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You aren't going to believe this but something just touched my right toe while I was it in the living room alone. I was on my phone and I saw a brown patch go from my foot to under the sofa and I felt a brush on my toe!! I called on Jesus to come with me and I'll figure out what happened tomorrow

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Just saw a ghost, there really isn't anyone I can tell about this but you

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I read my old poetry

to get to know better

the one I used to be

I read my old poetry

with the intention

of finding someone I used to know

someone locked away

whose whisper still I hear

the last dying embers in my smouldering hearth

the secret garden

looking through the keyhole

it's raining and this is my attempt

to get inside

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Daddy, "do you want some tater tots?

Alana, "*Growl* you dumb"

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I had a dream I was spider man singing around buildings in LA to go see my friends at the mall. Instead I got stuck on escalators going through the parking structure

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Last night, I was holding my son to sleep, around 1:25am I saw a bright red light in my eye. Not like it was on the wall and I saw it, it was as if someone had shown a laser directly into my eye as if from above. I naturally winced and saw the image after effect on my eye as if I looked at something bright. I instinctually looked up but there was nothing around to suggest the source was in the room.

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The funniest thing just happened. Lana hit Audrey and then they got ice cream and Audrey had some leftover. Lana wanted some but Audrey was still angry that she hit her. Eventually Audrey got a spoonful of ice cream and reached over to give Lana a bite she was slowly reaching over when Audrey sneezed and the ice cream went flying from the spoon!

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I had a dream I was walking down the sidewalk of the streets of Mexico, although it looked like the sidewalk of Taiwan with shops hanging overhead. I went into a shop which was a convention center about aliens. I was in the next room over which had a Zelda totk style puzzle where I had to hang in my glider and glide up to a little pocket and charge it with an electric connection and the little flap opened and a hexagonal tea cup came out. I turned the corner to listen to the alien convention a bit. When I came out someone was announcing the Mexican portion of Gran Turismo but in Spanish of course and it had cyclists which even in my dream I knew it was supposed to be cars but they went up the sloped street and I followed when they were gone.

The next dream I was being shown around an incredibly fancy house. Maybe I was going to be a behavior therapist for these two kids because they were incredibly messy. I asked them to just pick up Legos and they did it. I was being shown around by their grandpa. After looking around I found out this was Brad Pitt's house because he was there relaxing. I guess that was his dad, and I met his mom on the "feminine relaxing area" which was just a large bathroom.

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Happy Father's Day! My kids made me pictures for father's day but my wife hasn't said anything about it. She says today isn't Father's Day because we aren't in America so it's not America's Father's Day. But we won't be in Taiwan when it's Taiwanese Father's Day, and it's important to the person, not the place. All I want is for her to say Happy Father's Day, and I know I'll get it before the day is over so I'm not sad!

This pillow isn't very comfy, it's affecting my sleep so I try to sleep early and exercise when I wake up but if I could take a nap that would be better

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I had a dream I saw the stars, i was above the earth floating looking straight up. It was scary, I thought how can aliens traverse this emptiness? Something showed me that there were double the stars I thought there were and the line turned into a road and I was driving in the spirit world. Going right meant diem under the mountain and death, but I went left which became an urbanized area with a taco bell. The area still had its original spiritual name which meant the old world was still around though we built a taco bell on top of an important spiritual area.

Further on was a school and I started performing for that school playing suburban legends with a middle school brass band and my son was walking on treadmills.

