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Thank you, semoga Allah selalu melindungimu di manapun engkau berada ✨️

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Aku baru sadar setelah satu tahun ini...

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2 years after emotional purging.

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nathanielwise

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“The two most important days in life are the day you born and the day you discover the reason why.”

– Mark Twain

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I never talk about my prediction on something, people, situation, etc. My prediction since 2022 are happened in the first three months of 2025.

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I wish it won't happen, since I realized all my prediction are always happened. I wish..

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Peaceful day

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That day I wanted to listen You'll Be in My Heart by Niki, I let the music shuffling itself. Niki's songs was playing.

I sat and scroll my pinterest to look for some inspirations. I just enjoy every songs that day. It's been long time I never listen this type of music. Maybe it's okay this time. While I was busy with my customer I didn't really paying attention with the music anymore. Until someone voice behind the display said to me,

"Woah this songs is really touch my heart."

"Hmm?" I was confused and checked my phone.

If You Couldn't See Me Cryin' in My Room by Arash Buana & Raissa Anggiani was playing. I was a bit suprised because I didn't realize this someone new has good listening english skill, it's so funny. I just remember the last song is The Apartment We Won't Share by Niki.

"Haha remind us to our past ya bang?" I said.

"Haha aduh kak." He laughed. "Is it your songs, right? I thought this is not your mom's playlist" He asked while he was busy with his paper.

"Yup." I refused to explain, I thought it's not that important. I opened the apps then klik next, "Okay, I change the music, so it wouldn't be too sad."

"Oh no, I really enjoy the music loh.. it's okay."

"It's too late."

We were busy with our stuff. While Mean It by Lany was playing, he asked "What is your favorite genre?" He looked at me curious, I saw his expression a bit serious.

"I like many, except dangdut." I answered him fastly and change my attention to my customer.

"What is you usually listen to?"

"Hmm.. depend on my mood."

10 minutes we were busy with our stuff again. Several times I change the music to refuse misunderstanding between us since I know he really paying attention with the lyrics. I want to say he's been here too long for the few tasks but seeing him enjoy every music so I hold myself.

"What type of music you usually listening to?" Suddenly he asked again.

SUP by WIM and Matthew Ifield was playing.

"Like this?" I answered.

He was thinking for a while, and then asked again, "Do you like Bruno Major?" He smiled.

"Yup, I like his songs. I also like songs from the singer who have initial J in their name. Like James Blunt.. and.. hmm.." I forgot again.

"Hmm okay, what is the songs in your top of mind when you want to listen music?" He asked again with another specific question that made me thinking, it's been long time since when...?! i forget everything about my favorite songs and singers?!

"Hmm.. I like happy beat type of music, like best day of my life, the songs I never get bored is Beautiful People by Ed Sheeran."

The songs changed, Delusion:All by One Ok Rock music was playing.

I looked at him like 👁👁 'oh this is it my favorite band'

He looked at me like 👁👁?

Our conversations was nice. I couldn't tell how many songs I really into, but these few last years I really love Beautiful People by Ed Sheeran. I realized I don't know yet about his favorite music. He asked so many questions so I forget to ask him back.

I've been thinking lately, he came at the right time when I have dealt with my past, when I have been surrender, when I had good feeling in the morning, when I felt like I was beautiful and happy yet feel at peace and that day is one of my favorite days in a week. I think his present was full of good signs (especially for me).

Thank you for coming into my life, it was nice day with nice conversation.

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The second day

We met again on tuesday, I was so busy with my stuff. We forgot to know each other name in our first meeting, he gave his number and name, but he still don't know my name. When his task done, he leave my place. But, suddenly he came back asking if he left his pen at my place. I smiled because there was no pen left.