thetimeloopsystem

[thetimeloopsystem]

How could I feel that way about someone capable of what you did

[thetimeloopsystem]

You make me wanna tear myself to shreds dude how could you ever DO that

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What you need to understand REAL fucking fast is that if I EVER saw you treat my son like that in front of me? Your ass would be done so fucking fast. I won’t discount the progress you’ve visibly made, but I am not the one who can choose to forgive you on account of your progress. And even if that does happen, it’s gonna take me a while. Right now? Good work on all the progress you made, but fuck you for treating our kid like that in the first place. Fuck you for ever having an INKLING of a thought that the things you did and said weren’t fucked up and evil. I don’t think you’ll ever FULLY understand how you made him feel, fuck you eternally for that.

[thetimeloopsystem]

I miss my partners. I don’t like admitting I need anyone but I really need them right now. This is hard.

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boyfriends aesthetics 🖤🎀

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I am SO SCARED of misreading signals and messing everything up

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Shit dude! Fuck!

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Puts my faCE IN MY HANDS

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I never thought I'D be doing this shit but I am filled with affection and need to scream if you see this NO you do not. Lays down

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I never get any time alone, but god I’ve never felt lonelier. We all get along real well these days. Everyone has been doing really poorly with not being able to be around people they depend on, so we’ve been trying to get along with each other the best we can. It doesn’t always work, but fuck. We try.

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I miss them so bad my chest hurts

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I don’t have any right to feel like this, but I don’t know how to shut it off.

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Unable to provide for the ones I love? I am inadequate to BE loved and I feel like shit. Awesome. Cool.

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I feel so stupid and of course I’m happy you showed up at all I don’t wanna seem ungrateful because that makes me SO happy genuinely seeing you makes my heart soar!!! I just miss you so much all the time and I wish I could help you feel safe. I wish I could make the fear go away. I love you so much I don’t want you to be afraid like this I just love you so much I’m sorry I’m such a crybaby and please don’t feel bad for not being able to come around often it isn’t your fault at all and I promise it’s okay and I’ll be okay I just miss you and it’s hard sometimes and I needed to get this out so if you see this I’m sorry, I’m really sorry.

[thetimeloopsystem]

I see you. Mind your business 😤😤😤

fuck!