My next dream I was in a hotel room with my wife getting dressed. I could float up to the ceiling and I licked the walls and the ceiling to try and keep this astral state, then I was at a nice theater and there was a naked man face down in the bathroom. I didn't help him because I knew he was the terminator and I didn't want him waking up. I went inside the theater and there was a big musical number singing trailer swift shake it off, the artists were saying how it's the perfect song because it inspires so much in them, there were giant bows stretching and a choir and more music and at the end giant cannons shot water balloons and rubber balls into the air. I was with a couple other people I forget who wanted to keep some. They both wanted a ride home but when I went to the lobby I wanted to let everyone know there was a terminator in the bathroom so I said, that guy has been in the bathroom this whole time. (We could all see his naked butt) Of course he woke up and started marching, I told everyone look out he's a terminator!! And went outside and flew into the air to avoid him. I had to fly higher and higher and faster there was something about him climbing a huge slide to catch me. But I was high in the air

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I had a dream where I was in the "nightmare elevator" where I was in this box and it was flooding through scary scenes, the first one was clingy kids. I broke the top of the glass and climbed on top.

Then I had a dream where I was being driven by my mom and aunt and they went super fast in a car backwards and I knew I was in a dream so I tried to lift out of my body and when I woke up my body was tingling

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I had a dream where I was in the "nightmare elevator" where I was in this box and it was flooding through scary scenes, the first one was clingy kids. I broke the top of the glass and climbed on top.

Then I had a dream where I was being driven by my mom and aunt and they went super fast in a car backwards and I knew I was in a dream so I tried to lift out of my body and when I woke up my body was tingling

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I had a dream I was in the driver's seat of my car in a cul-de-sac in the afternoon with my family in the car. I was going to a client's house for the first time and Abby had to come with me.

Before that I had a dream I could only remember because of the title: TJ Max gave me seven shirts. I had a dream I was at TJ Maxx to get some shirts because my wife asked me to. I have the cashier done of my chocolate blueberries and he was so happy he gave me a whole stack of shirts for free. This was in downtown Riverside where the hospital would be

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I'm in Taiwan now and one good thing about this trip is that I can finally work on remembering my dreams. I have to give my dreams titles to remember them so yesterday's dream was Rikki Lindholm's hard ass creative class and today's dream was Courtney Miller at the mall hospital. Then I lent Will Smith access to my banking account which I felt was a bad idea right after I did it. Then no dream today. But I did see a dot of light fly through the air briefly just a minute ago! And also maybe yesterday while I was looking at the bathroom wall.

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I had a dream i was at the border between two African nations. The border was a thick line of trees and peiple would run across even though there were guards. At night me and the people tried to get through the gates. I had the idea let's make a ghost we believe is real and it will become real. I went inside my house and talked with the animals in the pictures on the walls. I also was fighting a boss link, it was this rotating metal bands with rockets attached and it would twist and turn around. I did something right and the platform on to of the tower descended

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I just saw the fastest and closest (meaning brightest) orb of light ever!!! It went over the house maybe just 4 or five houses away, east to west. The whole experience lasted like 40 seconds. Let's see if I can upload the video

This was after I saw another one going east to northwest. It was more faint but it wavered in the sky slightly, almost imperceptibly. I ran below the trees for a better view down the driveway and it disappeared behind the trees.

I recently divined that they are angels with a message of seeking. I've been using the divining rods I still need to clear the communication channel but I also need questions to ask.

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I just had the most visceral spiritual experience of this life. I'm finally practicing how to use the dowsing rods and they are giving me consistent answers, just after a little bit of practice too! I reaffirmed that I'm from the 5th density. I've incarnated as a human before. I got the answer that I've even known Abby before though I feel like reaffirming that. My guardian angel is a person I was in love with before in a past life.

But what got me was when I asked if I'm helping Abby to which my guardian angel said yes. I believed it before but it's another thing to hear someone else say it.

I'm honestly wrecked right now. I've been crying a lot, I can feel a deep heavy pit in my stomach that just makes me want to cry as loud as I can, like a child who lost their parents.

Next I went to find a missing dog. But really I want to ask if my cousin Dillon has incarnated again, again. I didn't write it but about 2 days ago I had my first wonderful dowsin rod session in my car ha. I want to ask so much more but my eyes are red with crying. We all want to be perfect like the creator, we want to operate with love. But if all you ever hear are bad things or things that say you aren't enough, you start to believe it. I don't even want to vape weed anymore, I want to talk to spirit again!!!