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As you read it.

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The Longest Drop

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truth hurts.

Im scared to feel all the pain kapag sumabog na lahat ng dapat sumabog. But cure will never come kapag walang nakaalam ng dapat gamutin.

Mawawala sa akin lahat. 

My family doesn’t deserve me. Im scared of losing them but I can let them suffer dahil sa kagagawan ko. 

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*Reblogging* 

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Agony.

I am really not in the mood to have fun today. Yes, i think too much, But this time i feel different. I have betrayed too many people too many times and having the same feeling really hurts a lot. :(

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little did you know, period.

Its been awhile since I tried to write in Tagalog. Write. And when I say WRITE, it means we are counting sentences, paragraphs and phrases, not words. I am not really good in writing this (way), i just write to express and accept proof reading once in a while.. but i am most terrified writing in our ( Filipino ) language. I don’t know, It feels like I am always writing a telenovela trying to fool everybody (mostly masa) that there’s a big revelation with what i am writing and they shouldn’t miss it for the world, where yeah, there’s really nothing special about it but heartache. :P

I mostly write with pride, angst and depression.. Hahaha. I don’t know, i feel like there’s always a room for happiness and fun but not all will truly embrace the emotional impact you are doing for them. They are the most blessed, you know, THEM you are insensitive and naive like people. It;s not that they are doing it on purpose but yes, they are doing it with purpose for themselves and not noticing that the are being insensitive for people like me (cuts wrist). :P

They are the blessed ones. Seriously. I envy them. It’s like drowning and being happy. They put too much happiness in their lives which cause others to be annoyed and kill each other. I’m not saying its their fault, I’m just saying they are, well, blessed.

I once was an insensitive prick.

Cheers!

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LIVE!

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That Love Though

We will be celebrating our 4th year as PARTNERS tomorrow. Yep, it is so much different when we first cross each others path Jurassic years ago (1996). We’ve known each other for 19 years now since 6th grade and who would have thought that we will be with each others lives and be parents. 

I never thought Chok will be with me. There are days when i still cant believe that He is and still is with me/us. Its not a melodramatic thought but in reality, no one will really have the nerves to stay after all the messy situations, I mean MAYBE there is, there are, but I didn’t really had the idea that it’ll happen to me. 

Now, that’s good JUJU.

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Your FATE vs EVERYBODYs FAITH.

And when you say FAITH, it will cost you gazillion evidences to prove to everyone else that yes, you deserve that RESPECT most are dying to have.

This is talking about religion and how you were raised by your family. This will also question your beliefs, how you treat others and how you live the rest of life the moment you opened our eyes and be a puppet for other peoples entertainment. 

There  goes your FATE.

THE PUPPET. 

Its you who will decide if they will go on or cut the string. 

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Mmmbopbadubadop Badubopbadubadop BadubopbadubadopBadu

YEAH.

Oh. So yeah, that’s what I’m talking about.. see? you are expecting something’s still coming. 

The reason behind everybody’s success and failure. 

It will all just depend on how you will handle the expectations. 

Its Tuesday. Need I say more?

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HMMMMM BOP.

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attack! attacked. uh-tacks!

That moment when you close your eyes and tried to make everything disappear from your world.. 

*never gonna happen*

I do not know about you, but it won’t work to me. Its like doing a yoga with AC/DC or a baby screaming her heart out in front of you while you’re trying to do that snake like position and meditate with it. Its never gonna work out for me even if you keep whispering that jai guru deva om. It will just make my ears bleed and i might do the same thing on you except that in a different morbid way.

This is ANXIETY. and there is no need for any spiritual thingy. 

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mamatepokapel.

Pinatutunayan lang dito na hindi napagaaralan ang RESPETO. Kusang ibinibigay ito ng tao, ipinapasa sa susunod na henerasyon. IPINAPASA.

Pero, hindi lang naman RESPETO ang pinamamana. 

O kung sa tingin mo na hindi maganda ang ipinamana o ipinasa sayo ng naunang henerasyon, wag mong sundin.

wag mong gamitin.

simple.

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<3 <3 <3

♛

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In the chip aisle at Walmart, doing a late-night grocery run

Me: *minding my own business, looking for tortilla chips*

Me: *finds tortilla chips*

Dude 1 *to Dude 2*: See, she knows what she's here for. She knows what she's doing. Be more like her. MAKE A DECISION, MARK.

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Attack of the Cuticle Remover.

The moment you open your arms into possibilities does mean you are allowing these “people” to enter your world. But it does not mean you need to give them what they want.

It’ll be hard for them to accept the fact that things has changed.. has been changing and will change eventually. You need to be ready for the gazillion worthless reasons of why they are striving to bring you down. 

Let them kill you. 

There will always be an afterlife.

It is useless to compete to these kinds.