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i read your AUs on ao3... god i wish you wrote longer one 🫠😭 not to sound selfish or self serving or demanding but idk... even if you wrote full length ones that reached up to 13 chapters, i'd read all of them. ***this is me hoping u consider writing longer ones 🥲***

anon i wish so too 😅😅😅😅 im terrible at plots and also committing the chaptered story. if you ever see me post multiple chapters fic just know i will probably never finish it. but im glad you enjoyed it. thank you for this ask ❤️❤️❤️❤️

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pondphuwin au where they go mattress shopping for pond’s new bedroom and pond can’t fucking make up his mind and it’s been like an hour in there. one of the sale associates keeps trying to make small talks with pond and asks pond what kind of sleeper he is to which phuwin answers for him “well when he sleeps by himself, he sleeps on his back. but with me, he sleeps on his sides.” just in case it wasn’t clear to the woman that pond, as a matter of fact, already has someone in bed with him.

they’re down to 3 mattresses now and before pond can take another hour to decide, phuwin drags him to the first one, pushes pond onto it before he follows. in a beat of a second, phuwin’s lips are on pond’s, pressing him into the mattress as he kisses him. keeping it as pg as they can in a family friendly business department store. he doesn’t let pond get in any word before he pulls him to the second mattress and repeat the same move, then to the third one. then phuwin drags him to the second mattress again, kisses him once more before he pushes pond back and up on his feet in no time, pulling pond up with him. “this one. it’s more comfortable to kiss on.”

pond stands there completely stunned and in daze. he should be used by phuwin’s random shenanigans by now but even then, he still stands there breathless and brain dumb. he thinks he might be going through a minor cardiac arrest, he’s not sure. but like someone should check on his heartbeat and maybe call the paramedic just in case he passes out or something. because perhaps maybe pond will never get used to it, to phuwin, the way sunlight catches his eyes when he smiles at pond, with the little wrinkles kissing his skin. it makes pond feel like he’s knocking right into the sun each time.

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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Thai Actor RPF, We Are คือเรารักกัน | We Are (Thailand TV 2024) RPF Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Pond Naravit Lertratkosum/Phuwin Tangsakyuen Characters: Pond Naravit Lertratkosum, Phuwin Tangsakyuen Additional Tags: Friends to Lovers, Angst, Like HEAVY on the angst, Unrequited Love, Not Actually Unrequited Love, Hand Jobs, Denial of Feelings, Pining Summary:

phuwin curls his fist. his index fingers pulses. the right side of his body hums. his mouth feels too wet and too dry at the same time, too full, like he’s been deprived of water for so long and he’s on the brink of salivating when someone shoves his head underwater into the clearest purest river, and his lips, his tongue, his throat, don’t know what to do with the wet sweetness after being bone dry for so long.

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Hello 🫡 *hands you a plushie, a cookie and a warm drink* hope you have a nice day! 🩵💛

i need you to come off anon and talk to me. and also, so i can hug you!

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*I* raise you Pond cuddling with Phuwin and Parker and Hana.

okay okay alan. i am here. and i see the vision.

pond starts bringing parker over when he comes over to phuwin's place because he wants parker to be familiar with hana. and parker is quite hyper as you would expect a gold retriever to be. but when it comes to sleeping, they find that parker would snuggle up somewhere near phuwin's leg because phuwin sleeps pretty still and pond has a habit of moving alot during his sleep so parker stays the farthest from pond lol

hana is different tho. hana does not like to be held. in general. but especially when she's sleeping. not even by phuwin. and the first few times, hana doesn't even let pond hold her. but turns out, hana was just taking her time getting familiar with pond because by the time she is comfortable around pond, the damn cat is always on pond's lap or anywhere in close proximity to pond. EVEN WHEN SHE'S SLEEPING. suddenly, she always snuggled up in pond's arm when they get ready for bed time. would literally squeeze between pond and phuwin to be held by pond. and sure, phuwin thought it was cute at first. happy to see hana finally warming up to pond. and phuwin hates to admit it. but hana is kind of taking all of pond's attention from him. it's stupid. phuwin knows it's stupid to be jealous of his cat but pond lets him cuddle up to him everytime they spend the night together and these days they're sleeping almost practically at an arm length from each other.

he sort of brings it up to fourth. to which fourth raises his brows at him, "you're not jealous of your cat are you? because that would make you sound ridiculous."

phuwin just stares blankly at him, lips press into a thin line.

