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The first time i smoked weed

I’ll try anything once. The first time i smoked weed was in high school. The peak of our youth. I was pysched about it, i never knew what it felt like to be high. We sparked it in the mens room with my heart beating faster than a 13 year-old boy discovering masturbation the first time. Adrenaline filled my body because of the thought of getting into trouble means it always ends with me fucking it up again. This guy who taught me was a real bad-ass and as a teen that time rebellion was a game for me. We had to topple off each other in opposition. I took 1 or 2 hits and it was a trophy for me. I ran out the mens room to seek out my closest friends. I was the first one to smoke weed in our little circle of bros. As a clueless kid, i did what television taught me about weed. I acted like i was out of my silly little mind and ran in circles. I’ve always associated weed with psychosis and maybe thats what you all think. I’ve slowly developed a hobby of it. Coming into class intoxicated just to show off to my classmates but really freaking out wishing they would'nt know because of what they’ll think of me and now that i'be gained a few years, it’s still the same fucking thing. I’m eager to find out what weed culture will be in the next few years.