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"He threw my hands, so callously, like it was a brilliant idea.

Broke my heart like it was something he SHOULD HAVE DONE SOONER"

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I came up with this while listening to Haunted (TV) by Taylor Swift. Definitely gonna post it later (and put it somewhere in my book)

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VIDEOCLUB - Amour plastique (clip officiel)

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I cannot think straight, the sound of my heart breaking is too loud.

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The irresistible of him

is like

laundry shops in summer,

local bakeries in winter,

those I'd never really walk in

but to casually pass by is heavenly enough.

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The boy I had a crush on

Somedays I really got the nerves to dress up and go to wherever you are

Just to say hello and see you leave with her in your backseat

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I used to hide in the closet in deep fears of thunder and lightning.

I grew up talking and staring at them, midnights. No one was quite around.

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She once memorized him in grasps

Now she is trying to forget him in sighs

- my fictional draft

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Hi, my name is My Linh. “My” is my grandpa’s name, and the “Linh” following it comes from a Vietnamese singer’s name. I was once 15, when I started this page, but now I am in the middle of my 19. But I haven’t changed much inside because I fought hard for that.

I love reading things that I can relate with, and writing things that others can reflect on. I am not good at talking. Since I started thinking more than I once did, I have been pausing a lot while talking and normally not talking at all, just listen most of the time. However, if someone is willing to listen and care, I would give them a talk of biographical length about what I’ve been thinking since the previous time I got to say that much.

I don’t like traveling, but I like surprising occasions when I have to travel and end up being mesmerized by new memories, as they are slowly getting old. 

I LOVE TAYLOR SWIFT because her songs are super relatable and I’ve been listening to her music since I was a short chubby child. She is like a second big sister I’ve never had. Though I love my real sister, she is also inspirational to me. My favorite Taylor’s album is “folklore”. But I am more like into my “Midnights” era.

I have to past loves. The first one is a high school sweetheart and we loved each other in secrecy. It cost me more than 2 years to move on from that “Jenny-Han-ese” short-lived affair, but I managed to give him back a present box that he refused to receive the last time we met and became friends. 

Right after that I met the next main guy. He was tall and knew how to make my heart skip its beat with his fake low-toned voice. And his character was bold enough to be impressed by me dressing up in red for our first overnight out and dancing with him in the middle of nowhere at 2-3am. Later on he became a bartender, but he couldn’t make me drunk in love anymore. Damn it! Although he did me wrong, I have no regret of fighting for the love that we had nurtured together when he still wanted me. Whatever’s happened, that love story did include the most exciting teenage sneaking out and college moving out that anyone could ever wish for. I was the heroine of a real life rom-com!

I am currently working as a Content Writer, I write everything people ask me to, such as food, movies, the weather and their memories. The jobs provide me with a sufficient amount of money to afford the studio apartment that I am living in. Sometimes I get very busy but I am still cool enough to play the guitars and play chess alone, among the fresh flowers that I bought.

I love plants and flowers. I think the most tragic thing that could make me cry at the moment is my plant dying or something. But I am trying every bit to save it, I rotate it under the sunlight and give it comfort words each time I pass by. I hope that helps. It’s not watering dead and dried flowers, which I also do.

I have few friends, but they are pretty close. Close enough to be far away when I need some space to digest my sudden surges of intense emotions that we know I need time to calm down. Sometimes, one of them show up and have a sleepover, which I am super obsessed with.

I love taking photos and videos of small things that I notice in the surrounding. I love it when I could recognize and admire those tiny little beauties because I consider that a certification of my peace-in-mind. 

I love cats. Dogs are okay.

I am currently single, and despite the fact that I feel lonely in the afternoons and there are some decent guys are waiting in line, I am not ready for a relationship. I have this strong belief that this time is for me exploring and taking care of myself after being hurt. But I know that I will meet someone, I’ve not yet moved to another country so I’ve barely met most of the people I would meet in my life. I think I will be attracted to someone with calmness and stability, of course, he should be well-prepared for my Swiftie obsession.

And although I feel controversial with myself, I don’t hate her.

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Is there anything I am not worried about real?

- June 6 diary

#diaryreveal #anxiety #thearchergirlies

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Dù tôi có đang ở đâu, một mình trong căn phòng chen chúc suy nghĩ, hay giữa một thế giới đầy núi và sao. Thì tất cả những gì thực sự tồn tại chỉ cắm sổ trong đầu tôi mà thôi.