theoldsoulsblog

[theoldsoulsblog]

Looking for that someone ….

That someone who’ll listen to your feelings/bullshit whenever you need to spout it.

These people are few and far between.

[theoldsoulsblog]

A curious thought occurred to me.

Is anyone ever really happy with the path their lives have taken them down? Even with money, life gets boring, eventually. So if you had the money, the women, and the world and you get bored, how dark a turn would life have to take in order that you were never bored?

Asking for a friend.

[theoldsoulsblog]

Back to normal …

Goodbye weekend, hello working week.

One day I’ll get a lotto win and spend the rest of my days on some sunny beach somewhere.

At least, that’s the hope.

Until then though, I’ll just have to keep working a tedious Sunday to Thursday.

How’s your weekend been? A curious mind wants to know.

[theoldsoulsblog]

So she’s just gone to bed ….

It’s the weekend, and she’s already in bed. Someone help me.

[theoldsoulsblog]

I want to go somewhere …

I’ve always wanted to go to Norway. Don’t ask me why, it’s just a place I want to go. So … who’s with me?

[theoldsoulsblog]

It’s Friday night and I’ve never felt more alone.

As the usual Friday night settles upon me, I’m faced with the same two certainties.

The first, the person I’ve been with for the last 13 years will soon go to bed (it’s almost 7pm UK time) leaving me alone, again, cause she’s not into films, tv, or much of anything else that’s not reality tv based.

The second, that I’ll drink and perhaps ponder the question: why do I put myself through this?

To the first question, I am no longer surprised. To the second question, I have to wonder why I allow myself to be put through this. To this day I have no answer to the latter.

Maybe I brought it upon myself.

Maybe I enabled it. Who knows?

Anyway, how’s your Friday? An enquiring mind would like to know.

[theoldsoulsblog]

Once upon a time, a much younger me would have said that sex was the most important thing in a relationship. But nowadays the older me knows better. Well, a little better anyway. And while sex is t the be all and end all of a relationship, it is one of the building blocks of it.

So the question is: what to do when the sex dries up or the other party is more than happy to blame you for it not happening because one side refuses to instigate it?

I won’t argue about it, I have more pride. But I need to figure it out also, because as of right now it’s been almost 4 months since anything last happened.

[theoldsoulsblog]

The drudgery of life is the same for everyone, I suspect. The trick is, however, to make your free days the ones you will never forget. Be spontaneous, do something that makes you nervous. Enjoy your life.

To think you need someone in order to do that will just make you feel worse. It’s good to have a partner, but not essential.

Mr or Mrs right will come when the universe thinks you’re ready.

1/10/2024

I've been waking up very sore and tired the past couple days. I don't get a day off from work until Sunday though. I also woke up this morning in a life-sucks kinda mood which continued through the day, except for at work which was busy.

Right now, I just feel like there's no meaning to life; we get up, we work, we do it over again. There's no point to that.

I feel like I want to share my life with someone. Maybe that's what I'm trying to do here.

[theoldsoulsblog]

Obligatory first post.

More content coming soon.

Ramblings.

Plenty of ramblings.