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Redraw of the additional time scene from episode 7, i thought the idea of kunigami trying to support chigiri cuz hes convinced hes a trans girl is silly and endearing🫶🏽

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Furthermore, I'd like to direct the attention of my non-existent audience to my new page, @empressalvaranova-vt ~! That's right, I am also a wannabe (but not actually) vtuber! I mostly just dick around online, and stream once in a blue moon. But feel free to follow me there if you'd like. Or don't, I'm not your mother.

My my, what an embarrassing blast from the past. It's been a while hasn't it? I'm probably speaking into the void right now, but if there's still anyone out there who can see this- yo! How's it goin? I'm still here. Still kickin. A hell of a lot longer than I ever thought I would. And I intend to keep it up too. But a lot has happened, and I'm not the same person I was just a handful of years ago, not by a long shot. So allow me to reintroduce myself~

Good morning, afternoon, and evening passers by one and all~! Welcome to my redebut! I am the illustrious, once and forever great, beautiful, elegant, impassioned and intelligent, Aaliyah~! Some of you may know me by a different name, but I am here to inform you that I've left that inferior version of myself behind. I am now Aaliyah, the great Empress Aaliyah, a trans woman and beholder of all that was, is, and yet to be! Feel free to bow and applaud me darlings~💜

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My my, what an embarrassing blast from the past. It's been a while hasn't it? I'm probably speaking into the void right now, but if there's still anyone out there who can see this- yo! How's it goin? I'm still here. Still kickin. A hell of a lot longer than I ever thought I would. And I intend to keep it up too. But a lot has happened, and I'm not the same person I was just a handful of years ago, not by a long shot. So allow me to reintroduce myself~

Good morning, afternoon, and evening passers by one and all~! Welcome to my redebut! I am the illustrious, once and forever great, beautiful, elegant, impassioned and intelligent, Aaliyah~! Some of you may know me by a different name, but I am here to inform you that I've left that inferior version of myself behind. I am now Aaliyah, the great Empress Aaliyah, a trans woman and beholder of all that was, is, and yet to be! Feel free to bow and applaud me darlings~💜

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cursed emojis that no one asked for but I don’t care

free to use!

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Dormant Predators

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Well well well if it isn’t the consequences of your actions

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I just graduated this past Wednesday (the 20th) and I've never felt like more of a worthless failure in my life than I do looking at the yearbook. It's a reminder that I did nothing and accomplished nothing in high school. I'm starting to realize that I wasted four years of my life that I'll never get back, and doing what? Checking out hot girls but never talking to them? Stuffing my face? Sleeping and procrastinating on homework? I've done nothing worth while. There are so many amazing clubs and activities in my school, so many opportunities to be more than a lazy worthless fat piece of trash, to be something anything worth the space, and I squandered it like the dumbass I am. I haven't grown or changed at all. I don't deserve this diploma. I had terrible grades, never worked, slept in my classes, and did nothing to contribute to my school. I don't have the right to school spirit. At this rate I'll never amount to anything, I may as well just crawl into a ball and sit in a corner somewhere waiting to die. I'm an embarrassment to my school, my friends, and my family. To my history, my culture, my entire race.

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Something I’d never noticed in S05E20 of The Clone Wars-The Wrong Jedi.

When Ahsoka leaves the jedi council chamber, as Anakin starts to go after her Obi-Wan moves to join him as well, but is held back by Plo-Koon.

This makes me think, was Obi-Wan going to help console Anakin, or to join Anakin in persuading Ahsoka to come back? It’s something that stuck out to me, but during the entire episode/arc of Ahsoka leaving the jedi order, Obi-Wan never decidedly agrees with the council in their actions towards Ahsoka. He’s almost a helpless bystander in doing what the jedi council want him to do, but knowing Ahsoka truly didn’t do anything wrong.

Anyways, Obi-Wan loves Ahsoka as a padawan just as Anakin does.

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I'm gonna be totally honest, I've hardly had physical contact with anyone at all in the last 2 years or so. Romantic or otherwise. For one I've been single for a long while now, and even when I was dating I never hugged anyone or initiated handholding. No one ever pat my head or kissed me on the cheek/forehead or anything like that and I kinda just played it cool like it wasn't that big a deal. But I'll be honest I'm completely starved for the contact of another human being. One of my sisters was in college, and before she left she'd always hug me even when I wasn't a huggy person. She'd pat me on the back and whenever we took family pictures she'd kiss me on the cheek and I'd pretend to be bothered by it as if it was embarrassing, but I really liked it. It felt good. And she knew that, I'm certain of it. There's nothing I've ever been able to hide from her. I have another "sister" (really just a friend so close to us that we consider her a sister but that counts to me) and we go to school together so normally when I need a hig I just ask her for one and she happily obliged. She'd always poke me or pat my head, or let me sit my head in her lap while we watch anime. Now I don't have either of them for that. School has ended because of quarantine so I haven't seen my "sister" in a long while and even before school ended she became more and more distant. She started to only ever hugged me when I specifically asked for one, which as you might imagine is hard for me to do. And when my actual sister came home from college because of quarantine she was no longer as physical as she was before. She didn't want to hug me at all, even when I asked for one, although I of course acted like it was no big deal. I still spent time with her, which we both enjoyed. We'd stay up watching Euphoria or pick a movie or something. She's left now and is staying with her bf way out of town, too far for me to go, and I couldn't even hug her when she left. Just some dumb parting joke and an awkward wave.

