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Hey guys. I’m back from a long break. I’ll be posting a lot more so I hope you guys enjoy

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Gerard way's child

*bandit talking to Gerard*

Bandit: daddy I found a video of you on the internet. It's about you and uncle Frnkiero

Gerard: *nervously sweats*

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ryan ross writing: I feel as if I’m a figurine. I feel like something on strings, posed by loves fragile fingers and possessed by a frantic fluttering in my chest. I am renewed. I am not of rags or of scraps.

ryan ross talking: um...er...you know...um...*coughs*...i guess...yeah...

ryan ross tweeting: If you hit yourself with a baseball bat soft enough it actually feels good

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Ryden fans in the morning

Mom: *puts eggs and toast in front of me

Mom: oh wait I forgot the milk

Me: *snickers*

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What she says: I'm fine

What she means: did Zack just confirm ryden? What is going on. He said what happened in Cape Town is "literally almost in the lyrics." The song Cape Town has some lyric parallels to the Calendar by Panic! At The Disco... A song that was confirmed to be about the split. Does this mean ryden was real? Will we ever know? Are we one step closer to the ryden truth? I JUST WANT ANSWERS.

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me: and why the hell does this band have to be so shady anyway? why can't they just admit that ryden was real af? WHY WON'T THEY JUST LET ME LIVE

teacher: please only raise your hand if you have a question that pertains to the lesson next time.

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Brendon: making my way downtown

Brendon: walking fast

Fan: was Ryden real

Brendon: walking faster

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why panic! split up #3

spencer: so, was ryden real?

brendon: get the fuck out of my band

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What I say: I'm fine

What I mean: On Aug. 30, 2007, Ryan’s 21st birthday, he and his girlfriend at the time, Keltie, went to Pete Wentz’ club in NYC to celebrate Ryan’s big day. Because Ryan was the oldest in Panic!, none of the rest of the band members were of age and were unable to attend the party, so they all flew back to California because on Sept. 1, they would be performing in Seattle. Everything is fine and dandy and Ryan goes home with Keltie afterward, but in the morning, he was gone. According to one fan that was fortunate to get a picture with them, Ryan had flown from NYC to Seattle overnight while Keltie was sleeping. The fan said that they saw Ryan and Brendon in a restaurant together, alone, and also said it was raining when they went to get a picture with them. We know this to be true because Ryan is wearing the exact same outfit he wore to his birthday party – he didn’t even change his clothes. Many people wonder if the popular Panic! at the Disco song, “Northern Downpour” was inspired by this event, Seattle also being one of Ryan’s favorite cities in the world, with lines like, “I missed your skin when you were east, you clicked your heels and wished for me.” Although it could be just pure coincidence – Ryan flying to Seattle to the show two days early, in the middle of the night after his birthday, but it’s considered #ryden lore among fans purely based on how curious it is that Ryan would fly cross country, overnight, to his one and lonely, Brendon Urie.

“One day, we’ll settle in Seattle.” - Ryan Ross’ livejournal, Feb. 6, 2006

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Person: what's wrong with you?

Me: *staring blankly at a wall* Brendon Urie can't perform Northern Downpour live because it makes him too emotional.

Person: ....

Me: ...

Me: *whispers* Ryden was real

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Ryden Shippers

Fandom: And your name again?

Brendon: Brendon Urie.

Fandom: And your boyfriend's name is?

Brendon: Ryan Ross

Brendon: I'm sorry! I misunderstand. You say boyfriend.

I thought you say best friend. Ryan is my best friend.

Ryan: YOU BASTARD!

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Ryan Ross X Brendon Urie

Ryan: Yeah, Brendon? He's my boy, always will be. I don't wanna talk about Ryden, if it was real or not, let's just keep it in the past. I'm alright.

Brendon: Ryan Ross? Pffff! Who that mothafucka? I don't know him, never heard of him, we were never in love, because he doesn't exist. Ryden? The fuck is Ryden? The fuck is milk fic? I'm married did you know that? Hey, look at my high note.

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What she says: I'm fine.

What she means: I'm so confused why Brendon and Ryan couldn't just literally come out and say Ryden was real. I mean, now, Ryan really misses Brendon and acts like he's his ex that he still loves, and Brendon's dodging his name like old timers in fandom drama. I also don't understand how Brendon could pretend he wasn't writing a hundred songs about Ryan and not make it obvious. Come on, I mean, "How I missed yesterday, how I let it fade away", "Being blue is better than being over it", "There's no sunshine, there's no you and me". Brendon and Ryan were so perfect for each other. And how come he only recently came out as sexually fluid? What happened in capetown so many years ago? Why does Brendon pretend like nothing ever happened, when he has totally kissed him, worn his shirts, his ties, his guitar strap the post-split performance, held up a sign that says "Ryden Exists" in big capital letters. There are pictures proving it! Also why Ryan flew to New York to Seattle just to see him so they could celebrate Ryan's birthday, without telling his girlfriend or anyone else. Ryan said "He's my boy. Always will be." In a tweet and never let him completely go. Does Brendon still love Ryan? Will they ever confront each other again? What did Ryan do? Why did they try to cover up the fact that She Had The World, When The Day Met The Night, and Northern Downpour were about their love? Were they scared what their fans would do? Why is Brendon so avoiding of Ryan's name? What could he have possibly done for it to be so terrible even talk about him for that long? Why can't we know what happened in capetown? Ryan told Brendon so much and almost loved him, while Brendon was obviously head over heels for him? Why are we left in the dark, aimlessly wandering, searching for an answer in this dark continuum that we may never find? Did something that wasn't consented both ways happen romantically? I know Ryden was real. I just know it. There's too much proof to not realize it. If you showed someone who had no idea what Ryden was or who they were a picture of them, they would immediately assume they were dating. Also, their Twitters. Ryan and Brendon were very close on Twitter, and they couldn't have done a better job of acting as gay as possible. Brallon, also. Do people think that this is some kind of replacement? I feel like Brendon just wanted to be all cute with Dallon to try and replace what he had with Ryan. This may or may not be true, but it's what I think. I can tell Brendon still misses Ryan and loves him deep down in his heart, and Ryan has the exact same feelings. I feel that I will always wonder as I lay in my bed late at night... "What happened in capetown... And why?"

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*Ryan Ross comes home from school*

Ryan's Mom: Sweetie, want a snack?

Ryan: Sure.

*Ryan's Mom goes to kitchen, gets cookies and makes sandwich. Brings to Ryan*

Ryan's Mom: Here! Oh wait, I forgot a drink. *Leaves. Brings back milk*

Ryan:....

Ryan's Mom:...

Ryan: *moans really, supremely loudly*

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.......*fall out boy starts playing* PUT ON YOUR WAR PAINT!!!

no skipping northern downpour we die like men