"okay, you're fucking jealous cause your boyfriend likes your cat more."

technically they're not boyfriends. phuwin doesn't know what they even are to each other. friends who cuddle? friends who fuck on the regular? friends who get familiar to each other's pets? whatever any of those things mean. but that's beside the point.

"it's not that im jealous. it's just. i rarely get to see him as it is these days. and the only time i get to see him, hana is always in his arms."

phuwin wants to bring up that just the other day, pond came over and he went straight to pick up hana. phuwin can let go of the fact that pond didn't even give him a peck on the lips. and pond ALWAYS does that. but the fact that pond barely spared a glance at phuwin? phuwin doesn't bring that up to fourth tho because he thinks it will really make him sound insane.

"maybe you can bring it up to him?"

"and have him think im insane?"

"look phuwin. i don't know if anyone has ever told you or if you're that oblivious. but pond is pretty fucking insane about you. in case that wasn't clear to you yet. so im pretty sure there's not much you can do to make him think you're more insane about him than he is about you."

phuwin doesn't bring it up to pond tho. even if he thinks about doing so many times. but it's just. how the fuck do you even put something like that into words that doesn't make you sound like you're out of your mind? 'hey i like that you're getting along with my cat so well but like she's kind of getting all of your attention lately so like can you kiss me and hold me to sleep is that too much to ask?'

as they're getting ready for bed, phuwin wraps himself in his blanket and he can feels pond staring at him. he turns to pond, "what?"

"why are you sleeping so far?"

it's only then when he sees that hana is laying somewhere near pond's head.

"hana gets all fussy when she gets squeezed between us."

"well hana isn't between us now. so come here."

"no."

pond looks a little taken back, "no?"

"hold hana. whatever."

pond looks a bit confused at first but his eyes change. like something is clicking for him.

"phuwin, come here."

phuwin only frowns, or maybe he's pouting, he doesn't know. even makes a move to scoot farther.

"no!"

"khun tang. come here before i get to you first."

phuwin scoffs at that. what is pond gonna do if he doesn't? manhandle him like a sack of potatoes?

as a matter of fact, that's exactly what pond did. one breathe and pond moves at the speed of light, scooping phuwin in his arms in no time. he holds phuwin close to him, chest presses to chest, squeezing phuwin so tight, it knocks all of the air out of phuwin's lungs. phuwin tries his best not to hug him back because he's still very much sulking. but that only makes pond hugs him even tighter.

then pond pulls back, before pressing a quick kiss to his lips. "you're cute when you're jealous, phuwin."

what a fucking insane thing to say. phuwin is NOT jealous. "and you're not cute when you're delusional."

"over your own cat too."

"i don't know what you're talking about."

"hana is hella of a fluff ball to hug to sleep, i will admit that. but you know who's even more of a fluff ball to hold to sleep?"

phuwin glares at him, "compare me to a fluff ball and you're sleeping on the sofa."

pond curls his lips downward, teasingly, "who said i was gonna say you?"

phuwin pinches the lower of pond's stomach, "think again before you even try to insinuate that you're holding someone else to sleep."

pond whines, laughter bubbles out of him, "oh we're getting aggressive in bed now. are you gonna start biting next? never thought i would be into that. but i could be."

