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Sakura-chan and Sakura-kun fighting animation by Goose, reposted with permission

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old art of mine, and I was so not avoiding to draw hands guys (I was)

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Sakura and her twin Shou in Idol au

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"Despite everything, he still loved her..."

He loved her...

The first time he laid eyes on her, they were still children...

She was beautiful, powerful, graceful, and perfect in his eyes. At first, he thought of it as a crush, though later, it bloomed into something more, something prominent.

People thought he liked her because of her background, heritage and skills, like many of his peers did.

He silently doted over the girl, too shy to approach, too complexed due to his own insecurity.

Because of this blossoming love, he lost a dear friend, his best friend.

And that's when the rivalry began between the two best friends-turned-rivals.

At some point, he lost his way, maybe he was more focused on outmatching his rival, or maybe he was trying to distract himself.

He became bolder, trying to gain the attention of the one he proclaimed he loved.

And he loved unconditionally.

Though he made many mistakes in his childhood, when he was supposed to be more focused on training, the crush became something more, maybe slightly bordering on obsession.

But he loved her no less.

He knew that from the moment they became teammates, they were destined to be with one another in his perfect, rose-colored world.

Though she never paid much mind to his efforts, in his vision, being seen as a fellow colleague, sometimes a nuisance to her goals, he never stopped loving her.

He knew she had her imperfections, her own goals that revolved nowhere near of any perfect romance novels he read in his private time, he still loved her and after chunin exams, he realized that even if he wouldn't be a part of what she deeply desired, of her endgame, he would still love and wait for her.

And then, she left...

That night was the most painful experience of his life, it felt even worse than being repeatedly dragged around by the sound ninja during the chunin exams.

Even as he finally had the courage to proclaim his love to her at that very moment, even if he felt selfish doing so at the end, begging and crying for her to stay, he would even go as far as to follow her to the ends of the world to help her achieve her purpose, she left...

And he never felt more useless in his life.

Still, despite all, despite wanting to hate her, to be mad at her,

He couldn't help but love her.

So in the silent nights, he quietly cried in his room, mentally begging for the gods to bring her back to him, to their team.

Though it never worked, and he still couldn't stop loving her.

And just like that, everything fell apart...

His team unofficially disbanded.

Naruto went to train with his new teacher,

And as for Kakashi... He just disappeared, taking on missions, making excuses, etc...

Luckily for him, one of the greatest healers in the world took an interest in him after proving himself worthy of her attention.

And he trained day in, day out.

He never stopped. In a way, the training regimen and being on missions helped his aching heart in hopes of keeping the promise to his dear friend: Bring Sayuri back to the village.

The time passed so quickly, and when the team and Sayuri met for the first time in a long while, the ache in his heart came back ten-fold.

Despite what she had become, he couldn't help but still be in love; it was like the first time they met.

But it seemed that nothing was on his and Naruto's favor, and they say that sometimes you'll have to make hard choices.

So, this time, he chose his people over his beloved.

They had quite the few encounters, but nothing hurt more than realizing that he might have to end his beloved and cut her life short.

Of course, he failed, which filled him both with shame, guilt, and weirdly enough, relief.

He still loved her.

She asked him to take a life for her,

He wanted to, but he was a medic first and foremost, and he realized that his loyalties lied with his village, so he saved a life, instead and stood against his beloved.

When he found out about Naruto wanting to chase after Sayuri, he proclaimed feelings for him, knowing that maybe there was a chance that Naruto wouldn't go after her and possibly get himself killed in the process. He knew it was betraying his trust in him, possibly being seen as someone who played with the feelings Naruto had for him in a twisted way, but It was the only solution he came up with on the spot.

It was his last attempt, because as much as he hated to admit it, he was losing hope of ever fulfilling their promise.

Though he still loved her.

The war came quicker than he expected, it was like a blink of an eye, now finally allied with Sayuri Uchiha to defeat the ultimate threat, The reanimated Uchiha, maddened by power, and Obito.

