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the dream method

… you are currently in a dream

this is for the anon in my inbox asking about methods. inspired by @hrrtshape anti method, which lives forever in my mind like a spellbook. this is my version. and it works. like wake-up-in-your-dr works.

you’re not stuck. you’re not trying to shift. you’re not reaching. you’re just dreaming.

this whole place, your current reality? it’s a dream. you are asleep in your dr, safe and warm and home. and this life you think you’re living is just your dream self walking through a fog. a little movie you’re watching behind your eyelids.

so what do you do?

you don’t fix the dream. you don’t analyse is. you don’t wait for it to suddenly vanish. you wake up.

you tell yourself: this is a dream. i’m dreaming. i’m already in my dr. i’ve woken up from this dream.

and you don’t give in to the thoughts that push back. you don’t explain yourself to the voice that’s telling you no. you just keep going. keep affirming.

why does this work? because your subconscious is always listening.

and it doesn’t care if you’re screaming your affirmations or whispering them in your sleep. it’s not looking for emotions. it’s not analysing how “real” it feels. it’s just responding to the story you keep telling.

so when you tell it “i’m in a dream. i’m already there” again. and again. and again…

your subconscious says: okay.

you do not need to visualise.

you do not need to feel anything.

you do not need to “connect” to your dr.

you do not need to wait for a sign or a symptom.

you just need to decide. “i’m already there.” not because it feels real. not because you believed perfectly. but because you said so. that’s enough. your subconscious doesn’t care if your voice is shaky. it doesn’t check for proof. it just follows the dominant assumption.

and the more you assume it, the more it settles into place. the less resistance, the less confusion. until your eyes open, and they open in the right world. you didn’t earn it. you didn’t force it. you just woke up.

✨ this is a dream. about time you woke up, don’t you think?

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a little reminder that shiftblr is NOT a safe place for TERFS. you're a transphobe, you're an asshole, you are not welcome here. trans women are women and trans women who are shifters are welcome in this space. you, on the other hand, are not. please find somewhere else to exist. or better yet, don't exist at all.

happy pride to my trans girl shifters out there. you're safe with me.

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stuff may suck, a lot, sometimes, but there’s a sense of homeliness and comfortability here or wherever i perceive ‘here’ as. i love people here who i want to love here and not anywhere else, if that makes sense?

"if you've shifted then why would you shift back" NOT EVERYONE HATES THEIR LIFEEEEUH SOME PEOPLE LIKE IT HERE TOOOOOOOOOUH

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the nights where i can’t sleep because of the lingering feeling from the repressed memories are the worst. i wish i could talk to my best friend about this, we just had a really long conversation about some personal stuff but for some reason this particular issue feels too gross and morbid and idiotic to even mention. she wouldn’t judge me. i know she wouldn’t, she’s a lovely person, but i’m not ready for her to look at me differently. i don’t want her pity, i just want someone to tell me what the fuck happened — which is impossible, so i’ll be tormented by this for what seems like forever.

(keeping everything very vague for personal reasons, plus my blog is not supposed to be about venting but shit happens😭)

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how it feels to be a shifter whos crazy as fuck about their s/o

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is anyone else shifting to their childhoods so that they can figure out their repressed memories? i don’t remember much of my life before the age of 11/12 and the only memories i have are those caught in photographs. i’d like to actually KNOW my own life. it would make me feel a lot less alone and miserable to know others are also doing this/attempting this.

elliott smith pic below because bro is the only thing that makes me feel an ounce of joy in exam season🥀

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i absolutely despise “tough love”, stop BULLYING me❤️and yeah maybe i AM sensitive but i don’t want to be told i’m an idiot for not achieving my goals yet😞

gracie abrams thing is real too because how do people listen to her. sticky situation.

propaganda I will not fall for

“is shifting real or did we all lie about it” tiktoks

gracie abrams

“you need to put in effort to shift”

tough love advice

the status ai app or anything ai tbh