Michael▪︎ he/him (trans boy 🏳️⚧️) ▪︎ 18 ▪︎actually a dog person and terrified of cats ▪︎i draw whatever :333
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it is the day of the birth gamers I am 18 now. which means i can finally use this image ive been holding onto QJEKAJEKDKWNFN this is a global holiday you you just havent been informed its a secret global holiday because I've been born again
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YES YES EXACTLY!!!! THAT IS ONE OF THE MAIN INSPIRATIONS TOO( ;∀;) IT LOOKS SO NICE ON HER, so why not have the best of both worlds🔥🔥🔥
random doodles from last year i thought itd be funny to post... Mami content (including baby shunkun and middle school mami)!! also how I draw yuu's hair depending on mood + living migraine
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random doodles from last year i thought itd be funny to post... Mami content (including baby shunkun and middle school mami)!! also how I draw yuu's hair depending on mood + living migraine
#re:kinder#fanart#my art#rekinder#parun#mami re:kinder#yuuichi mizuoka#rei suzumura#shunsuke takano#the migraine one was saved for a while since i lowkey wanted to make it a full drawing#but nah im good LMAOOO its its still really funny in goofy doodle mode#its quite old as you can tell by how i draw yuu’s hair in there#as for mami... i like to think the shading of her hair being a tint of dark green to be dyed for some reason.#other characters such as ryou possess this shading#so its not really the case#but with the “your hair looks like a nest of worms” comment towards mami in game#i like to imagine it is partially dyed because its really cute#also because she feels bald to me if she does not have that dark green part of her hair. do NOT take away the green#some imaginary high school friends for mami were added so she isnt alone(^-^)
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witch mili + yuu doodles done in the last few weeks!!! www id like to thank them both for helping me survive this semester that was beating me up🔥🔥
#re:kinder#rekinder#yuuichi mizuoka#mili gote to handa#gote to handa#parun#my art#i keep forgetting that tag#fanart#the alice yuu one i released a few weeks ago was also amongst these!!!#as you can see. ive found that drawing dresses has to be one of the most therapeutic things#specially when its yuu because. my child my comfort character so you mix fun thing to draw with the silly creature#i still have more within me i swear i have had so many visions this semester. but theres only so much my body can do at once ieownrkwnf#my back is DEAD i got too excited cuz the semester ended and got to finishing this quickly and now i am dead#so even though i would have liked to post even more doodles at once im only human and a particularly sickly one as well#JUST POSTING THESE ONES RN SO YALL CAN EAT🔥🔥🔥 also since im slow due to body death from college i could not bear to keep em to myself#so even though its not all that much (in my eyes because i have so much i still wanna draw) EAT!!!!#OMG YES I FORGOT. COMMENTARY TIME ON THE ANTHY PART OF THINGS🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥#ive been watching revolutionary girl utena lately L#(ACT LIKE IVE SEEN NOTHING OF IT!!! SPOILER FREE ZONE PLLEEASE💔💔)#and look you. did you know it it was one of the inspiratiosn flr. rekinder#its quite apparent and i thought itd be cool if i drew anthy's dress on yuu#even though they're not alike AT ALL their personalities are very different and each have their unique nuances so verh different characters#but you can see where it interlaps imagery wise like. wouldnt it be cool#ALSO I JUST CARE ABOUT THEM BOTH A LOT i lov anthy. daugjter... a#my daughter with her 100 million animal friends. she is so silly#as for the silly rat thing . chuchu i think — in its place you get rapunzel🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥#it is the most silly goofy rat thing shaped thing of. yuu’s many ocs i dont know how to describe it#i just inmediately KNEW that had to be rapunzel. just who else is it going to be
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Warning: Sketching! The elements may differ from the canon!
"In total darkness
Find my hand
And know that I'm here.
Even though you can't see...
in total darkness."
