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there’s a goat! why is there a goat!? oh my god! there’s a fucking lama!

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Changing Channels

I’m ngl this took so long I didn’t know if I was going to finish it or not. But after much procrastination…it’s done.

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people: do you like (character)?

me, a little unhinged about said character: He’s fine. He’s alright.

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Leonid Pasternak  (Ukrainian, 1862–1945) - The Torments of Creative Work

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I hate that thing some people do where it's like. "I left my wallet on the table to see if you'd say anything" or "I wanted to see if you'd wash the car if I stopped doing it"

Cause like

I dont know about anyone else

But I am perpetually hovering three inches above the strong subconscious belief that everyone knows what they're doing at all times except me, so if you change your normal patterns and I notice, then I will assume it is an intentional choice with a thought-out plan behind it and I will avoid interfering

And if I don't notice, because I won't, because why would I, because not much bothers me and if you don't say anything to indicate you are bothered then how would I KNOW

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i think we should make nico di angelo more creepy. like everybody thinks he’s having a full conversation with open space but he’s actually talking to a victorian ghost. or his boyfriend’s dead siblings. he has the horrors in his eyes and everybody new who talks to or interacts with him is left feeling slightly unsettled but they can’t place why. he is uncanny valley. the boy has the same aura as a reanimated corpse

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Love the word "also". I have more things to say

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the intrepid heros vs pyrotechnics + bonus evil brennan

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Something I think about a lot is how Rick Riordan very rarely uses "girlfriend/boyfriend" to refer to Percy and Annabeth within their perspectives. They're so intertwined, even Annabeth says in hoh that the word boyfriend isn't strong enough, because Percy was a part of her. They are a singular soul, too wrapped around each others' fates that regular labels are far too weak for them. But, Rick Riordan uses "boyfriend" a lot in Nico and Wills perspectives, not because they love each other less than percabeth, but to show how much the word means to them. Nico uses it any chance he gets- "his boyfriend," "he actually had a boyfriend," because Nico has never been able to say that before. Their struggle with their queer identities mixed with Nico's catholic guilt and chronic everyone-hates-me disease makes the fact that he has someone to call his actual boyfriend so much more important to his character development.

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I didn’t like the baby reveal ending at first but I started thinking about kleya and suddenly it hits a lot harder and I get it now. it seems a bit cheap on its own maybe, but if you think about the baby as a mirror to kleya it’s really more impactful I feel. we only just found out that luthen and kleya had a father-daughter relationship—that was a baby reveal in its own way—right at the moment of luthen’s death. he really did sacrifice everything (except kleya!) for this rebellion, and he will never see the sunrise, but she will. she’ll know it was all worth it. and she’ll be free. the bix/cassian baby reveal works the same way. right at the moment he’s heading off on the path to his final mission, one that will be instrumental in bringing about that sunrise, one we know he’ll never come back from, we see bix, and their baby, who will not only live to see that sunrise, but will probably not even have any memories of a time before it came. that’s what it’s all for. that’s why all these sacrifices matter. everyone vel and cassian toasted to, and the ones who survived too, like kleya and bix, vel and mon etc. that’s why they’re heroes. so no one else has to be. so others can just live

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*looks at books* too tired for you *looks at films* too tired for you *looks at art supplies* too tired for you *eyes fall on tumblr* oho ho

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stuffed animal contest

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Can't toast them all, can we?

ANDOR 2.12 | Jedha, Kyber, Erso

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He's a messenger. There's some place he needs to be.

ANDOR 2.12 | Jedha, Kyber, Erso