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when my posts flop i Die

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the idea of lottienat not getting engaged because lottie’s like you better get me a nice ring but nat’s like you’re delusional if you think i’m doing that but then they resolve the conflict by shoplifting one together <3

and still not actually getting married bc nat doesn’t want to involve the state in her life and lottie doesn’t want someone with a criminal record on her taxes, since that might make the feds look into her unholy amounts of tax fraud

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moomin summer

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Agatha All Along + text posts pt. 12/?

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Very aware that I’m weird & a little strange

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COURTNEY EATON as LOTTIE MATTHEWS YELLOWJACKETS (2021— ) Season 3, Episode 8: "A Normal, Boring Life"

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i feel like im the only one who just feels fucking sad about lottie this episode. shes a mentally ill unmedicated girl trapped in the wilderness trying to live up to the insane impossible expectations put on her by a bunch of scared teenagers. she's trapped in the throes of a twelve month long psychotic episode. she's scared, paranoid, and delusional. she's existing in a state of unreality exasperated by the fact that everyone around her is feeding into her delusions and encouraging them, because if they don't, what do they have ? there's no false hope, right ? only hope. and the only people giving her any pushback or trying to ground her are constantly attacked and ostracized for not prioritizing "the good of the group". and she just fucking killed someone. she's 18 and she killed someone.

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YELLOWJACKETS 307. Croak

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lottie matthews season 3 episode 7 "croak":

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it’s so lovely when a beautiful fem says something and then i get to say “okayyyyyyyyy 😄”

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omg hiiiiiiii

what are some of your current favorite fics?

can’t get links while I’m on the train but top of my head @villhags’s vampire au and @sattiereturn’s political au. hockey au (when will she return from war) and basketball au too. BLOODY AND RAW

arsonists au, florist/poison trafficker Rio au, history in bloom, notes falling lost, fbi!agatha and serial killer green witch rio au, houseboat chronicles

I just started well I wonder yesterday too and that fic has my heart

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listening to call me maybe. somebody please execute me.

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god the fags you put on earth to fuck nasty are barely getting by

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the aaa fandom being big enough that people interact with me for real on here is so wild… like why are people liking my personal life tidbit posts… how are you in my house… ily tho

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god the way her face softens…

AGATHA ALL ALONG 1.04

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flirting while listening to all too well (10 min version)