That soundâs great, count me in.- Donât think this means weâre friends though.
Well now that my boat has arrived and  been put into the water, who would like to go on a fantastic adventure with me?
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He was caught off guard by the brutal honesty. On one hand Carmine was right, he had been the man who broke Matthewâs heart. Yet on another, he wasnât the only one. After all he had ended up here looking for his ex-girlfriend. A fact which he didnât intend on sharing anytime soon. The kiss had been a moment of relapse, he was trying to pretend not to care-or he didnât care. Matthew didnât even understand it himself, he was torn between who he was and who he is. âI-- I donât know.. I just... Iâm very confused by you, Carmine. I donât know what to expect. I donât even know if youâre that trustworthy guy you once were. I donât know who I am- Iâm torn, confused. You make me remember a person- Iâm not sure I miss. The Matt you knew was quick, cowardly, too naive and nice. Iâm not even sure who I am around you-itâs just hard. The kiss-we--well it was me doing what I do know- and that is to act on a feeling.â
âYouâdâ huh?â Carmine said, a little surprised by the response he got from Matthew, âyouâd⊠much rather kiss me, is that what you said?â he asked, even though he knew the answer. A pause. âBut why? I thought you didnât love me any more, I-I thought you didnât even like me. Iâm the Carmine who left you, who broke your heart, isnât that right? Not the guy you supposedly fell in love with. Why are you doing this, why do you wanna kiss me?â Carmine sighed, out of hopelessness, confusion, something like that, before leaving the topic behind entirely. ââlook, never mind. We can hang out,â he licked his lips, âwe can kiss, I guess, Iâunno. It doesnât matter, not really. What do you wanna do?â
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Matthew probably should have thought this âkissâ out. Somehow he found logic in kissing people to demonstrate his feelings? He really didnât do the whole emotion thing. The kiss made all those worries seem a mile away. Heâd imagined it many times, but that was another life time. Matthew coughed a bit, nodding his head. Although he wasnât exactly sure what he was nodding at. âHmm.â He mumbled not sure what the man asked. âIâd much rather just kiss you but I think we should probably hangout. Catch up right-like old times.â Matthew said, as if kissing your best friend was a normal occurrence for him?
Carmine was taken aback by the kiss. Totally and completely taken aback. Sure, he should have expected it, maybe, but he thought Matthew had long abandoned his alleged feelings for Carmine. Obviously not. Or maybe he was just trying to let go of them, and this was some counterproductive way of doing so. Still, in all his shock and confusion, Carmine kissed back. He definitely kissed back, and he definitely wanted to, Matthewâs lips sweet and soft against his. So there was that.
He pulled away when Matthew did, not even really registering what the other man was saying. âYeah,â he replied, not sure what to say but wanting to reply nonetheless. He had so much he wanted to ask, to do, to say. He even maybe, sort of, kind of wanted a second kiss. So, naturally, he didnât fulfill any of his desires. He continued on as normal - or as normally as he could - as if they kissed all the time. âYou uh⊠yeahâ so. What do youâ do you wanna hang out, or, uh. What do you wanna⊠do?â
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Matthew was hesitant but laughed. It had been awhile since he cared, it made him uncomfortable. Yet that didnât take away from the fact his stomach was nervously turning. His younger self wouldnât stop freaking out a bit. Taking a deep breathe, he stepped towards Carmine. Slowly his hand traced the manâs cheek before kissing him. His lips pressed against Carmines, tugging on his bottom lip before pulling back. âI needed to do that.â He said softly, sounding sincere. Matthew wasnât one to be cliche, it made him sick inside. Yet somehow he couldnât help but smile, before quickly looking around.
