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The tears never stop

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Man this phase is so rough

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Putting Derma to a side (for now) and starting ortho. Goal - finish ortho in 4 hrs by 9:30 pm

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Last 6 days hustle lessgooooooo

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Oh how I LOVE studying

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The days have been really exhausting. I’m not focused anymore. I don’t know what to do. I’ve been trying and trying and trying and I don’t know if it’s ever going to work. What if I get a rank worse than my INI rank? So many questions. I’m lost and this is one of the toughest moments during this journey.

I really wish to get my focus back and give it my all. 16 days to go…

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On a lighter + adjacent note i love dis tweet + these QRTs of it ^_^... literally...

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06.07.25

Day 28/55

Ever since I’ve started living at home I’ve become really slow. Late to wake up, late to sleep, late to study ugh it’s annoying. I even stopped posting on here.

From today I’m going to make a strict schedule and adhere to it. I gotta quickly revise a lot of subjects and finish whatever topics I have left in them.

I also have a new goal to do 100 mcqs per day starting from today.

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25.06.25

Day 17/55

So much to do but I don’t have enough time for it

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I just taught the bf about hernia and hernia surgeries and I remembered why I loved surgery in the first place

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9 whole years later, the la la land soundtrack is still one of my top favs

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24.06.25

Day 16/55

I really want this internship to get done because I’m finally back in the groove and I can study way more at home without wasting my time in getting ready and driving for 2 hours.

On the bright side I only have 7 days left here yayyyyyy

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I love microbiology by Dr. Sonu Panwar!!!!! Absolutely the best if you’re looking for a rapid review before NEET PG!

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20.06.25

Day 12/55

I started with medicine today as it is the one subject that I haven’t attempted to study.

Endocrinology was pretty nice and the revision videos were great for understanding and remembering but I kinda sucked at the mcqs. I’ve been told that they get easier with practice so I’m really hoping I get better at it :)

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19.06.25

Day 11/55

The day was fairly productive with me finishing vascular surgery and a few mcq modules. I studied for 7 hours and honestly it felt so great after an unproductive Wednesday. I still need to put in extra hours of studying and push up to 10-12.

This whole travelling to and back from college is taking up a lot of time in my day and I still have 11 days left :(((

Let’s hope today I hit 8-9 hours of studying and finish GI surgery.

It’s a beautiful day to study and make your dreams come true <3

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I started the day by going to the temple on campus and praying. Let’s hope today’s a productive day and I get a lot done!

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18.06.25

Day 10/55

Today was an unproductive day. I fly best solo because it gives me freedom to do things on my own time like taking an early lunch break or going on a 5 min walk for a Diet Coke. Having friends around makes me really slow because I need to tweak my schedule around to accommodate them and I have trouble saying no to them and having lunch together means taking a 45 min - 1 hr long break or spending time chatting with them. All these days I had a strict 30 min lunch break schedule which was working super well for me.

With my friend back from her break and issues with my posting attendance I was only able to study for 2 hrs with focus.

In the evening the results of mock ini counselling were out and I got busy sulking.

I hope I do better the next day