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It's when ure an artist but also a writer... the power I hold...

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Having ideas but my brain just can't word it out atm, it's literally incoherent I'm not even kidding

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I feel like they're kinda ooc, idk.. do I make the smaus in Japanese first before tling em into English just in case? Because somehow in my brain, I feel like Eng Gojo would deff say this, but then again if I were to refer em to JP Gojo, then not really??? The nuance is crazy, no wonder I'm not an official translator lolz

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Deleting my followers cuz I'm pretty sure they didn't sign up to follow me at first just to see me posting stuff and some rants about me being a little stressed and perhaps depressed. Have a good one to whoever read this post.

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Took a walk today because I'm trying to fix my mood that's been pretty low these days. Cuz i was super stressed that's for sure. But anyway, it certainly worked a little cuz it took my mind off my worries for a while. I'm trying to get a hold of things rn... Baby steps they said, and I'm like okay, I'm trying. So hopefully things will get better soon.

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My other acc scares me, tis my safe haven Hjdkskska /jk

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How does one break a vacuum cleaner anyway oh my God.... These hands of mine r certainly talented...

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I'm planning to clean my house tomorrow and I've been dreading about how exhausting it'd be esp cuz I'll be doing it all by myself. So now I'm just thinking, oh to have a Nanami who'd be willing to lend a hand to clean the mess and help me lift the heavy stuff as we move things while we clean😩 another inspo for fics ig, *sobs*

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Today's post isn't really my fav cuz it wasn't really planned to begin with. At first I thought I won't be having anything new at least until the next week but here we are... I just really don't know Gojo's birthday was not too long ago aajdkdkskks and here I am, not too long ago working on w wip that has him paired with a fem!oc xD IF IT WERENT FOR TWITTER THEN I'D PROB NEVER KNOW

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Haven't done commission in ages, now I'm wondering if posting some of my art in my other acc as portofolioㅡcuz I don't really want to bring my main art acc to influence my jjk onesㅡwould be a great start in case someone might be interested🤔 I have gojo one, and I find it easier to draw him than Nanami for some reason... And tbh, Geto was the first jjk chara that i drew and he's not even my fav😭 and no, it's deff not because of his hair (lies).

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I feel like I want to draw some short comics for my fic but like, the ideas are there but I'm just not really in the mood to draw. It's also weird cuz like Idk why I have an easier time to draw gojo than I do Nanami...

I probably would use some of my smaus as the prompt for the comics but like, I'd really have to change the tag into fem!oc x Nanami cuz like obv it won't be possible for my design to remain neutral... It'd obviously have some biased trait wether intentionally or not.. hm.. much to think about👀 well, THAT IS if I really get to work on it fr later so for now, I'll just draft the idea ig

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Ok this might sound incoherent BUT HEAR ME OUT

I'm having the vision of writing an oc going on a murd*er spree but only for the higher ups after Shibuya arc cuz of Nanami's death but like, this happened in the universe where geto didn't go rouge and k word people like in canon. The aftermath of Shibuya is the death count is much lower but they still got to Gojo. Thus later when he was finally released from the prison realm, first thing he asked was how's everyone and where's (insert oc's name here), only to hear of Nanami's passing and the things this oc did.

One thing for sure was that, right after she's done k wording those people, oc went ahead and locked herself up in this particular prison without talking to anyone even Geto when he's trying to question why she did the things she did. But she remained silent aside from saying that if the government decided to punish her then let them. Don't try to help me out of this.

FAST-FORWARD when she finally gets to meet gojo was when she's till in that prison (the same room that filled with bunch of incitations and seals just to reassure people that she's not going to escape or was even planing to do so, ever) and Gojo was like... Standing there still not understanding how did this happen in the first place. Like he'd also say something similar to what Geto said to her like Bro, u're the last person ANY OF US have ever expected to ever do this stunt, so why? You talked Geto out of this BUT THEN HERE U ARE. DOING /waves hands/ WHATEVER THIS IS?

Do u see this?? Do u see the vision?? THE ANGST POTENTIAL?? chefs kiss.

But first I'd have to finish writing it. UGH.

Oh also, I'm going to make her maybe 2 or 5 years older than them so imagine how they'd feel when their senior/mentor going against whatever they learned from her? Hm...😊 I'd think that oc is aware that the things she did is wrong, but that still doesn't stop her from committing. Also the fact that she self imprisoned herself right after she's done and still bathed with blood? Especially when everyone knows that she could easily escape and break the restraining seal they used for criminals. It's like an atonement of sorts and also her attempt on not making things harder for her peers. My girl was ready to d word right after she came to the decision of slaughtering those stuck ups.

Eliminating the culprits responsible for the majority of their problems before later leaving the aftermath for her friends to deal with. with the hope they could start creating a new system or authority for jujutsu society.

I could imagine the trigger for that at first was because oc was sent to deal with some other mundane task when she could've participate in Shibuya fight and easily helped to deal with those curses. The guilt when she could've done more but was being held back to do something that could be done by another?? Maybe the reason why those oldies ordered her to do something else was that they already have more than 1 special grade to deal with Shibuya case along with other quite high ranked sorcerers so no need to involve yourself further girl, how about you go guard this particular elder member to his outing instead. LOL. So there you have it.

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I feel like posting my drawings on my other acc but like ughhhd id have to finish the thing first BDJKSKFKD

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Sorry to disappoint, idk why I can't really do smaus with other jjk men aside from Nanami😔 maybe someday who knows... I could only give gojo for now but that itself is only platonic😩

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I'm actually thinking of making jjk fic but then I'd have to do some research and I'm too lazy for that😩

Just wanna write something but everything just vibe and no world building cuz no braincells left for me to use to work on that💀 also the fact that I haven't watched or read canon is........

I was really there just for Nanami and now look at me... Desperate and zero idea as to how I should deal with the urge to just...smack those brainrot into googledocs

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sad time while ure unwell and is currently scouring the internet for good nanamin fic😭WHYS IS SO HARD TO FIND ONE WHERE HES ALIVE AND WELL POST CANON

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