Then came another threat, Kaguya.

They won the battle, though he was conflicted when the final battle between Naruto and Sayuri came:

He still loved her, didn't he...?

He got what he wanted: being acknowledged and respected by his beloved, but..

His feelings were at war: What if she decided to turn against the village again? Then there would be no redemption for her.

But subconsciously, he still loved her...

Then came the imprisonment of the last Uchiha.

From time to time, he visited her, making sure to keep her in good health and a part of him just wanted to see her.

It pained him to see her in that state, despite her having no objections. Sometimes, he just wanted to break the prison bars and escape with her in his arms,

but he loved her and he loved his village just as much.

He let her be...

After her release, Sayuri said that she would go on a redemption journey after finally gaining back the trust of her peers, which would benefit both her and the village to atone for her sins as well as keep an eye out for anything that would threaten the village, such as more Otsutsukis.

He asked to go with and got denied, but Sayuri made a silent promise with him, poking him on his forehead, on his yin seal.

"I'll return, this time." She gave him a rare, soft smile, promising that she would return.

Despite all, he returned her a genuine smile. "I'll hold you up to your promise, then, Uchiha." Sakruo replied softly.

And so, he waited, because he knew that he loved her unconditionally, and even if he grew old and wary, he would still wait for her.

Because she was the only woman that he would ever love, even if the world burned down to ashes.

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A/N: Idk why but i had the sudden urge to write SasuSaku (genderbend) poem-like thingy. Go figure ._.

I wanted to express just how much canon Sakura loved Sasuke, just how long she waited for him despite everything he has done, and I feel like I could've written some more, but I ran out of ideas. I also wanted to express some parts of the anime on what Sakura was actually feeling at that moment and the conflicting between the whole "Love, war, loyalty and duty" thing.

Ik this isn't perfect, but i had a flash of inspo and HAD to write this out.

This is a genderbend, ofc, because this blog is dedicated to M!Sakura.

Sakura- Sakuro

Sayuri -Sasuke

Enjoy!

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PICTURES AND ART

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IMVU pictures of 3D Sakuro models.

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"Haruno Siblings"

// Modern Sakuro (Gb Sakura) and Sakura sibling AU

made on IMVU

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Happy pride month, everyone!

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Sakuro and Sakura Heacanon: After the war - Children's Therapy Center

After the war, Sakura and Sakuro came up with the idea of opening a therapy center for children, for those who had not been harmed by the war physically, but one that took a toll mentally. They came up with the idea of curing the children without medication unless necessary. Their masters, Tsunade and Tsubasa, were proud to call the two their disciples. With Sayuri (Fem Sasuke) erased from their current world and Sasuke once again, leaving the village for "Redemption" and "Sins", there were no more distractions and setbacks for these two, even though Sakura did think of him and his promise to her, that he would come back to her, even she was getting wary of waiting for someone who probably would come back once a year to see her, so every time she saw her friends becoming romantic, she drowned herself in work, as did Sakuro. He may have gotten over his crush, but Sasuke was a painful reminder that Sayuri, the woman he had longed for, was long gone. With this newfound strength, the two combined their efforts, running back and forth to establish their new goal, not only within the confines of Konoha, but also to Suna, stretched out to all five great nations, but of course, Suna and Konoha would have a head start. They asked the current Hokage, Rokudaime- Kakashi to help them financially to make this happen, which the man gladly obliged, happy to see his precious students doing a good deed, a necessary deed, because he, himself, knew the traumas and outcome of wars and tailed beast attacks. When both Inos noticed their friend's gradual decline in energy and stress level, the two decided to help the tired pinkettes. So now they had two medics and and two medic heads who were also great diplomats, to work back and forth. When a pair would be sent off on a mission, a pair would remain home to keep tabs on everything while doing their own respected jobs.