Prophet — in total darkness
*A group of two boys and one girl, who are best friends, began to get closer and closer to the roof, getting closer to finding Aya. But before getting to her, the guys ran into each other... With the darkness, the room was completely covered in darkness that devoured everything in its path and left nothing behind.*
—Wow, it's so dark in here
*Shunsuke was surprised as soon as they entered the room. Two friends with him were also surprised by this darkness... The darkness. Usually, even in dark rooms, light comes through from windows or other cracks, but this room... It seemed to suck all the light into itself, devouring it without leaving a trace, a solid void. What kind of room is this?! And does that really happen? In this world, everything possible happens. But... What happens if someone gets lost in this room? That's right, there will be a lot of trouble and possible death... This cannot be allowed in any case, someone does not want an evil death, because they all love and cherish each other.*
—I can't even see your faces.
*Ryo has already said, looking at the darkness from which his friends' voices could be heard. Indeed, it was difficult to distinguish or even see the features of his friends, but now they are standing next to him in front of the door, from which there is a small stream of light that somehow illuminates the neighborhood. It makes me feel a little creepy and gives me goosebumps. The main thing is not to fall far behind them, but otherwise he is unlikely to be able to get out on his own...*
—Uh... I think we should just keep going left in relation to the player.
*Shunsuke said, looking in the same direction. This boy was constantly saying strange things, so his friends got used to these words and stopped paying attention to them at all. It would be much easier if they all went on the same side, and it was Sayaka who confirmed these thoughts by voicing them in words.*
— Let's try not to split up?
*After which, the group of friends finally moved forward towards the stairs, hoping to reach the exit. It was creepy to move around in total darkness without even a hint of light. And when they finally moved away from the door, even this small light source was gone... There is only a solid unknown ahead, what will happen next? The guys walked side by side, forward. Will they be able to reach the stairs to the roof, or will they be completely swallowed up by this darkness? That was what Ryo's little head was filled with, he was really worried about it. Suddenly, the floorboard creaked! This made the boy flinch in mild fright. Wood boards... It's creepy. But Re's thoughts quickly changed their focus from the blackboards to much more global issues... He wouldn't want to stay here, forgotten by his friends in the dark and alone. Like a little toy that's been thrown into a closet of forgotten toys. He was really afraid of it, but at the same time...*
—It's too dark in here, don't you think-
*The slightly scared boy wanted to say with his own thoughts how suddenly... I realized it. He doesn't see his friends, he doesn't hear their footsteps. From this realization, the boy turned pale inadvertently, looking with horror at the darkness that surrounded him. Ryo froze in place, trying to peer into the darkness and find at least something familiar, but no, only darkness.*
—And... Shunsuke?! Sayaka?!
*The boy almost screamed, but... In response, the boy heard only silence, which seemed to absorb every sound he made. Then he was overcome by intense panic. He's behind, what should he do now? What should I do? He probably should go further, but... He can't. Fear gripped my whole body, I couldn't move. Is he really going to stay here? In this frightening darkness, he doesn't want this.*
—Sh... Shunsuke?...Sayaka?
*The boy was trying to reach his friends, as if someone here would hear him. He believes and hopes that his friends will notice his disappearance and come back to look for him. Surely they wouldn't leave him here all alone in this scary and frightening place? What if they hadn't noticed he was missing at all?! And they already calmly came to the roof, or maybe they found Aya. The boy looked into the void with a sad expression on his face, as if he hoped that his friends would come out of it to help him.*
—Maybe... Did they not notice that I was missing?
*The boy began to talk to himself, trying to calm down, diluting this silence with monologues. But even this attempt will not succeed, but on the contrary, he feels helpless and lonely. What should he do now? Go on alone... It's scary, but you can't stay here. Well, what else can he do? You can't go into the unknown alone. He can't even move because of fear. Maybe when the guys walk through this room again, they'll meet? No, they can go the other way... These false hopes tried to help the unnoticed boy cope with loneliness and darkness, but he did not give up trying to reach and shout to his friends. He decided that this was the only thing he could do so far, and therefore he would seize this opportunity as much as he wanted. Maybe they'll hear him? Anyone at all? You are welcome...*
— Shunsuke... Sayaka... Where are you?!
*The boy shouted into the void, which seemed to mock him in response, responding with silence. The silence could go on like that, until suddenly... Out of the blue.*
—Ryo, I'm here, can't you see me?
*The voice of a friend, the best friend who was so dear to the boy and who was constantly worried about, became audible. Means... Had they not forgotten him, and had his friends come after him? So that hope was not false, and with his eyes wide open, he began to stare into the void, from where a familiar and native voice was coming. All is not lost, and this made the boy perk up and exhale with relief. That's right, he's not alone, he'll never be alone or unnoticed.*
—No, it's too dark in here...
