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Dead Poets Society (1989) dir. Peter Weir

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I hate living in an apartment.

I don't feel like I have a home. I have a place where I sleep and store my things. I don't feel comfortable. There is nothing welcoming. There is no warmth.

My landlord was a deadbeat sometimes and it took forever for him to respond but he was just one person to deal with.

There was never any question about rent or utilities. No phantom unexplainable charges month to month.

This apartment complex sticks random charges on your rent account. No one in the leasing office can explain or help you.

There's allegedly only one person that can help if you have a question about these fraud charges but guess what, that person is never in the office, doesn't take appointments, they won't give out his email and he doesn't return phone calls.

Right now they are trying to charge me for not having a gas bill in my name.

First of all, I set up a gas bill in my name the week before I moved in.

Second of all, per their own policy, they don't release the keys to the apartment until you've submitted proof of gas and electric in your name with the approved providers.

By their own logic, I couldn't even be in the apartment if I hadn't already done this. How would it even be possible?

So now they claim I owe them 90 dollars for gas and I've gotten my first bill from the gas company as well.

You have to watch your rent ledger like a hawk or they try to charge you for all sorts of bullshit.

You have to submit maintenance requests online. Which the maintenance crew marks as complete even if they've never stepped foot in your apartment and done anything.

The lock on the bedroom window was broken when I moved in over a month ago. Put in the maintenance request. Request is marked as complete. The lock is STILL BROKEN 😒

I'm just exhausted and on edge at all times.

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Trying to rent an apartment these days is a scam.

They want a 250 dollar admin fee on top of the application fee. Completely non refundable even if they reject your application.

Thanks so much to my landlord for doubling my rent to push me out of my home.

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Seems like I would have realized by now that I'm not going to get any support from the family I have left.

Still stupid old me holding out hope for at least a little compassion but nope.

Oh well.

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Time for bed

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Apologize to her now

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I'm getting caught up on all the trash TV shows that I abandoned a while back.

I've just gotten to Mary and Brandon's first season on 90 day the other way.

I'm only about 30 minutes into their first episode and I feel sick already.

What a codependent, dysfunctional mess.

A woman that cries and throws a fit if you say hello to any woman, even the cashier at the grocery store? It's too much man.

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"I've talked to over 60 females since I've been locked up" and this is the only one that took the bait - got it

"I've known this guy for over 25 years but he never gave me the time of day until he got locked up" she was probably the only dummy putting money in his commissary - red flag

Oh how I've missed love after lockup.

I haven't watched in a few years cause I was tired of the same people over and over again

But it looks like they've cycled in some new folks.

Here's hoping it's still as trashy as it was 🤧

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Oh how I've missed love after lockup.

I haven't watched in a few years cause I was tired of the same people over and over again

But it looks like they've cycled in some new folks.

Here's hoping it's still as trashy as it was 🤧

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Seeking Sister Wife is a total train wreck but I can't look away.

Garrick keeps claiming that God wants them to live a plural, polygamous lifestyle. Yet they've been trying to find a wife for 5 years and its not working. If God wanted this for you, why would every attempt fail?

Also, I find it interesting that God only wants him to seek out busty Brazilian women that he can't communicate with 🤔

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This makes me happy

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Running owl

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One of the worst things about depression and anxiety is that I literally can not enjoy anything.

I've had a streak of days where things have been going relatively well and all I can focus on is that if things are okay right now, that just means there's probably something terrible about to happen.

It's no way to live to always be expecting a tragedy around every corner.

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The eye doctor is one of the least intrusive doctor appointments that you can have but I'm still so anxious about going.

But my eyesight is deteriorating rapidly. I need an eye exam and new glasses asap

Fingers crossed that all goes well.

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