"pond!"

pond laughs out loud, bending down to kiss the frown off of phuwin's lips. then kisses him again. then on his cheek. his other cheek. his nose. his eyes. his forehead. his lips again. deepens it until he feels phuwin responds back.

he pulls after a moment, glancing down at phuwin, lips all red and swollen, eyes widen, "even if i'm not holding you to sleep, i think about holding you to sleep. i think about you all the time, you know that? only you."

and he says it so easily. so casually. like phuwin's world doesn't stop spinning for a moment. like phuwin isn't tipping over into a void. like phuwin's heart rate isn't a racketing mess now. like his chest doesn't feel tight like there is a lack of breath centering around his heart. his gut throbs, heart kicked dumb.

and phuwin's heart feels like it's ten and a hundred and a million sizes too big for his body. for the universe itself, even. because pond is still smiling at him, nothing coy or hint of obnoxious in it, at the edge of shy and so so honest. because pond is not the universe but he looks like he could fit the entirety of phuwin's soft mushed heart inside himself, keep it safe, keep it his.

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*I* raise you Pond cuddling with Phuwin and Parker and Hana.

okay okay alan. i am here. and i see the vision.

pond starts bringing parker over when he comes over to phuwin's place because he wants parker to be familiar with hana. and parker is quite hyper as you would expect a gold retriever to be. but when it comes to sleeping, they find that parker would snuggle up somewhere near phuwin's leg because phuwin sleeps pretty still and pond has a habit of moving alot during his sleep so parker stays the farthest from pond lol

hana is different tho. hana does not like to be held. in general. but especially when she's sleeping. not even by phuwin. and the first few times, hana doesn't even let pond hold her. but turns out, hana was just taking her time getting familiar with pond because by the time she is comfortable around pond, the damn cat is always on pond's lap or anywhere in close proximity to pond. EVEN WHEN SHE'S SLEEPING. suddenly, she always snuggled up in pond's arm when they get ready for bed time. would literally squeeze between pond and phuwin to be held by pond. and sure, phuwin thought it was cute at first. happy to see hana finally warming up to pond. and phuwin hates to admit it. but hana is kind of taking all of pond's attention from him. it's stupid. phuwin knows it's stupid to be jealous of his cat but pond lets him cuddle up to him everytime they spend the night together and these days they're sleeping almost practically at an arm length from each other.

he sort of brings it up to fourth. to which fourth raises his brows at him, "you're not jealous of your cat are you? because that would make you sound ridiculous."

phuwin just stares blankly at him, lips press into a thin line.

"okay, you're fucking jealous cause your boyfriend likes your cat more."

technically they're not boyfriends. phuwin doesn't know what they even are to each other. friends who cuddle? friends who fuck on the regular? friends who get familiar to each other's pets? whatever any of those things mean. but that's beside the point.

"it's not that im jealous. it's just. i rarely get to see him as it is these days. and the only time i get to see him, hana is always in his arms."

phuwin wants to bring up that just the other day, pond came over and he went straight to pick up hana. phuwin can let go of the fact that pond didn't even give him a peck on the lips. and pond ALWAYS does that. but the fact that pond barely spared a glance at phuwin? phuwin doesn't bring that up to fourth tho because he thinks it will really make him sound insane.

"maybe you can bring it up to him?"

"and have him think im insane?"

"look phuwin. i don't know if anyone has ever told you or if you're that oblivious. but pond is pretty fucking insane about you. in case that wasn't clear to you yet. so im pretty sure there's not much you can do to make him think you're more insane about him than he is about you."

phuwin doesn't bring it up to pond tho. even if he thinks about doing so many times. but it's just. how the fuck do you even put something like that into words that doesn't make you sound like you're out of your mind? 'hey i like that you're getting along with my cat so well but like she's kind of getting all of your attention lately so like can you kiss me and hold me to sleep is that too much to ask?'

as they're getting ready for bed, phuwin wraps himself in his blanket and he can feels pond staring at him. he turns to pond, "what?"

"why are you sleeping so far?"

it's only then when he sees that hana is laying somewhere near pond's head.

"hana gets all fussy when she gets squeezed between us."

"well hana isn't between us now. so come here."

"no."

pond looks a little taken back, "no?"