*Ryo said in a resigned voice, but calmed down. He still couldn't see his friend, the darkness affected poor Ryou so much. He often looked around and tried to see his friend, peering more and more into the darkness. But it was useless, he wouldn't see him so easily, but the very realization that he was somewhere nearby and he could hear his voice again made him happy and brought hope.*
— ... Oh, I'm just using a flashlight.
*Shunsuke exhaled. The situation is really difficult, you can't handle it without a flashlight. Taking a flashlight out of his pocket, the boy lowered the flashlight a little lower so as not to get into his friend's eyes and turned it on. It turns out that they had been standing close to each other all this time, but the darkness was too thick for Ryo to see Shunsuke. But finally, it worked and they can see each other! So the boy finally calmed down and those terrible thoughts seemed to disappear.*
—Ryo, you should have been more careful.
Shunsuke said solicitously, looking at his friend with calmness.*
— Yes, I'm sorry...
*The boy apologized, absently looking at the floor with a sad expression on his face. He understood that because of his absent-mindedness and thoughts, he had fallen behind everyone, but what would have happened if Shunsuke and Sayaka hadn't come for him? No, you shouldn't think about such things, because now everything is fine and they are together again! But he was really sorry, he was so immersed in thoughts about the frightening essence of this room, as he suddenly fell behind everyone...*
—But I'm glad. I thought you hadn't even noticed...
*The boy said honestly, he had other thoughts in his head while he was alone in this darkness. Therefore, he is really very glad that his disappearance was noticed and he was found! What a relief it was for him...*
—Oh, don't be silly... I guess I can't get rid of you that easily.
Shunsuke grinned, smiling softly and looking at his friend, who definitely would like a joke. He also made a silly and funny face, but at the same time a little confused and sad, which made Shunsuke confused. He's no joke, I must admit. Or is it that others don't understand his jokes? Hm*
— I'm—I'm kidding! Now hold my hand all the time!
Shunsuke said in embarrassment and confusion, looking away and holding out her free hand to her friend, as if showing him that he could take it like a lifeline. Ryo looked at his friend's hand and then reached out and took his friend's hand.*
—O-okay...
* He said, after which the guys went straight to the stairs, but together and holding hands. Ryo did not see the road ahead, this darkness still continued to devour everything around him, but he is not alone, and although he does not see his friend well, he feels his presence nearby, thanks to the touch of his hand. Oh, by the way, what about Sayaka? I didn't come up with it myself, she just calmly walked next to the boys, I calmly react to everything that happens next to me. She just doesn't have many lines here, I'm sorry.*
//I didn't find a song to attach it to, eh... But yes, this is a short sketch about Shunsuke/Ryo. I tried to make it soft and gentle, but it didn't work out, which makes me a little upset. When I first went to this musical and heard this song, this scene immediately appeared in my head, because it fits perfectly! Well, I wrote it pretty quickly... eh...
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HUUUHHHH????
I haven't checked it out yet but HUUUUHHHHH?
#OMG WHAT#I HAVE TO PLAY THIS OH MY GOD😭😭#for later#parun#my arrow keys just so conveniently had to break before seeing this ( 。゚Д゚。)#i will mess with my graphic tablet buttons if neccesary just to play this omg
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was gonna save this one for later posting with other doodles but I'm really happy with this one so i couldnt keep it to myself( ;∀;) so here's alice in wonderland yuu!!! my cchild
#re:kinder#rekinder#yuuichi mizuoka#fanart#parun#my art#everytime i came back to continue working on this one it was very hard not to bawl my eyes out#something about drawing yuu with such an innocent joy considering his story and how it ends made me so devastated#so as i drew this one i was tryna to make calculations goofy reasons as to why he did not die#there's this one post in parun's blog journal where he roughly said he could not imagine yuu havin a happy ending#i think about it alot#what a good game#anyway i drew him wearing Alice's dress due to this one line where he mentions her ingame#comparin himself to her in a set of lines that are more articulate than anything i could ever write#nothing to do its just i find it really amusing how this fictional 2nd grader effortlessly writes poetry how he describes imagery#all while simultaneously broadcasting these thoughts somehow telepathically to another child#he's he's gifted just. wow. ate and left no crumbs#but im gettin sidetracked ive found that drawing yuu in dresses is very therapeutic#as you can tell by that this is not the only doodle of that but you will see it when i feel i have collected enough goofy doodles to post em#drawing yuu in general is already something therapeutic in it of itself yet it somehow managed to best itself#do i understand how they work ?!?!?!? no i dont understand how they work but. hehe funny frills go weeeeeeee☺️☺️☺️#i feel like this one twitter post that was something like “that one moot who changes pfp to every new image of their favorite character”#i just keep changing my pfp to whatever doodle im really happy with of yuu its so funny
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And this... Charming bracelets with Shunsuke and Yuuichi!!! Oh my God, I like them so much that I'm even ready to die (figuratively). I recently started making bracelets out of different buttons, inspired by Tiktok, and then it turned into this, but I even like what it turned into!!! Looking at these works, my self-esteem rises.
