!!! that doesnt make it okay!!! please!!!

[thedepressedpaladin]

[thedepressedpaladin]

The only excuse is no excuse.

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[thedepressedpaladin]

hi i uh, dont like, certain people, and i wanna cry