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wowee its weird because whenever someone would tell me about their insecurities (especially physical ones), i wouldnt understand because i honestly think everyone is pretty .. that sounds so like fake but honestly...like legit..  even for myself, i wouldnt worry about how i look because i was so confident in the fact that God made everyone beautiful and so nobody even gotta worry :’) 

i still think the same about how everyone is pretty, good looking, etc.., <3

but...

this semester its been harder when it comes to myself:(  sigh.. i try not to think about it but .. its been hard loving my body, face, my SHORTNESS tear tear etccccccc 😔 I need more of u Jesus.. ~ 😔 

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8.28.17

my first day of school!!!! i woke up early, got ready, and headed for my first class. it was so freaking hot, by the time i got to class i thought i was going to die. but anyways, i was happy because my first class is with a teacher I had last year and i love him! hes an old grandpa (jk not a grandpa but like a man with a beard) haha and he loves me too woohoo but it was just boring because it was american lit 2.. after class, i went to my next class which was methods of bible study. my really good friend (friend since kindergarten) (nayun) is taking that class with me but i was sad because i was waitlisted because i signed up late for classes UGHHhhhhhh.. but i stayed in the first class session, just in case i get added. the teacher was so nice and so so good. we had worship in class and my teacher was a pastor for like 15 years so he seemed really loving! so afterwards, i tried to go to the bible classes office secretary to ask if i could be added into his class but she wasnt there :( 

anyways, kevin picked me and kristy up and treated us out to a bomb korean food place called mandoorang. it literally has every kind of food there imaginable (not just bomb mandoo). afterwards, we went to cha2o (a lit boba place with a darkish kinda atmosphere and like the christmas lights and everything) and he bought us boba. he also gave us his 2 electric scooters to borrow to ride on campus for the week LOLOL. so when we went back to school, we rode it around the campus and everyone complimented us saying our scooters were cool HAHA it was rly fun~ohhhh and while scootering, we met a group of korean freshman girls and we got to talk/introduce ourselves, they were really chill and some were from the bay area too~ 

after, i came back to the room to study but then nathan asked if we wanted to stog so he picked us up and we went to our favorite park and just vaped/smoked real quickly but i was like ok gotta go back and study now! so we dipped but it was a nice time

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8.27.17

woke up and inmo picked me up to go to church. i was really nervous but inmo knows how im feeling so he encouraged me and said it will get better once i keep coming out ^__^ i went, and it was nice seeing everyone and it wasnt as awkward as i thought it would be LOL. cause sermon is always good, but its awkward when all the college students go upstairs into a smaller room and thats where we get to talk to and eat with eachother. but today was a different kind of day because it was the day where people went on missions could share their testimonies so we got to listen to them. it was honestly a blessing to listen to their beautiful stories!!! it reminded me of how much i want to go to a missions trip~ specifically to africa.... maybe one day :’) 

nathan dropped me off back at biola and then i decorated the room for a bit and started to get ready for OC NIGHT MARKET!! honestly i was really excited because i always saw so many instagram pictures of it and snapchats of all the good food and drinks~ and it definitely looked pretty lit/ poppin so the boys picked me up from biola and we made our way to costa mesa (SHOUTOUT TO JOSH FOR DRIVING SO MUCH). we drank in the car and then when we got to the place, people who were coming out gave us some of their tickets so we got to go in for free. we made our way to all the different food booths and got bomb foods. and insta worthy drinks and free beer samples!!! OH and we had a mini photoshoot near the oC night market famous sign// stage but it was fun haha and then we went over to the games and literally i was so good at this game so on the first try, i won the large giraffe. and then the boys tried (and failed) so they asked me to win them toys LOL so i played for each of them and won them all the large prizes. they were like in shock LOLOL we were pretty happy~ we got more food and then the fair was about to close so we went to the car and josh wanted to sober up before driving so we sat there listening to throwback songs for literally like an hour LOL but it was so cute because the whole car was singing along to all of them and we put on some korean throwbacks too like from girls generation and big bang and literally they were singing their hearts out HAHAH and then there was this photoshoot going on outside our car with christmas lights and everything, so we just asked them to join and we had another mini photoshoot ^___^ turned out pretty nice.. ill post later!  

came back to biola, remade my schedule and then knocked out while trying to write my posts ~

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8.26.17

woke up and got ready to go to brunch with my sister and ashley. (our cousin). i really like my dorm room this year. its a lot bigger than the rooms me and jeong had (both years). 