I know, I'm sorry for the quality, but so far it's like this, because my lighting is pretty bad, but HOW BEAUTIFUL THEY LOOK PHOTOGRAPHED ON MY CAMERA, OH MY GOD, I'M DYING. But in general, in short, these bracelets are a mixture of buttons, beads, beads, and iron parts, but also a mixture of greasy interesting pieces for key chains where you stuff the cut-out photos and close them to receive a key chain. The quality will be different at the bottom, I promise.
So, first I started making a kind of collage with a keychain, and then I made the bracelets myself, and as a result, these fasteners and a chain, although from the very beginning I had no idea how to do this and it constantly fell away. Guess who was the most troublesome? That's right, with Shunsuke (Shunsuke don't be a rebel, accept your fate painted and made by me.) his bracelet is etched out and I just sat for a couple of minutes and tried to arrange the beads and buttons in a beautiful sequence, thinking how it would be better, and then I removed one button and replaced it with another because it merged with the white ruffle. But not to say that there were no problems with Yuuichi, I sewed an extra bead on him, which made him look crooked, but I also decided to sew the same extra bead on Shunsuke so that they were freaks together (loving), and the Shunsuke bracelet turned out to be smaller than Yuuichi, which shocks me ... Eh.
Well.. I like it, I don't know what I'm going to do with them, I'm unlikely to wear them, but they'll stay as a souvenir! ^^ (I CAN FINALLY POST THEM, HOORAY)
Oh, and well, I wanted to apologize for having too many of those two. I promise the next post will not be related to their couple, I promise! ^^"

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sharing with y'all this site shrine dedicated to Parun!!!(*^^*) It's been there since 2023, and I've only just realized it exists?!?!?!?😭 I'm so happy to have found it... Sharing it so everyone also sees it, if you're like me and hadn't stumbled into it!!!
#re:kinder#rekinder#parun#heisei pistol show#not art#i talk!!!#genuinely trembling. in shock. im so happy i stumbled upon it😭😭😭#i have tried so hard to dig up on his works as much as i could with the language barriers#and suddenly i stumble onto this and i am stunned i am in shock it makes me so happy to have found this
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REAAAL I would see it working because i genuinely believed this was anime peter griffin like,😭 so i am SURE takumi has to seem like anime bart simpson to someone
I want to gaslight people into thinking Takumi is anime Bart Simpson that'd be so freaking funny
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Well... This is Yuuichi in Pony Town, instead of drawing or writing, I'm playing pony, why not?)
Actually, I was still quite busy creating it, but I only remembered about it recently, I tweaked it a little, and I took photos, and plus I made a mini Shunsuke on my head, it turned out to be even more cute. (In my vision, Yuuichi would be a unicorn because he's mostly focused on magic and is strong because of it.)
And since I started the topic with unicorns, I think I can come up with and share with you my headcannons, whatever they would be according to the literature from Re:kinder
Anyway, I originally wanted to draw him, but then I got lazy and couldn't do anything, so I freaked out, but I think it would be cool if he was an earth pony at first, but after he messed with the book, the magic of the book drew him a horn (it sounds funny, but to me this idea seems unusual and funny) it turns out already Re:pony or Pony:kinder hmm...
so Shunsuke's next move, he'd be an earth pony, I think that's pretty logical and ideal for him.