// Based off of canon events from Sakura Hiden. Ofc some things have been altered due to merging two Narutoverses into one, thanks to @ambient-kuuki , @naga-ame-of-the-mist 's oc. out of one of our more-or-less Canon-compliant AU. Heacanon.

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Tiger Sakuro: Scents and chakra.

Being of human origin, Sakuro now understood the Inazuka's and Kakashi's struggles with scents. Him becoming a big cat meant he had an EXTREMELY good nose, which was both a blessing and a curse for the poor pinkette. During surgery, especially in the early days when he was still new to the whole half-breed being thing, he got overwhelmed by the scent of blood, which triggered his feral senses. Tsunade and Tsubasa were forced to ban him from doing surgery until they could come up with something useful to block his smelling ability. Eventually, Sakuro, Tsunade, and Ambient sat down one day, pondering over possible solutions to this problem. Since Ambient also possessed a perfect sense of smell from a young age, she had adapted to the scents around her. After much pondering, they came up with a solution: Chakra blocking technique. Chakra, being applied to many things, such as medicine, elemental release, jutsu, pressure-point blocking (hyuga), etc, it seemed like a useful tool to solve this problem. Ever since then, Sakuro, who didn't enjoy these overstimulating environmental senses, used his perfect chakra control, to decrease the sensitivity of his nose. Sadly, the same couldn't have been said about the ears, because it was much closer to the more sensitive parts of the brain and needed constant chakra flow and control. Of course, Sakuro doesn't always use this ability, since he can't always keep his chakra pinpointed at one location duration of twenty-four hours, but it's a neat trick he manages to pick up on the way. Later, after mastering it, he taught it to Sakura and others with good chakra control abilities and struggled with similar problems.

// Ambient (oc) belongs to @ambient-kuuki / @naga-ame-of-the-mist

A wonderful heacanon inspired by one of our many branch side-plot roleplays. <3

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Letting y'all know, i'm not dead.

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"Hm? Oh, there you are!" His face lit up into a smile as he saw you. "Wanna walk with me in the forest?" He asked, to which you nodded. "Cool! Let's go!" He extended his hand, and you took it before the two of you headed deeper into the forest.

Modern!Sakuro: Starters.

//Logged onto my IMVU, so i decided to take some shots of him.

Sakuro w tats, anyone? >W>

Rp: Open

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Same goes here!

New blog for my ocs!

Hi guys! i just made a blog for my ocs, because i don't feel right piling everything up here or on @screenshotheavenz , so whoever is interested in my ocs, I will be posting my writings, photos and drawings of them there!

Thanks, that's all!

My new blog: @justicaroftheabyss

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Detoxed my one year worth of pent up rage and frustration caused by nuisances.

Back to what I do best: writing and roleplaying ☝️😊✨

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Series of illegal activities done by the anons so far (A follow-up):

False accusation of rxpe/death threats:

False fabrication of the story they had built up using anonymous death threats and rxpe threats.

Verbally abusing and bullying a disabled/chronically ill person for 3 years straight.

Tracking IP address (failed attempt), though considered illegal if used for identity theft andDDOS attacks to break data protection laws to show targeted ads all the way to stealing personal info.

Turning against newly met friends, who were then used as pawns to turn against Kisa in accusations mentioned above.

Most likely an identity theft and posing as the said person through anonymous asks.

Cyberpublic death threats, Online bullying, using different blogs and taking on different identities to fabricate more lies about the victims.

Most likely photoshopped or cropped messages used as public "evidence" against the victims, and ofc, doxxing.

Falsely accusing one of the victims of religious or otherwise discrimination.

Slandering the victims' names.

Assault threats such as "I will rip your face off irl".

Verbal abuse and use of slurs.

Attempted gatekeeping.

Attempted gaslighting.

Attempted isolation of a victim.

Attempted manipulation.

Use of derogatory terms.

etc...

So a kind reminder, before you start spewing up shit, watch what you say and do.

