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“i know a spot” takes you into my arms under a soft blanket

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ooooh the feeling of having your only zoom meeting get cancelled and realizing you have the entire day to curl up at your desk with a pot of tea and write while the rain hits the windows and the mountains disappear in the fog

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I’m in love with casual intimacy.

Trace your finger along my thigh while we lay in bed, place your hand in the dip of my waist while we stand in the kitchen, hold my hand when you see me taking my stress out on my nails, put your hand on my calf when I stretch my legs across your lap, grace the smallest kiss to my hairline just so you can simultaneously smell my shampoo.

It’s when you do so much while doing so little.

That is where I find love.

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Surround yourself with people who see your value, and remind you of it.

Unknown

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life is for taking therapeutic walks and being in your own bubble and reading books in bed and drinking iced beverages and eating fruit and gaining new experiences and dozing in sunlight and finding love in everything and not letting guilt consume your life actually

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it's just me and my golden hoop earrings against the world #girl

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you’re going to love again, find a job again, create art again, do what you love again, feel powerful again. you’re going to be back on track. i don’t know when, but you are going to feel like yourself again, eventually. this isn’t the end. hang in there.

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a polaroid of me in lingerie in his wallet type of love

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oh this made me miserable

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god i hate how aesthetic-obsessed we have become. i'm not talking about cottagecore or dark academia or any of the other -cores, i'm talking about everything being so glossy and pretty and perfect and smooth and one-liner hot takes and feel-good own-the-conservatives progressivism and Top 10 Company Tweets We Laughed At and ring lights and young vloggers with pastel-perfect colour-corrected lives and carefully curated messy title cards and perfect montages being called "photo dumps" and bookstagrams or booktoks or bookblrs who buy every book they read, not a library edition in sight and "that girl" and this is how you age when you're unproblematic and glow ups and "clean" "inclusive" beauty and earth tones and minimalism and filming random people without their consent and definition of the self through consumption of goods and ggrgehwrgehrgehrgehrgehrrerg

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„It’s okay to be sentimental and whimsical and cry bittersweet tears at songs and movies you aren’t supposed to love. It’s okay to like what you like. It’s okay to like things for literally no other reason than because you like them and not because they are cool or clever or popular“

The Comfort Book

Matt Haig

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I hope you find someone who randomly pulls you in closer late at night and won’t let go of you long after the hug is over and who just genuinely shows you that you’re all they really want in this world

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Facebook, Instagram and Whatsapp being down for, like, the 4th time this year, while this hellsite keeps running jerkily but inexorably since the start of time

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you did what you did because you felt how you felt and now it is what it is

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“Beware of destination addiction: The idea that happiness is in the next place, the next job, or even with the next partner. Until you give up the idea that happiness is somewhere else, it will never be where you are.”

— Unknown

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i deserve to be loved. not liked, not lusted after, not settled for, but loved.

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You’re always going to be young in someone’s eyes and old in someone else’s, talented to one and terrible to the next. The worlds never going to agree on a definition of what you are so you might as well ignore that shit and be whatever the fuck you wanna be for yourself.