Aya... I don't know, I think she would have been a pegasus, but no, she would have just flown high and fallen from that height herself, then she wouldn't have had to run away... An Earth pony is the safest option for her, and a unicorn, she would be able to kill herself with magic, although her ability is very well suited to unicorns, but no, an earth pony.
Rey is an earth pony, I don't see her as a pegasus, and earth ponies are physically stronger with their hooves (judging by the cartoon my little pony, which I'm starting from) so I think it's perfect.
Hiroto is also an Earth pony, I think (why do we have so many Earth ponies???)
Ryo is a unicorn due to the fact that he is a healer, and with hooves it will be very difficult and sweet to get ...
Sayaka pegasus, I think it suits her perfectly, knowing how fast she runs and loves to run away...
Takumi also fits the pegasus criteria quite well.
Well, Mami is a unicorn, well, she can't hold a bag with her hooves, they can dry up and hurt... 😭😭😭
Actually, initially in my head there was an idea to make the city originally belong to two races, pigas and Earth ponies, but I decided to abandon this idea because... I don't know.
#WEEEEEEEEWIIIIOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOYAYYYY#i saw rhe notificarion for this come up and i had a stroke i am going to die /pos /pos#I AM GOIGNT O DIE OY MY GOD LETS GOOOOO RHANK YOU SO MUCH#ARMMMMNOMNOM AQESOME CONTENT MOOT
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my mind makes everything i interact with on a day by day basis a rekinder reference somehow. i will somehow. for everything i do. automatically define if its a rekinder reference or not (which of course they arent but look... they are because I say so(ФωФ))
i already knew that like . of course i know that but i didnt realize how subconsciously i did until recently where ive been looking up these different things WITHOUT EVEN thinking about how i relate them to rekinder...and somehow everytime im typing rekinder instead this is taking over my life/lh /pos
#not art#i talk!!!#it is a good takeover of life because this game is my source of nutrients it is my vitamins it is my bread#(any other bread i ate in massive quantities is an extra its just a snack but rekinder is the main bread in life aside from literal bread)#(i lov bread so much)#so yeah i find this funny like. i didnt ACTIVELY think about rekinder today ive been having my mind busy with a marketing project#and even then as i drown out other thoughts that have nothing to do with the task at hand my vitamins are in the back doing their best#it is my meds. for my meds😊😊#which i partially do consider true out of joking like genuinely before i was on meds for my illness#this game became the reason i could go on day to day like an average human being that is not chronically ill
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I've been wondering lately what I would be drawing right now if it wasn't for my illness. My drawings and styles when I was around 15~ ish and less are quite crazy, that i feel that comparing it out of context with my current art would make the current one seem like a "downgrade", in the eyes of some people.
The development of my illness in these recent years has changed quite the way I've approached art, and many other things have changed too. So while in a way I can't help but wonder how ambitious my art and career could have been in a world where I never became this ill, I ultimately cherish what I do the most currently.
I cherish it deeply, as in a way this situation has moved me back to my roots of prioritizing having fun and being silly over everything, so i treasure my current art the most, despite how it may seem next to my older art.
#not art#i talk!!!#i had to let it out somewhere ive been thinking about it lately these days#AND ITS NOT PESSIMISTIC I SWEAR NOW THAT I TJINK ABOUT IT#the opening makes it sound quite depressing which. yes it actually WAS very much but now i see it doesnt have to be#there's so many things i could say but this is personal enough LMAOOOOO#i just wanted to share in a way the joy of the point im in despite everything that has made me feel hopeless if it makes sense#ANYWAY SILLIER NOTE THIS ALSO HAS MADE ME THINK. WHAT WOULD HAVE BEEN THE MOST CONVENIENT SITUATION#THAT ID HAVE DEVELOPED MY ILLNESS AT MY MIDDLE AGE OR THE ONE IM IN WHERE I DEVELOPED IT AT LIKE. 15#its just you see my chronic illness (fibromyalgia) mostly develops in middle age#so i cant help but wonder like. okay but then why am i dealing with it now#but would it have been more convenient for me to get it at that point??? or would it be like. worse#i would say PROBABLY IT WOULD HAVE BEEN WORSE but at the same time that's because my mind is#“adults have taxes so if i got this while i was in the middle of paying back loans and taxes id like. die”#but at the same time thats basically all i know about adult life idk all i know is. tehy have taxes.....#so would it count as worse even if i would have to pay taxes eventually withojt it
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Well... What else can I say? Oh, right.
