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Searching for some help

Hi everybody, I’m attending a music festival this summer and I’m just a few hundred dollars away from having my tuition covered. I feel really really uneasy about asking for money from people I barely know online, but if you would like to find out more about me, my dreams and goals, or the festival, please follow the link below. I am certain that by getting out of my comfort zone, God will provide in ways I never could have imagined. Thank you so much for your consideration and possible donation toward my career as an artist. 

gofundme.com/shnd3bs

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CAN SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME WHAT KIND OF MUSICAL NOTATION THIS IS

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Thoughts of an Oboe Player while playing

Shit

Shit

Fuck

Shit no

I fucked that up

Shit

Fuck I'm not even going to try

Shit

Fuck

Oh fuck solo

Fck

Shit

Mother fuck

Okay it's done

Shit

More runs

Fuck

FUCK

shit

Oh...

It's over...

Thank God.

That went well...

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So this is a thing now. 

2048 - Circle of Fifths

The perfect pitch inside of me is screaming.

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What's up with "who" and "whom"?

Although some people (including teachers) claim that “whom” is no longer relevant (i.e., no one uses it, and no one knows how to use it properly), standardized exams include questions that test whether you know the difference between the two!

If this is still confusing to you, rephrase your sentence to avoid the entire who vs. whom problem.

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someone’s building an actual Krusty Krab less than 6 miles from where i live

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US students will be able to shield themselves during school shootings with the latest in body armour, the Bodyguard Blanket

http://goo.gl/WwvECT

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US students will be able to shield themselves during school shootings with the latest in body armour, the Bodyguard Blanket

http://goo.gl/WwvECT

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well. my boyfriend slightly cheated on me with my bestfriend and now my life is slightly typical and im slightly broken.

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When a non-musician tries to comfort me

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I am deep in thought

that is not all but that is all. 

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I'm tired of telling people how I feel. Why can't you just be smart enough to connect the dots and figure it out yourself. You can't go through life asking for all the answers. Sometimes people require effort. I am one of those people.

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Doo Wop

Why is it that I have a tendency to break my own heart? As of now, I'm actually extremely happy. But I got news today from my boyfriend that he's probably going to be gone for most of summer. For what? To serve God at his favorite camp known as Aldersgate. Of course, I am 100% happy that he's doing this. But I'm also slightly scared. He's gone this week, and I don't know if he'll be back next week, or ever right now. Imagining him gone all summer makes me feel a little lonely and not special, but I can reassure myself that he's serving our Lord and that is far more important than spending time with me. I mean that. But, then I think about how I'm not serving God along side him all summer. What if he comes back, so fulfilled and happy, with a different mindset about life, and suddenly I don't fit into his girlfriend criteria anymore? What if he counsels young people at camp with other girls his age that are also counseling? Does the fact that they are there and I am not make them more attractive and Godly? What if he forgets about me and begins to notice the girls that are actually serving God at this camp? What if, during his time at camp, he learns so much about love, that he begins to think that our relationship doesn't quite match up? What if all of our errors in our relationship surface themselves and he has second thoughts? I have decided that I'm not going to fight. I'm going to keep my mouth shut and pray that he'll remember that I'm back home and I miss him. I'm hoping that he'll miss me too. I hope that he apologizes to me and recognizes that it hurts me to be left alone. I am genuinely happy for my boyfriend, that he's spending his summer the way he wants. Sometimes I just wish that he wanted to spend his breaks with me. Fall break, winter break, and spring break were all spent with other people, or with family, and maybe it's my own fault that he is choosing other things over me. If he really is gone all summer, I will stay faithful to him, and I won't cheat, and I won't move on. But I also won't fight. If he moves on, or finds another girl, or decides that he doesn't want to be with me anymore, I will not fight for him. it is my belief that we should all be independent. Or at least I should. I gladly lean on my boyfriend when I need to, but if he doesn't want to be there to hold me up when i'm feeling weak, or when I need encouragement, then I'm not going to beg him to stay. Because it's important to me to be able to hold my own weight. Sure, it's tough to be alone sometimes, when I'm feeling sick, or sad, or even when I'm joyful and enthusiastic, but it's important to me to be able to live on my own and not depend on others. So I believe that it's not my responsibility to pull him back in when he's pushing away from me. Because it needs to be his choice that he wants me, or that he misses me. And maybe I won't beg him to stay, but I'll do my best to give him a reason to. I'm just going to be myself. And by the end of the summer, I hope he's still mine. I hope we can start school together in the fall. I hope he wishes that he had more time with me during the summer when we're racking our brains with music theory and practicing. But I'll try my hardest not to ever rub it in his face if he does feel those things. I hope that I change so much that he feels like he missed out. I hope he's proud of me. I want him to miss me. I want him to miss me. 

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Well I thought of a lot of posts today but now I can't remember any.

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yes

my friend just sent this to me with no context

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there is a website to find out how many goats you are worth