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Does anyone else who is autistic shut down and go nonverbal in every aspect? Like not only not being able to speak, but you can’t even type either? Or put anything into words?

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sorry about my constant depressive episodes. its just that i have issues and also problems

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I need to run away to the mountains asap if life expects me to survive this shit

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- f.k.q

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i will never stop being 6 years old and lonely. i will never stop being 11 years old and lonely. i will never stop being 19 years old and lonely. i will never stop

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"you need to let it go" that would be really cool, unfortunately I'll take it with me to the grave

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fatima aamer bilal, excerpt from moony moonless sky’s ‘i am tired of making a religion out of my suffering’.

[text id: my bones whimper at the thought of what could have been. / what could have been if i was not born in a grave?]

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Sanober Khan, A Thousand Flamingos

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i beg you to love me, say that i'm enough, but you tell me— why are you like this? i think there's something wrong with you.

for @shestrying

in image / desperation sits heavy on my tongue, tumblr user tullipsink / mary oliver, ‘north country’ / virginia woolf, letter to violet dickinson / in image / blythe baird, from if my body could speak / unknown / lynee rae perkins, criss cross / elena ferrante?? / rainer maria rilke, from rilke’s book of hours / in image/ in image

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Girlpool—Before the World Was Big // memorial bench quoting Toni Morrison's Sula // @inanotherunivrse // Iain S. Thomas, I Wrote This For You // Zadie Smith, Swing Time // Fall Out Boy—The Kids Aren't Alright // Audrey Emmett // Mikko Harvey, "For M" // Mahmoud Darwish, Memory for Forgetfulness: August, Beirut, 1982 (tr. Ibrahim Muhawi) // Langston Hughes, "Poem"

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You are not a bad person for your trauma response. It is not your fault that people hurt you and mistreated you; and that your brain didn’t know how to properly cope with that.

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you ever feel like you were born with something rotten inside you and if people get close enough they’re gonna find out

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Jane Austen, from Sense and Sensibility

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I have bpd, of course I assume everyone is going to abandon me for no reason.

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i miss listening to your heart beat. i miss how i used to place my fingers on your throat and feel you talk. i miss being in love with you. i miss you. do you miss me? you’ll never love me like you did. what do i do now? how can i live life knowing you made me feel like THAT? come over. lie in bed with me. is it too late to tell you i love you? am i too late?