Well... It's just a clipping from Yuichi and Shunsuke, which I was inspired by a sketchbook that my mom bought when I was still in the hospital. It's not exactly a skateboard, but there were many different beautiful pictures of nature in special colors. Then I thought, "Why not? I'm sure it will be very sweet and beautiful." At first, I only made Yuichi (Whom you saw in an early post with aesthetics), but then Shunsuke, which I didn't do well (SHUNSUKE, WHY ARE YOU ALWAYS SO PROBLEMATIC WHEN I DRAW YOU 😭😭😭😭😭😭 WHY DON'T YOU WANT TO SHOW OFF 😭😭😭😭😭😭 IT'S YUICHI WHO SHOULD NOT WANT TO BE MEAN, NOT YOU 😭😭😭😭) And so I decided to make a smaller and cuter copy of what you see now. And there I had problems with Shunsuke, because at first he turned out to be too tall, which I didn't like, so I redrawn him (Poor beautiful paper ...) But in the end, I got what I got. Initially, I also wanted my favorite beautiful cardboard to stick out on the sides, but when I first saw it on Yuichi, I didn't like it and I cut it off. Well, and accordingly, not to deprive Yuichi alone? It's necessary to do everything honestly, and that's why I did the same at Shunsuke's, glued the pens and covered them with duct tape so that they would stay alive for a long time.
Why is Yuichi so modest? Well, I do not know, I just wanted to draw a little bit of the real Yuichi, or rather without his masks. That's why it turned out to be so small and cute. I really like to draw him like this and see him like this, because you can immediately feel that he is real, calm and not furious as usual.
Oh, well, I also wanted to write a sketch based on this picture, or rather I already have it written, but I thought that I've been writing a lot lately, you need to take a break from my sketches.
In fact, I was very shocked even when I made them, because normally I would have been lazy and I would have given up on it, but no. It was as if I had the motivation and desire to do something with my own hands, perhaps this is how the spring exacerbation and my winter blues and laziness affect me. It could explain a lot. Precisely! It can also be called my analogue of the trend with those colors, since they are also colored, but I will not paint them in the paint. Because I like to draw on paper more and in reality I like the result more than what I do with my fingers on the phone. So that's it, but I like it, I often turn them over in my hands and am touched.

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very random but I've realized ive never mentioned it and i dont know when my brain will remind me again to draw them so
i am A BELIEVER... rei x aya . that is my belief I've shipped them this whole time never really mentioned it nor seen it mentioned so i have to say it before my fish memory acts up
goodbye that is all😇 byebye
#not art#re:kinder#i talk!!!#i just remember them everytime i so conveniently cant draw or im focused on other things😭😭#so i mostly end up drawing the interests on the top of my mind because thats how my brain works#though that means i end up forgetting i can draw the other ones too www#I WILL I WILL SOMEDAY#i had planned fanart of them for my 1 month rekinder drawing challenge (which . i dont know if it will return considering my illness#BUT I SHOULD REALLY ACT ON THOSE ALREADY#there are just so many ideas i forget any that arent at the top constantly knawing at my brain www
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Meme Br de Gote to Handa wtf-
(Brazilian meme of Gote to Handa wtf-)
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once more adding an image for once in life to a reblog to express my feeling vía gif. image above is me about this story
Flower pot
"Bury me in the flower field
Without covering withered eyelids
To make at least something grow out of them, if
You haven't grown out of me, you're a lucky man."
The Funeral Angel -
Daria Viardot
*In front of a body that was no longer breathing and showed no signs of life, was there a man, or rather a boy, looking at his own copy or the original? The whole room, or could it be called a room? It was covered with an unpleasant smell of metal, but it seems the butterflies that fluttered nearby did not pay attention to it. They flew everywhere, sometimes landing on the boy's small and helpless body itself. But the main thing is silence, silence that could be unpleasant for some people, their ears, but certainly not for the dead. The silence was perfect for this place, mixing it with the sound of flapping wings.*
—I...I don't think this is the place I want to die or.".. To be buried. You know, the book will close soon and the image of me will disappear soon, for the new future owner of the book.