âHipster and sort of depressing?â he repeated, eyebrows raised, âoffense taken, Iâm sorry. Get out.â Unsure if Matthew knew he wasnât serious, he hastily added, âthat was a joke.â His laugh was a little nervous, âUh. Yeah, I dunno. I dunno what weâve got in common any more,â he said, his tone a little sad, âbut we could do uh,â a pause, âsomething.â When Matthew called his name, he became even more alert. âYeah, whatâs up?â
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A smile flushed over his face, and he nodded in reply. Matthew wasnât certain as to why he jumped to the conclusion Carmine wanted him to leave. It was probably out of habit if anything. After all he wasnât the most likable guy around. Taking a small breathe, he stood up. âWell I mean if we are going to make up for ten years shouldnât be at least start somewhere a little less hipster and sort of depressing- no offense.â He said quicker than intended. Around Carmine, Matthew found himself falling back into that weird, nervous, in the closest little boy. The one who use to peek at his best friend he wasnât looking. A part of Matthew hated that version of himself, but he found himself missing the innocence. âIâm not sure what you do for fun- normal people.. what they do.. Iâm not gonna lie and pretend I donât go buy out a bar as a casual night.. cause I do.â He smiled awkwardly. â-Carmine?â He began
âNot necessarily a good thing, honestly, if you consider overthinking. And, believe me, Matty, I do,â he replied with a small smile, in an attempt to re-assure Matthew. He wasnât really sure why he wanted to, either. He noticed then that Matthew seemed to stare for quite some time, directly at him. Really, Carmine should have looked away, but he didnât. He wasnât really sure why, again. But he didnât want to, not really. This was all too confusing. âYou can be concerned, of course. Honestly, Iâd be a little offended if you werenât,â he laughed a little, âI just wasnât sure thatâs how you were any more, you know, seeing as you made it clear how much youâve changed,â he shrugged, âIâm still not buyinâ it, but whatever you say. Noââ he paused, slightly embarrassed by how eager he sounded. He toned it down somewhat before speaking again, âitâsâ you can stay, if you want. Itâs fine. We have to make up for ten years, right?â
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Matthew raised his brows in curiosity. The man couldnât help but wonder what Carmine was writing about. Smiling quickly to avoid looking noisy or paranoid he took a seat on the bed. âHmm you always did a lot more thinking than I ever did....â He joked, although it was true. Even as kids Carmine was the logic to Matthewâs spontaneous ideas. Which kind of made his friends sudden departure ironic. Talk! The voice inside his head screamed. Matthews face blushed red as he realized he hadnât taken his eyes off Carmines. âI was just making sure you werenât having a stroke.. or what not. Can an old friend not be concerned? Hmm anyways Iâll get out of your process?â His eyes looked away almost awkwardly. Matthew wasnât use to this. Carmine brought out the side to the man, he had hid away long ago.
âHm?â Carmineâs head whipped around to look over at Matthew, âstaring at the keyboard?â he smiled a little, mildly amused by the comment, âtrust me, Iâm not that âdeepâ. I was just⊠I got lost in thought, I guess. Why do you ask?â
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âAre you actually doing something or just staring at the keyboard?â
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emerges for death.. hello .. SCHOOL IS KICKING MY ASS BUT HI HI HI
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âHmm canât deny or confirm anything at this time.â He smirked. âBeing wooed, well maybe but I think you would know definitely if I was trying to âwooâ you.â
âNot necessarily - Iâve just never seen how you act outside of your big guy bravado. Interesting to witness,â Quinn replied honestly. âUnless I just have that effect on you? Thatâd be pretty cool. I mean, most of the time the only kind of reaction I get from interested parties is⊠far too forward.â
He smiled softly.
âBut I like this. Being âwooedâ, I suppose. Is that what this is?â
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âYouâre probably an idiot then....dumb is not a cute look for you. I mean considering the fact unlike most idiots around here you have common sense and a wicked sense of sarcasm.â He joked with a grin
âSilly little me has no clue what you mean.â Kyelle replied with an innocent yet playful smile.
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Youâre a couple other things but Iâm not sure itâs in my best interest to share. Well you should just hide, thatâs the only real solution.
Well I am pretty negative - according to you, and Iâm pretty damn pale. Hence why Iâm trying not to burnâŠ
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Who is Kieron seems like a fine fellow, hmm well I think your getting crisped anyway. Is it hard to be so negative and white?
It really isnât. And Iâm not a bitch, Iâm just honest. As for me, well Iâm currently avoiding burning like a crisp by staying near the umbrellas at the pool. I would be in my cabin, but last I checked, Kieron was loading up porn hub - suffice to say I didnât stick around
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I wonât cry about it. Although itâs really your lost.- Anyways what does queen bitch get up to around here?
I have no doubt. Unfortunately for you, theyâre going to stay dreams
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In my best dreams.
Oh you wish
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Why are you so obsessed with me?
And I think - no I know, youâre a deluded egomaniac
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I think you secretly love me, darling.
The therapy is from listening to the bullshit you spout honey
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You got therapy just a little nut in there?
Now thatâs definitely arguable. And talking to you just seems to up my therapy bill in the long run, soâŠ
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