"hold hana. whatever."

pond looks a bit confused at first but his eyes change. like something is clicking for him.

"phuwin, come here."

phuwin only frowns, or maybe he's pouting, he doesn't know. even makes a move to scoot farther.

"no!"

"khun tang. come here before i get to you first."

phuwin scoffs at that. what is pond gonna do if he doesn't? manhandle him like a sack of potatoes?

as a matter of fact, that's exactly what pond did. one breathe and pond moves at the speed of light, scooping phuwin in his arms in no time. he holds phuwin close to him, chest presses to chest, squeezing phuwin so tight, it knocks all of the air out of phuwin's lungs. phuwin tries his best not to hug him back because he's still very much sulking. but that only makes pond hugs him even tighter.

then pond pulls back, before pressing a quick kiss to his lips. "you're cute when you're jealous, phuwin."

what a fucking insane thing to say. phuwin is NOT jealous. "and you're not cute when you're delusional."

"over your own cat too."

"i don't know what you're talking about."

"hana is hella of a fluff ball to hug to sleep, i will admit that. but you know who's even more of a fluff ball to hold to sleep?"

phuwin glares at him, "compare me to a fluff ball and you're sleeping on the sofa."

pond curls his lips downward, teasingly, "who said i was gonna say you?"

phuwin pinches the lower of pond's stomach, "think again before you even try to insinuate that you're holding someone else to sleep."

pond whines, laughter bubbles out of him, "oh we're getting aggressive in bed now. are you gonna start biting next? never thought i would be into that. but i could be."

"pond!"

pond laughs out loud, bending down to kiss the frown off of phuwin's lips. then kisses him again. then on his cheek. his other cheek. his nose. his eyes. his forehead. his lips again. deepens it until he feels phuwin responds back.

he pulls after a moment, glancing down at phuwin, lips all red and swollen, eyes widen, "even if i'm not holding you to sleep, i think about holding you to sleep. i think about you all the time, you know that? only you."

and he says it so easily. so casually. like phuwin's world doesn't stop spinning for a moment. like phuwin isn't tipping over into a void. like phuwin's heart rate isn't a racketing mess now. like his chest doesn't feel tight like there is a lack of breath centering around his heart. his gut throbs, heart kicked dumb.

and phuwin's heart feels like it's ten and a hundred and a million sizes too big for his body. for the universe itself, even. because pond is still smiling at him, nothing coy or hint of obnoxious in it, at the edge of shy and so so honest. because pond is not the universe but he looks like he could fit the entirety of phuwin's soft mushed heart inside himself, keep it safe, keep it his.

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everyday i want pondphuwin to be in a series where their characters are not romantically involved. simply because i don’t think pond naravit is capable of looking at phuwin in any way other than ‘im so gay for you and would marry you and be with you for the rest of forever.’ i want to be proven right because I KNOW im right. like even as the great actor that he is, i really think this is the one thing he will not be able to pull off. i want the director to go “oh. OH.” in every scene pondphuwin are in together. and now the writers are called in for an emergency staff meeting as they’re all scrambling to rewrite the script…. because the series is now a bl series. the gays win.

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I will also boast to everyone that you lit up a dark path for me late at night. Sure, go ahead.

Alchemy of Souls: Light and Shadow (2022)

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THE DOUBLE 墨雨云间 │2024

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You talked about me often? What did you tell her? [...] I just told her there's one handsome guy taking me to different places.

WE ARE คือเรารักกัน (2024) EPISODE 14

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Sorry to bother you but do you have any fic recs for pond/phuwin (and any show version of them honestly) and feel free to throw any spicy ones too

Pretty pretty please???

Hi anon! Weeeell, if you want spicy look no further than @alan-apologist and especially their fics Quirinalia (pondphuwin) and the my honeybee/come and get this pollen series (phumpeem) for spicy ALSO the ever important lap!fic by @thunder-point - i got an appetite (you too, just maybe) (phumpeem) and their other fic, too!

also definitely go check out therethatstar (both stunning pondphuwin and phumpeem fic) and kagako, who has a few amazing MorkPi futs fics AND some stunning palmnueng nlmg fic.

