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"No. But I wanted one last one. On my own term. Since we're going to be absolutely platonic from now on." He sighed, shrugging as he pulled away. "So it's alright for you to kiss me abitrarily, but I can't kiss you without some convoluted reason?" Zeus countered, shrugging.

Mason and Zeus

Zeus rolled his eyes and leaned in, pulling Mason into a heated kiss, the whole thing hard and rough. “Have a good trip.” He said simply. “I suppose I’ll see you when you get back.” He ran a hand through his own hair, shaking his head and pulling back.

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Zeus rolled his eyes and leaned in, pulling Mason into a heated kiss, the whole thing hard and rough. "Have a good trip." He said simply. "I suppose I'll see you when you get back." He ran a hand through his own hair, shaking his head and pulling back.

Mason and Zeus

“Why did you kiss me?” He asked, looking over at Mason, voice quiet. “At least tell me that much, then I’ll fuck off for awhile and we can go back to being normal and platonic again.” He said quietly, looking straight ahead and schooling his face into something neutral.

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"She's sweet and the only child in my immediate family. Would you like to see a picture?" He asked, grinning. "She's turning five this year."

“My granddaughter.” He said deadpan, looking at Gabriel with eyebrows raised. “You’re so young.” He informed him, confused. “Anyway, it’s for my niece, her birthday is this coming weekend.”

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"Why did you kiss me?" He asked, looking over at Mason, voice quiet. "At least tell me that much, then I'll fuck off for awhile and we can go back to being normal and platonic again." He said quietly, looking straight ahead and schooling his face into something neutral.

Mason and Zeus

“Mason, I’ve just been your friend since you came back. And if it was never anything more than that, it was fine.” Zeus took a deep breath. “But I will never be able to this thing where I’m not allowed to want to be with you, but you’ll kiss me whenever you want. If you picked one, we’d be fine, but you can’t. Mason we could be good as friends maybe we could make it if we tried to be more, but I cannot be in between.”

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"Mason, I've just been your friend since you came back. And if it was never anything more than that, it was fine." Zeus took a deep breath. "But I will never be able to this thing where I'm not allowed to want to be with you, but you'll kiss me whenever you want. If you picked one, we'd be fine, but you can't. Mason we could be good as friends maybe we could make it if we tried to be more, but I cannot be in between."

Mason and Zeus

“You were the one that kissed me, Mase.” Zeus said, looking at him, stricken. “I’m not chasing you, or trying to get with you, I haven’t asked if its a possibility. I had every intention of staying the hell away from you when you got back, because I didn’t think it was good for you, or me. I’ve been being a friend and nothing more, I haven’t asked for anything. Don’t tell me to get over it, because I’ve been fucking trying.” Zeus took a deep breath, running a hand over his face. “How am I supposed to be getting over you when every few months you do this.” Zeus’ voice cracked, and he swallowed thickly. “I’ll just go, then, and move on. But don’t fucking play like this. You don’t get it both ways.” He turned and walked briskly towards the door to the corridor, headed in the direction of the room of requirement.

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"You were the one that kissed me, Mase." Zeus said, looking at him, stricken. "I'm not chasing you, or trying to get with you, I haven't asked if its a possibility. I had every intention of staying the hell away from you when you got back, because I didn't think it was good for you, or me. I've been being a friend and nothing more, I haven't asked for anything. Don't tell me to get over it, because I've been fucking trying." Zeus took a deep breath, running a hand over his face. "How am I supposed to be getting over you when every few months you do this." Zeus' voice cracked, and he swallowed thickly. "I'll just go, then, and move on. But don't fucking play like this. You don't get it both ways." He turned and walked briskly towards the door to the corridor, headed in the direction of the room of requirement.

Mason and Zeus

Zeus sighed. “Because I love you. And I’m not past it. Maybe if we spent a year apart, and I forced myself to move on it would be different. But we keep colliding.” He shrugged a little. “It might be different if you hadn’t ever recovered. I couldn’t have been around you anymore like you were before you left. But you’re better” Zeus shrugged unsure how else to answer.

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Zeus sighed. "Because I love you. And I'm not past it. Maybe if we spent a year apart, and I forced myself to move on it would be different. But we keep colliding." He shrugged a little. "It might be different if you hadn't ever recovered. I couldn't have been around you anymore like you were before you left. But you're better" Zeus shrugged unsure how else to answer.

Mason and Zeus

“If I stopped thinking…” Zeus sighed a little then let his hand rest on Mason’s chest, fiddling with a button on his shirt. “I think I’ll head back down to my dorm. I have a class after free period and I need my books.” He patted Mason’s chest then stood, leaning in and stealing once last drag before placing it back in Mason’s mouth.

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"Sounds like a plan." Ezra said, moving towards the exit and stumbling just a bit as someone knocked into his cane. "Fucking Christ." He muttered under his breath, wincing just a little.