for brunch, we went to the hart and the hunter, this really hipspter restaraunt/cafe kinda place. they serve like fancy wines and definitely a insta worthy place. we caught up on how we’ve all been doing and we had some really nice conversations. one interesting convo we had was about relationships because she and liz both have boyfriends. she was asking why i dont want a boyfriend right now and i was kinda saying how commitment is kindof hard for me at the moment. not like “wanting to be with other boys” kinda thing but as in like feeling like i have to hang out with them most of my free time or like i have to tell them where i am or like what im up to, compared to if i didnt have a thing with anyone, i could just easily be like “i dont have to tell u or anyoneee anything” lalalala HAHA jk but ya know.. 

she was saying how one thing that is so so so so important in a relationship is respect. she said that when you get out of the honeymoon stage and “the super liking eachother” period, its not even communication that will make the relationship last forever. at the end of the day, its respect. and i asked her, “what do you mean by respect? like what are some examples?” and she was saying how its important to find someone who respects your privacy, or respects your time, respects that you need some time with your girl friends,  etc.”  and i was like wow that is so true....... and it made me think.

we then took some pics together outside, and then me and liz went to a cafe to wait for our dad so we can watch a movie together. (my dad had to stay an extra day btw) but anyways, i had the best macaron there. BOMB. i love those so much. and it tasted so so good w my iced americano heheh

we found out that our movie that we wanted to watch was full so we went and ran random errands while waiting for the next one. i went to target to get like some more dorm stuff and daiso to get some random cute stationary stuff. 

we then watched the movie and omg....... that was the best movie ever. i really like that theater ~(CGV CINEMAS) (its a korean theater).  the screen is really big and everyone is like korean and its so cute cause everyone just feels like a family there LOL the movie was really funny and so sad too... but i loved how everyone would laugh together and then they would like cry together in the rly sad parts hehe but anyways, that movie got like 99 on rotten tomatoes and everyone was saying it was a very well made movie. :’)

we then went to go eat sushi at like 9 pm and it was like a pretty lit sushi place LOL. i was like ;abba lets drink”!! and he was like “no” LOL but then he was like ok ill order a beer and then the employee was like “how many glasses?” and my dad was like “one” and i was like “Two!!” LOL.. and then the guy was like ohh can i see ur id? and i was like sure! *takes out id* and my dad was like “does that rly work?? :O” (right in front of the worker) and then while the employee was looking at it, my dad was like to him “dont let her drink if it doesnt work!:)” i was like omg but then the employee just like gave it back and was like “thank you!” so i was like yay and liz just rolled her eyes hahahha 😂 

we ate alot of sushi and then i was thinking about if i wanted to barhop with the ucla crew but i decided to just go back home and rest. but then........ my friend nathan asked if our biola crew wanted to get lit and so spontaneously, we went to the park and we just all smoked our vapes and the dab pen LOL but.. honestly.. we were in the car during one period of time, and he left the door closed, and seriously i never felt like i was going to die so much from all that freaking smoke in the car.. so when we came outside and looked at the car, it looked like it was smoky from a fire or something LOL and then i was like can we go back home.. im so freaking tired and they were like WOW SARAH PARTY POOPER Aand i was like... u right PEACE!! and went to sleep :D (it was fun with them but i was just so tired from being out from morning to night all dayyyy.... hahaha i love them tho

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8.25.17

😂hmmmm let me try to go back 3 days and remember what happened LOL.. OH i remember waking up at wii spa, and thinking wow... that was the best sleep ever..... not because it was like comfortable or anything, but it just felt like a solid deep sleep... my dad was like “its prob cause ur phone is broken so u slept early” (that was the night i dropped it in kalgusu) and i have to admit.. true LOL.. 