Please Read!

this is a call out post! Please take the time to read, there are trigger warnings at the beginning.

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Sometimes bad things need to be reminded they're not the only ones who can bite.

Eliza Crewe

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The time has finally come..

So here is my lil take on this since... This is basically short asf callout post, seeing how hidan-anon instantly reacted with screenshots that came completely out of context and fabricated that @naga-ame-of-the-mist was apparently talking shit behind their back. I won't tag everyone who has spoken up since some would rather keep themselves anonymous or feel uncomfortable being dragged down back into this neverending bullshit.

So here's my few cents to this post. Making the letters big since anons can't seem to write or see without big, bold and cap letters.

Ahem:

To anons: Literally nobody cares about your existence and that makes you mad.

I reached out to you yesterday to say this: leave Kisame alone, she doesn't want to have anything to do with you, nor do I, or any of ur previous victims of slander and harassment.

You keep saying that kisa is "stalking" you, when in reality, we all know, with how lightning fast you react to every single of her posts, scanning every detail just to catch her "spreading rumors" about you, even though she made it clear by staying off the Tumblr and actually attending to irl problems, unlike the keyboard warriors that y'all are- that she wants nothing to do w ur drama that you clearly fabricated around her, you kept slandering her name.

It's called self-projection: your self-project what you're doing: actively stalking her blog and then turning the tables, saying she's the one stalking u, when she hasn't touched Tumblr properly for MONTHS.

You say you have lives unlike your stalkers:

So does Kisa and every other victim of your malicious doings. And I genuinely believe you're self-projecting this as well, saying we have no life while you're the one on tumblr 24/7 waiting for that one post to stir up some form of drama again.

If u can't find it, you move onto your next victim to drag them into this conflict.

This pattern is getting really boring and predictable.

You go quiet for a few months so people won't point fingers ur way and call out ur bullshit, bcs ur genuinely afraid to lose ur followers, then go back to the drama bcs that's what some of those followers are here for.

So here's my honest opinion: You could eat shit and die in a ditch for all I care at this point, as long as you're done with slandering my friend's name and not interacting with any blogs that you paranoically say that r "stalking and spreading lies" about you.

You overdramatize everything, like it is literally AUDIBLY READABLE in everyone's brains just how fake y'all are.

Try acting instead of roleplaying; it will suit you better.

Admit it: You can't live without the negative attention(anger, drama, pity), you guys are like energy vampires, who feed off of this negative energy and love manipulating things your way. You're not my first rodeo.

You CLAIM that you get death threats:

While I don't support such acts, I say this again: what the fuck is a nameless Tumblr keyboard warrior Gon do outside of typing shit?

Nothing.

But you have this disgusting need to publicize everything, claiming to be "protecting the community" and being the "heroes".

Ur not special. Nobody's the hero of this story.

Do you know how many bloggers get death threats on daily? Thousands! especially if they're well-known.

What do they do? Delete the nameless inbox instead of pointing fingers at your friend out of the blue one day, claiming it was them because "they typed similarly."

.... What the fuck does that even mean?

Do y'all suddenly get superpowers to read accents through writing? Do u know how many people write in a similar manner? Tons.

Also, you claimed that the art belonged to Kisame when she NEVER posted her artworks on Tumblr. Not a single one.

As well as harassing multiple people, and then asking "what do you mean " they don't feel unsafe around US, HOW DARE THEY?!" And "I highly support blocking us if that's what you wish to do, as long as you leave us be." We blocked you for good, and what happened? Out of the blue, you stirred up more drama than anybody asked for. "If you are not capable of cruelty, you are absolutely a victim to anyone who is" -Jordan Peterson Wise words, yet you retaliate every time someone so much as disagrees with you. It means you're self-conscious and self-centered, thinking the world revolves around you and everyone wants to be ur friend. If they're not your friends, they're your enemies. You're the predators and we're your prey, and if we can't learn to defend ourselves, then we're just your next meal that you will shit back out. Cruelty doesn't mean that you have to be violent, it means you have to know when to put down boundaries, boundaries which Kisame put down and you refused, spreading lies that she spoke behind your backs to others when she's been gone for months. I've seen it, my friends have witnessed it, and I'm sure you've been stalking her Tumblr, too, to see it.