*True, the real owner has already died and will not be able to own the book, a new one is needed, but do not leave the owner inside the book or the image created by the book? It could be real torture for him, and Yuuichi would have been real, because he didn't want to stay here after his death - his heart knew that for sure. Despite their strained relationship, Yuuichi respected his real self, the original, respected himself despite everything. Therefore, as a sign of respect for himself, he does not want this body to remain here, he wants to take it to where it belongs.*
— I know a place where I would like to be buried. I think you'll like it.
*The butterflies had to do their job, and they would love to flutter among the meadows and beautiful flowers, perching on them. This job could have been hard if it wasn't for teleportation. And so, in the blink of an eye, the boy's body was already lying on his favorite hill - a place where he would like to spend all his eternity, a place where he felt safe. In the company with him were butterflies that flew from flower to flower, from blade of grass to blade of grass, but did not dare to fly far away. There are rumors that butterflies fly and sometimes land on people who are sad. They seem to sense sadness and loneliness, which is why they don't fly far from Mizuoka. The body lay quietly on the soft grass for quite a long time. Days and months passed, but something was wrong. The book could not close, the image of Yuuichi's heart could not disappear, and the body did not decompose, not a single decomposition or even an unpleasant smell of rot. It was like he was asleep, but he wasn't. The boy's eyes were open, and blood stained and decorated the grass next to him. Was it because this small, helpless body was completely soaked in magic? This thick liquid that did not decompose, did not give the boy peace and tranquility. But even the heart of the book didn't know about it and wondered what was wrong. Once upon a time, children did not die with a book, but on the contrary received salvation and the book was passed on to a new sufferer. But this is a different case that turned the book upside down. After a long time, flowers, dandelions and other flowers began to sprout through the eye sockets, on which the same butterflies landed. But despite the variety of colors, dandelions were still in the lead as symbols of this place. These flowers wanted to live, even if they were crushed by the boy's head, they longed for life and therefore still have not given up. The flowers continued to grow, some making their way through the boy's hair, some trying to break through his skin and bones to survive. Perhaps a living person would suffer from this agony when flowers sprout inside you or through you, but definitely not for the dead, he can't feel anything, but is it really dead? The body was filled with new flowers that were stained with blood from wounds. It's like a body... Stopped in time. All this could go on, filling the body with beautiful flowers but... A year later, half a year, more than half a year is unknown, but someone set foot on the ground.*
— I don't understand what's wrong with you, or rather with me, Yuuichi Mizuoka.
*Said a familiar voice and a familiar figure. What's wrong with him? Maybe you should help this guy yourself? For example, to burn his body, since it cannot decompose? But with the arrival of a magical being more filled with magic, it affected the magic inside Yuuichi as well. It was as if she had remembered how to breathe. The magic won't let him go and won't let him die as long as it still lives inside the boy. Yuuichi has already completely stopped being human, as soon as he got these powers, and killed his mother, even though he doesn't know about it..*
— KHA! KHA!
—Huh?
*Suddenly, the seemingly dead body jumped. His movements were too abrupt, so some of the stems came off, leaving the flowers and buds in the place where they were, and some remained on their grass stained with just blood. The boy gulped air hungrily, pressing his hand to his chest. It was hard to breathe because of the flower that had sprouted on her neck. But despite this heaviness, he was able to breathe normally by tearing off a daisy and throwing it on the ground. It hurt a lot, but it couldn't compare to the moral pain that the boy often felt, so he got used to it and didn't pay much attention.*
— You're alive
— I discovered America, damn it! Why am I even alive?! I should have died there! But in the end... And what was that flower on my neck?? I couldn't breathe because of him. And... a strange heaviness in my head
*The boy was indignant, not understanding what was going on. He didn't know that his eyes were filled with flowers right now, like his hair and some parts of his body that had flowers stuck in them. But he'll find out soon enough. Meanwhile, Yuuichi's heart was quietly watching itself, wondering what had just happened. But after thinking for a long time, he realized what had happened, how lucky he was to be the heart of an intelligent boy and a quick-witted one.*
— I'll explain it to you in the world of the book of fairy tales, you have to see it.
