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Hey anon, it's been almost a year and I just wanted to say that I really hope you're doing better now!!! Idk if you switched to your preferred program within this last year but if you did, I hope it was exactly what you wanted 💕

Hi ursa I’m sorry I never got back to you but please know that I’m so grateful for your advice! Sadly this isn’t a great update. I had a pretty big fallout with my sister and I’ve been staying with my friend for about 2 weeks now. I stood up for myself and I communicated everything I felt in a very respectful way but she still didn’t like or understand what I was saying.

Before I get into anything though, I think it���s important to tell you my sister’s schedule. So Monday-Friday she has class from 5:30pm to 9:30pm. She also gets assigned her homework for the week every Monday and she has an exam every Monday as well.

So to start I told her that I would be switching over to the program I want to do even if it’s an hour away and that she would have to arrange for someone else to pick up my nephew from school or she would have to put him in the afterschool program that the school offers. She obviously started saying that it’s not convenient for her and blah blah blah. I kept my stance and told her that I’m not going to be stuck studying something I don’t want just because she wants me to do things for her. I also told her that I’m only willing to watch my nephew while she’s in class from now on and occasionally on the weekends. I mentioned her schedule because she has a whole week to do her homework right but she waits until Monday to do all of it and she expects me to watch my nephew all day while she studies and finishes her homework. I told her that it’s not fair that she does that to me or that she can do whatever she wants whenever she wants because it’s so easy to her to just leave my nephew with me. She obviously didn’t like that but it’s the truth because sometimes I want to go clean my room or even something as simple as going to take a shower and she’ll tell me “well can’t you just do it later or tomorrow.” Meanwhile she’ll clean her room and she’ll tell me to watch him and she takes like 2 hours cleaning.

To wrap it up though she just said a lot of hurtful things and I’m not willing to to talk to her until she apologizes and sees that everything she’s putting on my plate isn’t my responsibility. I was really hurt by everything she said because I was really nice about how I brought everything up, I could’ve been a bitch to her but I explained to her why I felt the way I felt and i never once said anything disrespectful. My mom and my other siblings have told me to reach out to her but I told them I’m not going to do that because she needs to see that I’m serious about everything I said. I really do miss my nephew this is longest I’ve gone without seeing or talking to him but I just don’t see anything happening in the near future sadly.

I'm really sorry to hear that anon :( I'm glad you have stood up for yourself but it sucks that it turned out this way... I'm wishing the best for you, your program of study, and your family 💕💕

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