theoutlawsson - Tumblr blog

[theoutlawsson]

I’m back and still gay for cowboys

Art by me

[theoutlawsson]

[theoutlawsson]

HEY BABES

I have a new RP blog sonoftheoutlaw.tumblr.com 

FOLLOW ME THERE BECAUSE I’M BACK IN THE RP GAME AAA

[theoutlawsson]

talent: still crying over red dead redemption nearly 6 years after its release

[theoutlawsson]

(( I FORGOT TO MENTION FOR CHRISTMAS MY BOYFRIEND LET ME GET A PUPPY AND I GOT A NEW CAR ON NEW YEAR'S DAY AAAAA ))

[theoutlawsson]

OOC;

Hey guys, I'm really really sorry for dissapearing again. I know I worried a few of you Just letting y'all now I'm feeling better, I'm good now. I've been on antidepressants and antipsychotics and I'm actually feeling a lot more like myself. I'm sorry for worrying any of you. I just needed a lot of time to calm down and take a mental break. But I'm good now My Jack muse is back and I'm actually going to be starting a fanfic As well as my usual RP threads I'm still really really sorry But I know what's wrong with me now And I'm working on that I'll be okay I'll write an open RP here soon, open to anybody Cheers, Jack Mun

[theoutlawsson]

So Another update on me I guess I went to my psychiatric specialist today I am diagnosed with bipolar disorder and severe anxiety I'm on new antidepressants and an antipsychotic Aka I'm a total nutcase

[theoutlawsson]

I hope you're doing okay! Going through what you've been suffering with, it's never easy. It's incredibly difficult. But you have those who are there to help support you, such as family and even some people here on tumblr. We're here for you!

I'm okayNot 100%, not even closeBut I got my medication changed so I'm healing. Going for a psych assessment soon to see how much of a nutcase I am It'll be okay though It has to be

[theoutlawsson]

Munday I guess I forgot to straighten my hair but I still feel pretty I have councilling in a few days, looking forward to it I'll probably work on a few threads today depending on how I feel

[theoutlawsson]

Anonymously or not, send “How To Care For” instructions for my muse

[theoutlawsson]

I'm sorry for being gone for a long time again. For the people asking, no I did not have a suicide attempt, but hell I was scared I was about to. My antidepressants aren't working. In fact they're making me worse. I'm going to the doctor again to try something else. I'm going to counciling now, I have a one on one appointment on Thursday, to discuss more things. They talked to me about my past relationship and the sexual abuse I was put through. My anxiety and why I'm so depressed all the time. They talked about why I wanted to hurt myself so badly. I went to see my mom yesterday because I feel like I really needed to see her. We set up the tree and I had a home cooked meal again for once. It really boosted my spirits. I still need some time. But the lot of you were worried and there were a few rumors that I had an attempt. I'm just putting the rumors at rest by saying they're not true. My boyfriend and I couldn't make it to the hospital because of how busy it was, but we found a walk in counciling clinic and we were there for three hours until I calmed down. Just letting y'all know I'm okay. I'm not 100%.. but I'm feeling better. Just taking things one step at a time.

[theoutlawsson]

Be safe on your journey of healing, take all the time you need. Don't apologize for taking time off to work on yourself. You didn't fail us at all.

(( ANON I'M AT WORK AND I S2G I'M GONNA CRY. I'll do updates, I'm off in a few and my boyfriend and I are going. I'm so god damn nervous, but I'm looking into a therapy dog and getting off my medication is the deal as of right now. ;--; ))

[theoutlawsson]

My boyfriend is taking me to the hospital. I'm so sorry I failed you guys. I'm not sure how long I'll be gone I'm just not good

[theoutlawsson]

.

[theoutlawsson]

                                                   d e a т н                                          doeѕn'т dιѕcrιмιnaтe                             вeтween тнe ѕιnnerѕ and тнe ѕaιnтѕ         ιт тaĸeѕ            and ιт тaĸeѕ                   and ιт тaĸeѕ

[theoutlawsson]

                                                                                                   punched a hole through a wall                                                                                                                    that i couldn’t break                                                                                              my knuckles bled out the sadness                                                                                                         from a PAIN i couldn’t take. 

[theoutlawsson]

A smirk spread across his lips. "You ain't the only gunslinger, mister!" He hissed as he slowly caressed the handle of his father's revolver.

“This isn’t your place to fight. Move, or be moved.”