after we showered and got ready, we went to my dad’s favorite korean restaurant (well one of them), and ate there for brunch. that place is known for their 죽, so we tried that and yes, it was bomb

we then met up with liz at this storage u-haul place to get some of my extra suitcase/items i left there for the summer. then went to biola to drop off my stuff into my new dorm. i put everything down and then left biola to go get my phone fixed with my dad and my sister. while the phone was getting fixed, we went shopping at the mall. when i was about to pick up the phone, he said i needed my ID to pick it up.. i was like omg cause i left it at biola. so we went back to biola and i went into my room but it was locked. so i knocked on the door and kristy comes out (i guess she moved in while i was at the mall) and the first thing she says is “dude sarah im so high right now” LOLOL. it was so funny tho 😂 and then she was super excited to show me her new dab pen and she asked if i wanted to try but i had to leave to get my phone~

after picking it up, we went out to eat soondooboo and it was very good. my dad was talking to me about how i need to do well in school and he gave me motivational talk pt 2 hahaha we came out of the restaraunt and we were about to go part our ways. dad was gunna go back to san jose and elizabeth was gunna drive me back to biola. we were standing outside the resturant and he was like “is there anything else u guys need?? for like school or for ur guys houses or anything” and it made me think about how he is always providing th best for us and wants the best for us too.. <3 BEST DAD EVER!! as we got in the car and was waving bye to my dad, i lowkey started tearing up and like kinda crying and he like started laughing and was like “WHY R U CRYING” LOLOL and that made me laugh so we were all like laughing and elizabeth was like omg hahahah but anyways, i got back to school and then me&kristy sat down to show eachother our vapes and we literally had a vape session in our room. at first, we just hit it like really softly cause we didnt want the smoke detector/fire alarm thing to ring. but then we were like “o its chillin” so we hit it like harder and sooner or later, the fire alarm rang LOL we looked at eachother and were so scared HAHA so kristy tried to like open the window and air out all the smoke and i sprayed like perfume everywhere HAHAH we then was ready to go out cause usually we all have to leave the building but we didnt know that the alarm was legit only coming from our room, so when we went outside, everyone was like staring at us... and then the RA came and was like “can i go inside ur room..?” and we were like ya! (with our hands like shaking as we opened our door) and she was like “whoa its rly smoky in here...” and we were like “oh ya its our candle. and like our iron. and like our straightener. and our...” (we just kept adding random things at the moment LOL) and then the police came and we told him the same thing and at first it seemed like he was concerned but i think he thought we looked pretty innocent HAHA and then they were like “its ok!! this dorm’s detector goes on really easily for different reasons so dont worry about it” and so me and kristy came back in the room and we legit fell to the ground and we were like omg... on our first night back gg LOL. 

and then facetimed anthony to tell him about it, unpacked, decorated the room a bit more, and then was looking foward to my next day back in socal :D

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8.24.17

today i woke up at like 6 am, ate a big healthy breakfast, finished some more packing, said goodbye to mom & kids, and then my dad and i left for our roadtrip to socal together. he drove the first half, and i drove the second half. but i felt like the drive went by really quickly. we stopped by tejon outlets (which is kindof like gilroy outlets) and we ate lunch there together and shopped around for a bit to digest all the good food we ate. we then got to LA and went to a cute flower cafe that i’ve always wanted to visit. it was pretty hipster, just how i imagined it to be :’) after, we ate dinner together and i legit had the best ahi blackened tuna salad ever!! usually when i get it at other places, its good but something about this place made it taste BOMB~ we then went to my parents business meeting thing but it was really fun cause it wasnt like a small serious meeting but it was like a big convention kinda thing and they gave out free gifts, food, and prizes haha and then, went to one of my favorite ice cream places in LA which is called SALT AND STRAW!! so good. 

i was supposed to move back into biola today but since i realized returning students are only allowed to move in tomorrow, my dad and i decided we would sleep at wi spa because i love it here LOL there is bomb food and thank God for the computers because i broke my phone tonight. yes, i accidentally dropped it in our soup.... like anthony said, dab nation forreals..im sad because all the pics and videos on my phone will be deleted forever if i do get a new phone :’( and i love looking back at those........ to upload in the future too haha.. sad. 

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8/23/17

today i woke up and my friends who live in sf asked if i wanted to hang out with them before going back to UOP so i said i was down because my dad planned to drive me back to socal later than expected. we visited our friends who work in that area, grabbed a quick meal, visited our favorite lake/ocean area, and then i had to go back to meet up with my dad. i met him at the place he gets his haircuts and then we went to meet up with different people at like different coffee shops, went to go fix our og lexus, carwash for the odyssey, coffee run at big mug, and random other errands. when i went home, i started to pack more and realized i wanted to get some more room decorations so our family took a target run because dahae and lily wanted some things from there too. we came back home and i packed more. and then kinda got nervous thinking about the new upcoming school year. :’( at first, i tried not to think too much about it and so i guess i was kindof excited to see people who i hang out with in socal, but as i start thinking about it more, lowkey kinda scared now.. LOL :’( i think im scared mostly of being reunited with people (whether from school or church) i felt judged by, or scared how people will approach me for those who have seen my snaps over the summer or nervous to go back to my socal church where I’m not very involved, and so im like “the shy girl” LOL.. or nervous for the education/school work, especially because I took a break from studying in the summer because of all the family vacations and everything, i feel like i will feel overwhelmed even from the beginning..... and the fact that im like waitlisted for all my classes so i dont even know what classes to go to on monday........ sigh so many worries.. but i know at this time, I really need to trust in God, but sometimes, tbh its hard ...  :( esp knowing the fact that I’m gunna be away from home and i feel so comfortable here with my fam and friends.. sigh