To why I left ur discord chat:

1. You cut me off when I typed something, claiming I wasn't "listening".

2. You told me "I obviously wasn't good at comebacks", which like- where the fuck did you get that from? What made you think I was mocking you in any way. Y'all are delusional.

3. I legit felt unsafe because hidan had a whole drama thing going on with trying to gatekeep Kisame and claiming that "she can tell me that herself!!!" When she clearly did.

4. There was an information that went around that you were stalking our discord, which I was confused about, but it still doesn't justify how fake you sounded even as we "made up". Not to mention what Shisui anon said to me about how they would "rip off my skin if we met irl." When I said that if they wanted to talk, they could send me a DM instead of flooding my poor blog w open reblogs that everyone could see.

It was NOT in the heat of the moment, it is what they truly feel inside, if they're willing to type it so openly in front of EVERYONE to see.

Admit it: you hate, hate, HATE, when you can't control things to ur whim. U keep saying that "WE aren't robots".

We know

But Kisame and others, whose names you slandered to the dirt, so much so that some don't even WANT to roleplay and feel unsafe on this app- they aren't robots, either. Not because SHE talked to them, but because they saw you as you are, without anyone telling them that you were the rotten apple of the tree.

Admit it: you're narcissistic sons of bitches that when things don't go ur way, when people don't take ur side, you villanize them, you trample over them by using whatever you can get your hands on, not to mention making some of them out to be some anti-religious zionists after you pull some bullshit and victimize yourselves yet again.

And you keep saying "WE"

A collective pronoun.

Never once have you used "me" or "her" or "Him"

No

You need to say "WE are fed up, We are not going to take this", Hidan.

Every individual can speak for themselves, if you didn't know by now.

You just downright sound like u have some cultist or secty shit going on here, and that's fucked up.

This is also backed up by how EVERY anon in your group collectively reblogs your blogs about how "kisa has been harassing us again" within seconds before you even hover your finger over the "post" button. Oh, and your back-up blogs that you pretend aren't yours? Yeah, I know about those as well. Comforting yourself when you have only two people to back you up in your high school drama that you've put on must feel nice, doesn't it? :)

We hadn't interacted with you almost since your fake apology text and the attempted manipulation, attempts at gatekeeping, and attempted isolation, which btw, since ur so prone to police and law, IS CONSIDERED A ✨CRIME.✨

Surprise, surprise. So is tampering with evidence by cutting it out of context or editing it with photoshop, so i'd be careful with whatever tampered evidence you've manufactured that you keep threatening with. You don't show it to whoever asks, because they're either texts between you and your groupies OR It's taking a long time to scramble to reach for any material that you can use as "evidence" and fabricate it by taking it out of context or editing It with PS. It's really not that hard to create fake texts, really, even though you can clearly tell it's been edited by an amateur. And the IP thing to do harmful things and the doxxing? Yeah, also a big crime.

No matter how hard you try to scramble for evidence, we have full convos, and remember what really went down, so don't even try. We hadn't even gotten in touch with you for MONTHS because of the following reasons: 1. manipulative, 2. gaslighters, 3. energy vampires and downright CREEPS who Kisa simply CAN'T get rid of BCS ur like a bunch of leeches. But at least you can get rid of a leech. Kisame hasn't been around for months, i've been on and off, minding my own business, panda and others mentioned have been doing the same, minding their own business, writing or roleplaying or attending to real life matters, unlike you.

My last say in this is:

You're disgusting.