My mom and I have never gotten along so I don't really want a hug from her. But there's no one else now. I'm just kind of...stuck at home doing online classes, watching anime, and playing video games as I waste away.

It doesn't feel good. I don't like it. I wish I had someone, anyone just to spend time with again. They don't have to hug me, or lean on my shoulder, or let me lay my head in their lap. I just don't wanna be alone again.

GIVE 👏🏻 BOYS 👏🏻 ROMANTIC 👏🏻 PHYSICAL 👏🏻 AFFECTION 👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻 I DONT EVEN KNOW HOW MANY GUYS I HAVE BEEN WITH OR TALKED TO THAT SAY THEY HAVE NEVER HAD SOMEONE HOLD THEM OR KISS THEIR FOREHEADS OR PLAY WITH THEIR HAIR. I HAVE HAD A BOY BREAK DOWN IN FRONT OF ME BECAUSE I HELD HIM TO MY CHEST AS HE GOT SLEEPY AND HE HADNT EVER HAD SOMEONE HOLD HIM LIKE THAT !!!!! THIS IS NOT RIGHT !!!!! BOYS DESERVE PHYSICAL AFFECTION JUST LIKE EVERYONE ELSE AND NOT JUST IN A SEXUAL WAY !!!!!!!!!!! THEY DESERVE TO FEEL LOVED AND CARED FOR JUST LIKE THE LADIES !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Ayeeee

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I’m really tired of seeing people broken up into labels of absolutes.

People are not just “good” or “bad”.

People are not a list of labels. 

People are complex, situations are complex.

I know, that makes it a lot harder when you want to just write off everything someone’s ever done as bad – but that’s not how people actually are, and it would do everyone good to stop pretending they are.

I am tired of hearing about the fear people have in putting themselves out there. And it is a scary thing! Putting yourself out there means subjecting yourself to people who want a really good reason to tear you down, who will jump at the first chance to feel “good” by labeling someone else as “bad”.

I reject this. I reject the idea that there should be fear in speaking up and talking about experiences and trying to reach an understanding of a situation.

I’m unhappy to see people spitefully urging others to cut off ties with their friends under the guise of “well, that person’s just inherently bad, so if you talk to them you’re bad too.” That is fucked up. You definitely have the right to let the friend know you don’t want to hear about whoever troubles you, but you do not at all have the right to decide who their friends should be. This includes guilt trips.

Anyway, just try to be more aware of others. Everyone else is a person like you. They might not have the same experiences as you. They might not understand how their words are harmful, or how what they’re doing is wrong. They certainly won’t if you never tell them.

Most people are trying to be good, but they’re going to mess it up sometimes. Try to keep that in mind. Even when people do really fucked up shit, sometimes they are trying to do good. “The road to hell is paved with good intentions” and all that.

Nothing gets solved, no growth happens when you put people into a box from which you’ll never let them escape.

Yes, you absolutely must be careful about people who have tendencies and patterns that are harmful to you. Sometimes people try to overcome those patterns and they fail, and you have to distance yourself from them: that is the sad reality of life. Sometimes though, they can overcome it. But they certainly won’t if the first thing you do is write them off after a fuck up. 

Be sincere. Use your best judgment.

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living in the suburbs is like mall. Movies. Mall again. Go to target. Go to gamestop. Back to the mall. Barnes and noble. Back to the mall. Chili’s. Back to the mall. Eat hot chip. Lie. And I’m SICK of it!!!!!

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If you see this on your dash, it’s too late

((Reblog or Halloween won’t be celebrated. If you reblog this in 50 seconds, you’ll have the best Halloween and be blessed by the spoopy skeleton gods.))

((This skeleton will also break all chain mail or reblog or die posts and you’ll live a happy life.))

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So today's out the door...who wants to help me afford to eat tomorrow😂😂😂

I just wanna live

Ay could anybody cashapp me like $10 or so? I'm trying to order myself something to eat and I have a grand total of no dollars. I literally just wanna be able to eat dinner, but this quarantine has my job closed and I ran out my savings like a week ago. If you're willing to send anything at all my ca link is https://cash.app/$JKzera

Thanks y'all, Love ya

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reverb room vs. anechoic chamber [x]