*Then the heart disappeared, leaving the boy alone in this meadow. He sat and wondered: why didn't he die, what happened to him?.. What are those flowers on his hands? It was quite painful, but bearable.*
— They are... Have they sprouted? How long had I been dead, or was I dead at all?
*There were so many questions, but it would seem that there is no answer to them. However, there is someone who could answer them. Therefore, he did not hesitate to get off the soft grass, having fallen off. The clothes were partially green from the staining of the grass on the back. Looking at the place where he was lying, he noticed the torn flowers and stems.*
—...The force of nature is a scary thing. I need to get answers.
*Even now, in this situation, the boy dares to joke and make jokes, even though the situation was not funny. Yuuichi is always Yuuichi, even if right now he's... well... That's it. Then the boy appeared in the center of the world, where he received some explanations and even a mirror, having seen his appearance now. He had no eyes, they were replaced by flowers, and on one flower, in each socket pit, there were even those torn-off eye sockets that were calmly hanging on the stems. It was still creepy, but the boy got used to it, it seemed there was nothing to surprise him with. Her hair was even more disheveled and there were a couple of flowers stuck in it, and there was a daisy scar on her neck, wow, that daisy... Well, the harassment itself was like this: The magic inside the boy, which was formed from the emptiness after pouring out his emotions, completely absorbed his body. Since Yuuichi often used it and took everything from it, it only became more entrenched and progressed with its owner. Even magic has great consequences, so at the time of Yuuichi's death, she kind of "turned on the pause."*
— ... It turns out that I've become a real monster... And a pot of flowers, and although I'm not surprised, I deserve it.
*That's all the boy said, continuing to look in the mirror. Even though he didn't actually have eyes, he calmly saw these forces.*
— Even if I burn the book, these powers won't be able to disappear. They have become a part of you, even though they belong to the book.
—Well, well
*I warned the real Yuuichi's heart, who was already thinking about burning the book, hoping that it would help. But the truth is, burning the book is not an option, although I really want to see how it will burn in a bright and warm flame. But then... A realization came to the boy's mind. Maybe it's really his punishment for all the terrible things he's done? By death, the boy tried to escape from responsibility, from what he had done, but even so, the punishment reached him. It's fair, it should be like this. The boy can, of course, tear off and pull out all these flowers that are so annoying, but he won't. Young Mizuoka will accept his punishment with all the honors.*
— It's fair, I deserve this punishment, but it's not enough.
*The boy said to himself. This is not enough, since he is still alive, then he must make every effort to atone for his guilt. This will also be part of the punishment, maybe then he will finally be able to leave peacefully with a clean soul? He doesn't know, but in any case, the pot has nothing to do while he's alive. Of course, it won't be easy, but he will do at least something, he will try.*
//Hello everyone Unexpected, right?) I didn't expect it either. Once upon a time, I wrote very passionately about a new universe that I drew and never posted, so this is it. I didn't really plan on writing this, but a line from that very song and the very line that I was inspired by when creating this SONG caught my eye and brought me out, I didn't have time to blink as it was already created. Initially, there were only dandelions, that is, there were no other flowers, but then I remembered that in the game it was written that there are more dandelions on the hill, but other flowers grow, so I added some others and there are not only dandelions. Initially, I just wanted to draw a picture and a funny one under this post, but then I didn't like the design that I drew and decided to post it without pictures, which is sad(. Maybe I'll fix it later and still post something, at least a joke that I'm ready for. So here's the deal. I will not continue this story, let it have an open ending so that you can figure out what will happen next in your head. Well, about the song and the line... They come before the story, but the song itself is in my language, so if you wanted to listen in full, you probably won't succeed... I'll take a look now, if I can attach it and find it here, I'll leave it for you (I found it, it's at the bottom). Well, in principle, it's all new... If anything, I will definitely write a chapter of the fairy tale... A new one... Bye! ^^
#OH YM GOD#ITS SO GOOD IM GOING TO DIE IM GOIGN TO HAVE A STROKE /POS#READ IT#i need to lay down and im laying down i will die /pos
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