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a perfectly average horse is unexpectedly teleported into your kitchen, precisely in the state your kitchen is at this exact moment. it is, understandably, alarmed by this situation. how equipped do you feel you are to handle this situation?

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i went to the aquarium the other week and hand to god every single seahorse was pregnant. it was like ao3 in there

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this is how the cold war ended

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clone wars au where jocasta 360 no scopes count dooku

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ok so. I've been thinking. what if leia's "thing" is that she's imperceptible in the force. like, she's so innately powerful at shielding, she's just not there. Anakin didn't know padme was having twins because he literally couldn't sense leia's presence. yoda and obi-wan were fine with bail taking leia because they couldn't perceive her thoughts, even as an infant. neither reva nor vader could penetrate her mind. she spent years in the senate alongside palpatine and he had no idea she was force sensitive. the only person who can see leia for who she really is is the one who has been there from the beginning — luke.

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BEHOLD As requested You can now purchase them all in a single image here

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Commander Wolffe

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THIS IS THE BEST THING I HAVE EVER SEEN

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The worst thing right now is that I can't even be sad about what happened. I feel like I can't be sad about not seeing my friend.

Not that he really cares, when I messaged him about how bad and lonely I feel, he just joked about doing the laundry and nothing else. I can bare my feelings all I want but in the end it's useless to have them out there. People don't care. I won't care anymore. If I mean so little to them, what's the point.

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05-12-24, 22:22, on the couch

So, it's time for an overdue update! Last time I wrote a post I had just gotten a new job and things have been looking up! I started yesterday and between then and before I have relaxed, worked on projects, went to a comic con and met up with friends. My november was great.

So yesterday I started my job and so far I love it. There is a steep learning curve, the planning department is not something I am familiar with at all. However I am at a decent company who take their time in teaching me what I need to know and so far take good care of me. It's leagues ahead of my previous job who left me to my own devices on all the details and let me make stupid and avoidable mistakes instead of teaching me. I cannot believe how toxic my old work environment was compared to this one.

I'm taking it all slow, I'm taking it one step at a time. I also learned already that having a job does not equal having a life goal. Far from it, I still struggle with the same question as when I started this job. But at least I'm busy during the day, I earn some money and I am amongst nice people. I call it a win. Now to get through December and see what the next year brings!!

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6-11-24, 06:59, my bed

I'm due for an update. I got the job!! Turns out, as I wrote earlier, that the department does fit me and the people are nice with a heart for the client - not money. I'm so happy. This does remind me that I need to fill in a form. That first.

Couldn't find the form, send an email about it.

One major change that happened is that I feel less useless now. I'm finally going to fill in my day with something other than fucking around, and in finally earning some money when I start. Looking forward to that. However, getting a job was a short term goal. I still don't have a long-term goal to work towards.

I'm starting to think that maybe I need to redefine what goal means, just like I did to routine. I always thought that a routine was a full day thing, not also the things I do while I shower. A routine can be something small, as small as "I brush my teeth every morning". Okay, as someone with adhd, I only do because of a goal I have in the Finch app. That one really helped me with my morning routine. Anyway, getting off track, the point is maybe instead of having a huge life goal, I need something smaller. Unsure of what the small could be, but I'll get back on that. Right now I want to daydream a little longer and get up in about twenty minutes, get into some habit of getting up time before I start working.

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31-10-24, 7:00, my bed

Today's the day, I'm going to have a test shift this morning at a potential new job. I'm not sure if the job is right for me though, that's why this morning exists. I'm all for the company.

31-10-24, 12:46, outside

So I never finished the previous post and had to leave to the proof day and omg I love that place! The people are nice, the company is fun, I felt at the right place. The job is much more than I thought it would be and it's a good fit for me. Later today I'll hear if I can work there so fingers crossed!

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Dealing With Executive Dysfunction - A Masterpost

The “getting it done in an unconventional way” method.

The “it’s not cheating to do it the easy way” method.

The “fuck what you’re supposed to do” method.

The “get stuff done while you wait” method.

The “you don’t have to do everything at once” method.

The “it doesn’t have to be permanent to be helpful” method.

The “break the task into smaller steps” method.

The “treat yourself like a pet” method.

The “it doesn’t have to be all or nothing” method.

The “put on a persona” method.

The “act like you’re filming a tutorial” method.

The “you don’t have to do it perfectly” method.

The “wait for a trigger” method.

The “do it for your future self” method.

The “might as well” method.

The “when self discipline doesn’t cut it” method.

The “taking care of yourself to take care of your pet” method.

The “make it easy” method.

The “junebugging” method.

The “just show up” method.

The “accept when you need help” method.

The “make it into a game” method.

The “everything worth doing is worth doing poorly” method.

The “trick yourself” method.

The “break it into even smaller steps” method.

The “let go of should” method.

The “your body is an animal you have to take care of” method.

The “fork theory” method.

The “effectivity over aesthetics” method.

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dere you go

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You’ve heard of one shots, now get ready for none shots! It’s when you think of an idea for a fic and then don’t write it