Jesus, please help me find my comfort in you.... let me know that you are all I need and that you will always be by my side :( ~~~ ♥

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8/22/17

wow i always forget what i did in the morning because its usually just running errands and doing duties such as packing, picking up and dropping off sisters or random things like that~

the main part of yesterday was meeting up with anthony and going to yardhouse for a drink before dinner with his coworkers~ like he mentioned in his post, we got AMF’s (TY ANTH) and that was my second time trying it but the first time doesnt count cause i just tried a little bit at his and yubin’s birthday haha but anyways, i was happy bc he didnt drink for so long but today was the first and we got to drink together!! it feels like a long time since we “cheered” together and wow we like literally drank that thing so fast HAHA and then went to go cheesecake for dinner. his coworkers were really nice!! we got cocktails and wine, and sally paid for us... grateful ^__^ and then we went to karaoke which is always fun but i couldnt stay for long bc my dad told me to come after dinner~  (ps i gave anthony my letter and he lost it.. SMH) jk 

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but anyways, joon said he really wanted to see me so i went to him and he could tell i was lowkey or high key drunk LOL he asked if i wanted to drink with him and i felt bad but i was like omg nooooo, no more drinks for me HAHA but he wanted to drink so i took him to safeway and he got a couple beers. we got back to his house and he said he was going to drink outside for a bit so we said our goodbyesss~

 as i was driving back home, my OG friends like michael, joice and daniel (the hang group) called me saying to come thru to san jose downtown because michael came back from seattle today so it would be like our reunion and PLUS on tuesdays drinks are only $3 but i legit was not down so i was like nah im gunna go home~ ( i love them so much but i feel like if i were to drink more i would die LOL) as i was going home, i felt like i had to throwup so i went into this plaza parking lot and legit threw up there LOL but thankfullhy there were no cars or people there. i went home and knocked out but my dad was happy i came home early~ 

i woke up and then i guess joon kept calling cause he wanted to watch a movie w me and stuff , so i told him “sry i fell asleep “ and then he was like “did u actually fall asleep lol” (he thought i went over to my friends who called bc he was there when my friends called me) and i was like wtheck ya i did.. and we kinda got into a mini argument haha about how i feel that he doesnt like trust what i say LOL but he said sorry and that he just wanted to talk to me~ and then it was ok ~

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8/21/17

hmmmm...... im posting for yesterday and wow i forgot what i did LOL ...uhhh..... OH i had lunch with jenny and then we went to go pick up dahae from middle school. we surprised her and so she was like whoa.. hahaha and then we went to grab some boba from our favorite boba place because tea zone has the best green waffles ^__^ and then i had to drop the kids off at kumon and i started to pack a little. then, went to the mall because my friend asked me to get something for her because it is not sold in korea and so i went shopping for a bit and then went to go eat with julie for dinner because i couldnt hang out w her on sunday (we went to dave n busters!!!) afterwards, i got my favorite iced americano from big mug and then went to visit anthony at work for like 5 min before going back home~ he gave me a present and i was so so thankful... :’( [happy tears] he is the bestest friend!!! (too good to me)..... THANKS ANTH 

i was planning to go back home but joon said he really had to talk to me before going back to school so i went to him for like a good 2 min LOL but he gave me roses and said that he ordered them from jasper’s mom because he wanted to ask me out but since i didnt exactly say yes, he just wanted me to have them~ they were rly pretty!!! : ) 

as i was going back home i remembered anthony mentioning facetime so i called him real quick and it made me laugh LOL it was funny but nice~

and then went home and had a family meeting ! it was good but we found out that one of our church grandpas passed away.... :( sad but we know that He is with Jesus now <3 

and then watched a movie called Lucid dream and wow it was really good~~~