You're revolting. You're absolutely appalling and make me want to vomit each time so much as someone mentions your name. And i don't hate on people this hard, usually. But I what I do despise in this world are: Liars, Cheaters, drama-queens who cause harm, manipulators, abusers, idiots with no cure, and serious criminals, in which case you check out almost every single one on my list.

And honestly? I'm not even going to pretend:

This app would be better of without you and your little culty followers.

Your criminal actions outweigh your creativity, and nobody wants a prison-material of a human on this media, there r enough creeps and assholes that go around this app to begin with.

For those of you out there who have been in this drama or are new to this whole thing:

Believe what u want, interact with whoever you want, idgaf, I could care less. Don't harrass or send any type of threats, this callout post isn't about starting a war, it's about ending this whole drama that's been going on for an entire YEAR.

But be warned: Do not eat the rotten apple that the snake gives you, covered in an illusion of lustrous beauty.

Kisa and others as well as me have seen Anons true faces.

We want absolutely NOTHING to do with these people and Tumblr banning system doesn't do shit to keep these type of people at bay, sadly. If you choose to not interact with kisa or any one of us, that's fine with us, we know where our truth and experiences lie and we will not deter from the truth bcs some keyboard warriors tried to take us off Tumblr, even though we did nothing wrong to these paranoid, pathological liars of human beings (not even) to begin with.

I'm moving on after this, so is Kisame.

This is the end.

We won't let some wannabe-drama queens ruin our creativity and fun, and I suggest you do the same in life, everyone: Don't let people manipulate you or give them an opening to harass you like anons did to us and I'm 1000% sure so many more before us.

And honestly anons? Y'all are some strangers on internet, why the fuck should anyone care for your little temper tantrums and bipolar behavior?

Y'all are nothing more than just strangers, just like the rest of us.

So deal with it. Nobody really takes you seriously anymore: they're just there for the plot twists. Face it: You mean nothing, you change nothing in this community. If anything, you make this social media miserable by simply existing in it.

And the plot twist is: we're done for good. Talk and yap all you want, slander our reputation all u need to, nobody is paying attention. Whoever blocks us because of u being misleading and untruthful, and the poor souls end up believing you, we don't care, spoke our truth, and we're here to have fun, not fall into some drama. The end. Stop stirring up non-existent drama that you fabricated, grow a pair, and handle your inbox privately, please. You're not a rare case of someone sending anonymous threats, and you won't be the last. And even if you handled it publically, if I were you, I wouldn't instantly point fingers at someone I meet a WEEK ago and considered a friend, claiming serious allegations such as "they sent me a death and rxpe threats" just because their "writing style seemed the same" and came up with some bullshit story of "That's their artwork". Got threats? boo-hoo, go cry about it. Celebrities face these dangers on daily, and you're no celebrity or a known figure. If you hate competition or new people in your basically- a cult, then stay the hell away from them, simple. Don't interact. It's not that hard or deep.

This is my part of callout post and I hope other victims of anons will also join and speak up.

Sincerely - Your cherry blossom loving mod. Formerly known as CherrypieSakuroKun

Stay happy, spread love and understanding 🫴✨

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this is a call out post! Please take the time to read, there are trigger warnings at the beginning.

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Requests r still open!

MultiSaku List

My own works:

"Hold Me Tight, Just For Tonight..." - KakaSaku (Valentine's special.)

"It's Cold Outside. Warm Me Up?" - ItaSaku - Ongoing

Requests:

"Troublesome Love" - ShikaSaku

"A Promise Of An Eternal Captivity" - ShiSaku (Dark/Yandere)

Requests: Open

RULES FOR REQUESTING:

The same ones on my blog.

If you're requesting ones with bigger age gaps, I will only allow time travel or tamper with the character's ages. I do not feel comfortable writing for major age gap ships.

The genre ranges from Fluff, agnst, smut and thriller. I also do dark themes like Yandere, m!xder, etc... Those will be tagged under dead dove or dark themes.

Please read the warnings beforehand in the tags.

No incest/age play (minor/adult) themes.