Ezra shrugged. “Maybe, maybe not. But it works for me. And I enjoy it. So there’s that.” He shopped around a moment before finding Gabriel again, smearing a soft caramel across his cheek and the corner of his mouth. “You disappeared, but I’m done, is there anything else you’d want here?”

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"If I stopped thinking..." Zeus sighed a little then let his hand rest on Mason's chest, fiddling with a button on his shirt. "I think I'll head back down to my dorm. I have a class after free period and I need my books." He patted Mason's chest then stood, leaning in and stealing once last drag before placing it back in Mason's mouth.

Mason and Zeus

Zeus took a long drag of the cigarette before handing it back to Mason, exhaling slowly. “We’d both be better off I think.” He sighed a little, leaning his head back. “What were you thinking.”

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Zeus took a long drag of the cigarette before handing it back to Mason, exhaling slowly. "We'd both be better off I think." He sighed a little, leaning his head back. "What were you thinking."

Mason and Zeus

Zeus sighed a little and laced his fingers with Mason’s. “I wish I knew what you were thinking.” He said, smiling down at him. “Or what you weren’t thinking. Or both.” He amended, shrugging.

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Zeus sighed a little and laced his fingers with Mason's. "I wish I knew what you were thinking." He said, smiling down at him. "Or what you were thinking. Or both." He amended, shrugging.

Mason and Zeus

Zeus blushed a little and got quiet, swallowing. “Okay.” He said simply, stroking the hair out of Mason’s face gently. “I…” He looked down at Mason then looked back out at the courtyard, resting the his hand by his head.

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Zeus blushed a little and got quiet, swallowing. "Okay." He said simply, stroking the hair out of Mason's face gently. "I..." He looked down at Mason then looked back out at the courtyard, resting the his hand by his head.

Mason and Zeus

Zeus froze a little, surprised, before kissing him back tentatively after just a moment’s hesitation. “Mase…” He pulled back just a little, eyes closed. “I can’t do this if it’s just fun. I… You know that.” He whispered, not unhappy or upset, but clear.

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Zeus froze a little, surprised, before kissing him back tentatively after just a moment's hesitation. "Mase..." He pulled back just a little, eyes closed. "I can't do this if it's just fun. I... You know that." He whispered, not unhappy or upset, but clear.

Mason and Zeus

Zeus stroked a hand through Mason’s hair, grinning. “Thank you. This makes me feel better even if you don’t mean it.” He smiled down at Mason and leaned back against the bench, stealing a cigarette and putting it between his own lips. “Do I look more attractive and devilish with this.”

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Zeus stroked a hand through Mason's hair, grinning. "Thank you. This makes me feel better even if you don't mean it." He smiled down at Mason and leaned back against the bench, stealing a cigarette and putting it between his own lips. "Do I look more attractive and devilish with this."

Mason and Zeus

“I’m glad you’re doing good.” He sighed a little, relieved, then got quiet, frowning a little. “You’ll find me if you need help right? Before you do anything… Promise you’ll come see me. Even if I’m the last in line of like sixty people. I’ll help. I mean it. Not in a wishy washy way, but really. Whatever you need.”

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“I’m glad you’re doing good.” He sighed a little, relieved, then got quiet, frowning a little. “You’ll find me if you need help right? Before you do anything… Promise you’ll come see me. Even if I’m the last in line of like sixty people. I’ll help. I mean it. Not in a wishy washy way, but really. Whatever you need.”

Mason and Zeus

Zeus shrugged. “We were almost good. Then we weren’t.” He looked over Mason carefully. “I just want you to stay better, I’ve been worrying that I’m not necessarily a part of making sure that happens. But I want to help if I can.”

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Zeus shrugged. "We were almost good. Then we weren't." He looked over Mason carefully. "I just want you to stay better, I've been worrying that I'm not necessarily a part of making sure that happens. But I want to help if I can."

Mason and Zeus

“Can’t help him if you’re not handling things.” Zeus said, raising an eyebrow and squeezing his shoulder once. “If you need or want help just ask.” He pulled his hand away and sighed a little. “I mean it. I don’t know why you’d voluntarily be around me but I’m here for you as long as you are, and even if you decide not.”

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"Can't help him if you're not handling things." Zeus said, raising an eyebrow and squeezing his shoulder once. "If you need or want help just ask." He pulled his hand away and sighed a little. "I mean it. I don't know why you'd voluntarily be around me but I'm here for you as long as you are, and even if you decide not."

Mason and Zeus

Zeus winced. “No I didn’t know. I stopped reading them after the article about you over the summer. It’s shit anyway most of the time.” He let out a long breath. “That is vile. And I’m horrified for the both of them. That is shit.” Zeus looked over Mason. “Are you alright?” He asked quietly, putting a hand on Mason’s shoulder.