Enjoy!

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i do not want to get political but so much of this election has nothing to do with politics and simply your moral stand on basic human rights. if that wasn't clear before, i hope it's much clearer to you now. you should have never been undecided to begin with but with the debate that happened last night, if you can still sit here and stay undecided then you should ask yourself where you are on the moral spectrum. a man who stood there spurring absolute nonsenses, to a point beyond comprehensions, having no fucking policies, refusing to admit he is a part of the project 2025, pushing dictator agenda by leading the country on nothing but racism and hatred. i am so sick of this man. we have been dealing with him for almost a decade long up to this point and yet he never ceased to stun me with his ability to be stupid and quite frankly, alarmingly terrifying for someone with so much power and privileges and all he has to be is white, rich, and a man.

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nothing will ever be as iconic as pond naravit saying that the nuengben kiss didn't feel right because nueng is supposed to be kissing palm

jojo teasing him and saying he'll see how well pond can do when time comes for a palmnueng kiss

and then pond absolutely blowing jojo out of the water while filming a kissing scene

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fish upon the sky is genuinely so dumb that it’s so good. it gets better each rewatch too. i don’t know what the writer was on when they wrote that but i kind of need them to be on that shit again. they just don’t make bl that unserious anymore and quite frankly? i think they should

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pondphuwin au where phuwin isn’t big on skinship but there are times where he is affectionate with his friends. however when he’s really tired he specifically seeks out pond and uses him as his personal snuggle buddy. and it’s coming to a point where when people see phuwin being extra clingy to pond, they take it that phuwin is probably very tired and wants to be left alone. this gets extra funny when dunk snaps a photo of phuwin sleeping while sitting against the wall and sends it to pond. and pond almost innocently responds back or perhaps more like threatens “stop bothering him. he’s probably really tired”

dunk scoffs at that “okay sir yes sir. i shall not dare to touch even the a single strand of his hair. you should pay a visit tho, he keeps refusing my shoulder. even gave me a glare. asshole.”

“why should i pay a visit?”

“dude….” “you know what i’ll let both of you figure it out on your own time.”

then the next time they’re in the practice room for a concert, phuwin is practically snorting with his head on pond’s shoulder and pond, poor guy who is too tall and too many bones, is slouching his body at what seems like such an awkward position just so phuwin can be comfortable. dunk and joong just stand there watching them from the side with their lips pressed together going,“see! that’s what i’ve been saying”

joong snickers while telling pond “dude it’s okay. you can breathe, it’s not going to be loud enough to wake him up.”

pond almost hisses at him, immediately glancing down at phuwin just in case he’s woken up from joong’s nonsense. nonsense because he is as a matter of fact breathing ….. just very quietly. he’s not stupid enough to hold back his breath just to not wake phuwin up. of course not. he threatens to throw the empty water bottle at joong and dunk whispers to joong, makes sure it’s loud enough for pond to hear, “if he’s already like this when they’re not even dating, i think he might go all hulk man if someone breathe too loud on phuwin when they are actually dating.”

and really it’s all nonsense. but phuwin is so warm pressed up against him and pond feels the way his heart is tugging, practically yanking. and if pond’s heart is going to leap out of his chest and melt into a mess of a lava of puddle in front of all of them, then it is no fault of his own.

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WE ARE | Ep 6

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nueng suffers so much and he gets hurt so he bristles and pulls away and tries to make himself as small as possible so he won't hurt the people he loves and he says so much but he doesn't mean most of it and he wishes palm would live for himself but having palm live for him is like being given the world too and he is so smart and clever and it gets lost in his own head sometimes and he tells palm to live for himself but he also refuses to take his own words to heart and he's so lost but he knows exactly who he is and he's just so so desperate for a friend. for someone who he can trust. and it just. that's all he wants.