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Hi please if you could take some time out of your day to donate to my go fund me to fund an essential diagnosis, I cannot afford the first initial fee to get the diagnosis and it will take me over a year to save up and I am already desperate as it is. Thank you

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Genuinely having one of those days where you don’t know where to turn, what to think or what to do with yourself. Everything feels like an uphill battle even just getting up to make yourself a drink is monumental. You feel like screaming at the top of your lungs but you also feel like you can’t reach out because you know it’s only going to an issue. So you sit with this bubbling rage inside you and act like nothing is wrong when in reality absolutely nothing is right

Then you sit and ponder the thought is this worth it? When you have no idea what you want, no idea who you are inside. You can’t make the decision whether your thoughts are valid or just some overthought fantasy. When you’ve been told the line ‘everything will get better’ so many times but it just gets a variation of worse. So you’re sat here wondering time and time again is this going to be the time that I finally give up? Will that tiny piece inside me that wills me to keep going finally shatter and crumble? And the worst part is your secretly hoping that it does do exactly that so you finally have the validation you need to end it all.

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this body is not a home

jody chan sick (via @geryone) \ edward hopper interior, model reading (1925) \ olivia laing the lonely city (via @soracities) \ joan didion on self-respect (via @girlfictions) \ dion palinckx (2019) \ james tate selected poems (via @heartshop) \ @artofbrianluong​ \ olivia laing the lonely city (via @soracities​) \ edvard munch self-portrait in hell

shout me a chai latte

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You can try your hardest. You can do everything and say everything, but sometimes people just aren’t worth trying over anymore; they aren’t worth worrying about. It’s important to know when to let go of someone who only brings you down.

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“You can’t fix me. Let me have my bad days.”

— Dayna Walls-Cochran

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Erika L. Sánchez, from “La Cueva”, Lessons on Expulsion

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“You never get over it. But you get to where it doesn’t bother you so much.”

— Jeffrey Eugenides, The Virgin Suicides

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“Home isn’t where you’re from, it’s where you find light when all grows dark.”

— Pierce Brown, Golden Son

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— Arabelle Sicardi, from “The Year in Ugliness.”

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