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femslash february + painted skin: the resurrection / princess jing & xiao wei

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this is such a very, extremely straight movie

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Zhou Xun as Ruyi in Legend of Ruyi trailer

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Legend of Ruyi | the “reasons you suck” speech part 4

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Legend of Ruyi | Ruyi + snow

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Legend of Ruyi | the “reasons you suck” speech part 1

These few years, you have not been happy. You have acted against me at every turn. Even now, there is a blast of ice when you look at me. I want to know, did your indifference stem from the moment you develop feelings for Ling Yunche, or after he died? 

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~Nikita Gill

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Legend of Ruyi | the “reasons you suck” speech part 3

Jealousy, fighting, scheming and betrayals are indeed endless in the palace, enough to disgust the heart. But does Your Majesty really refuse to see that this is all because of you? Do you really have no hand in it all? Consort Shu loved Your Majesty with a pure heart. Yet from the very beginning, you dowsed her with medicine to ensure that she could not conceive. That was the reason the Tenth Prince was born so weak and led to his early death, causing Consort Shu to kill herself in her despair. And Imperial Noble Consort Chunhui. Imperial Noble Consort Chunhui had always sincerely cared for your children. But Your Majesty never stopped being suspicious of Imperial Noble Consort Chunhui, based on nothing but a single hair pin. In the end, it was your infatuation with Imperial Concubine Rong that took away the both the lives of Yongzhang and Imperial Noble Consort Chunhui.

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~Nikita Gill

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Zhou Xun as Ruyi in Legend of Ruyi trailer

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Legend of Ruyi costumes + Ruyi & 50 shades of purple

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Legend of Ruyi + aesthetics

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they have steel cores; throw a punch and you’re going to break your hand.

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I SIMP FOR CAMEARRA

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Holy crap i am so stoked right now

I'm about to get pretty personal about this but well no one is here anyways AGKSGS

But i know someone may stumble upon this so TW/CW grooming, sexual exploitation, abuse,s*icide

I had a groomer/abuser once, he groomed me into sexting him and i was only 15 turning 16. The deeper i thought about it, the more i remember how he made it seem like we had lots in common, how he used telegram so that he could easily delete messages without a trace BUT!! now i found a way to fully restore messages from basically.. every moment i was there on telegram. And i am so happy to finally find a sort of way out of mentally spiraling often and being like "fuck.. the police won't be able to find anything because he deleted everything" BECAUSE NOW I FOUND A WAY OUT AND I FEEL SO HAPPY 😭😭😭. But anyways, even if this did not work out i still have another plan to go and directly confront him online, but considering that he is a cowardly bastard i can see him blocking me as soon as i say something 👁👄👁. But i hope that this will bring everything back because i really do wish to get justice for the hell i went through for a year because of him and his dumbass family, and also for the ungodly amount of slander he spread about me being a shit person who doesn't care about him. Like damn it's like i didn't save you everytime you tried offing yourself (dumbass bitch) or it's almost as though i didn't spend NIGHTS taking care of you and comforting you via text as you shook and spazed in bed having anxiety attacks or whatever. Like damn bitch 💀. 1000000/10 will curb stomp him if i ever saw him again because he is that trashy AHSKSHKS. Anyways, as you can tell from one of my earlier posts, i just turned 17. And yes, this is the shit world we gotta live in, a 17 year old having to worry about legal processes and other messy shit like that, having to suffer from what is essentially PTSD, and having to take up a responsibility that wasn't even theirs in the first place (like damn i wasn't the one who neglected your son till he became a deranged psychopathic abuser, you guys (his family) did but yet i get reprimanded for wanting a break from a responsibility that isn't even mine? Bitch please.) Another little branch, or sidetrack whatever, i realised that he had dated another kid my age and claimed that she had "touched him all wrong". Now, considering how i know his knack for y'know.. slandering a literal minor because apparently they didn't take care of his bratty shitty bitchass well enough, i slowly realised that maybe, just maybe he did the exact same to her and possibly groomed her or coerced her into doing that by acting like he has anxiety or depression like he did to me, and now he will slander her and essentially, slut shame her for what HE did to her, and i know it'll be the same for me, i know, i just KNOW he will blame me and slander me. And that i won't be the last one he targets. I just know he will be targeting other girls out there (i personally am beginning to identify as genderfluid so i currently use they/them pronouns for now but when i was with him i had identified as a girl) but yeah, gender discourse aside, i know he will be targeting other minors when the world opens up again and cons are in full swing (yes.. we met at comic con)

Anyways i'll just list down his modus operandi

-he tends to look out for girls aged 15/16

-he will make it seem like they have lots in common and will lie about them being the most important to him and the most "different" (i actually cannot confirm this but from remembering how he did things, i realised that he lied about having lots in common)

-lots of gaslighting

-victim blaming and slandering (he will twist stories to make himself seem like a victim, like with that other girl i mention)

-projection

-he AND his family will attempt to seperate you from your own family by waiting for your family to start getting suspicious and protective, and then twisting things around to make your own family seem like abusive and gaslighting jerks

-lots of mind games, he will spend days, asking strange questions to confuse you and eventually break you into answering the way he wants

-he only gave me a death threat directed at me and my parents once but it's enough to lead me to believe that he would do it again in order to break people into submission

Why am i saying this? Well it's in hopes that if anyone who finds this may encounter someone like my groomer, they can use this as a guide of sorts(?) And no, i won't share his instagram or socials

Because the fun has only begun, and i can't afford to let the fireworks off at the very beginning ;) i am pretty damn determined to see him and his family crumble for what they had done to me and my family. They seriously messed with the wrong bitch. And this bitch is strong and will make it out of this 💖💖💖

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I found out about Roko's Balisk and now i am terrified at this neverending horror that this thought experiment may bring if it ever came to life, send help

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I'm starting to experience withdrawal symptoms from not having any instagram, twitter or facebook after i uninstalled them since it's getting too mentally overwhelming to be on them afskgsksbzkdh but i am scheduling to re-install them in about 2 months time, but i gotta admit i feel great without them and at this point i may just give up on them completely and get my moots to come here instead and experinece next level dumb with me