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One thing I keep asking myself whenever I get annoyed by tv or shits said online: Are you entertained by the entertainment? Or do you entertain entertainment?

I am the one who own my autonomy.

I will always take what I enjoy and discard what I discard. This is my attitude especially towards things that involve ulterior motives.

It also helps to reduce waste of breaths on worthless objects so firepower can be concentrated on real targets.

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Recently there is this shame on BDSM, I’m completely against it

I don’t believe people should compromise in sex, which means they should follow their own heart whatever sexual role they truly desire, or if they want only a rather vanilla sex live(or no sex life at all). Forcing someone to be in a sexual role they didn’t want is akin to rape. There should be no shame in whatever role you choose, as long as both people accept it.

People don’t have to have fixed roles in sex but sometimes they do, which doesn’t mean they are selfish to their partners—they are still both taking and giving what they want in pleasure and love, and there is nothing to scrunch up your nose at. Ideally this should not mean anyone compromising what they truly want. Instead, it’s the opposite. Personally, I think if people are truly incompatible in passion they better not get together in the first place, yet still it’s their decision and I would not judge.

What I find funny is that some fujoshi has no problem accepting gong/shou dichotomy in BL or Yaoi, even with strong bdsm undertones, but somehow vehemently against similar settings in het relationships? Especially when the female exclusively doms. Like deep down they don’t feel ���right’ about that? These people should really re-examine their internalized misogyny.

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They have no handle on me ;)

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Why the fuck are they shadow banning this blog lol? Testing this

Seems not having my comments shown in other posts but posts still appear here?

Freedom of speech is so at whim on this site lol. Like they appear to have it? But not?

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Have the rich elitists finally fucked up this bad?

For real, they seem to either have some dangerously delusional misconceptions, or downright malice about people and their products, like they think their search engine is some benevolent bequeathment they bestow upon the unenlightened crowd.

Those kind of condescending shit is due to their long-time monopoly on information. And somehow some people who work in the AI field are failing to understand first-hand human-generated information is not replaceable. Some of them are getting comfortable with second-hand training data, thinking they yield the same result lol. Nope, those are short-cut, not the real deal. Turn it over several more times they will get nonsense. The most dangerous thing is those with no actual visions about this are pushing the human civilization into a downward spiral, to maintain their delusional advantage over the crowd.

It’s true. 😁Its all connected.

I know this sounds like the deranged ramblings of a senile old man but I swear it used to be possible to look up information on the internet

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“Revenge bad” “revenge delicious” i just really like tgat LnD didnt go either of those directions.

They want to throw away history, as if by scattering what happened into the wind they could lighten themselves off all the burdens accumulated from the past. It reminds me of something a classmate used to say about the information lost by that “forgetfulness”, our trajectory, acceleration, direction etc.. forgetting history is losing the very trajectory of our progression

it wan’t until later in math studies did i finally grasp its meaning. So many confusing things cleared up once you read through math’s history. The human constructions, be it societal rules, schools of thoughts, or scientific disciplines None of those are perfect not even math. If you forget history you have no way to figure out where it went “wrong” and correct the trajectory. Worse yet, you could fall into indoctrinations (whether seemingly ‘positive’ or ‘negative’) and lost touch to actual reality. Like a trajectory losing its acceleration info and brainlessly went on a tangent, very likely straight off the map, even if it might be near the optimal area before.

To throw away history and rely on indoctrinations is to incur self-destruction. To allow yourself to encounter perplexity in the comolex reality is to allow yourself the chance to truly grow.（问，迷津道）

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At first I thought she bopped him so hard the tip of his nose turned red, and I was slightly disturbed by this for a long time.. but it was the blood-tinted balm she was applying!

Cheng Yi as Yu Si Feng Love and Redemption (2020) – Ep. 15

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There should be an equivalent to asking "how's the wife and kids?" that's like "so how's that fictional man of yours doing?"

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琉璃✨ | Learning to trust and rely on each other ♡

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dear diary, today a girl yeeted herself into my bathtub

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Many really love this scene but somehow I never felt the pull to this particular moment, because that is really a pretend too far from his true self. Sifeng’s true nature is much kinder than that and that kind nature is part of what attracts me.

However when just looking at the picture it is indeed pretty lol. I can device some other scenarios for this scene 😋

CHENG YIas YU SI FENG Love and Redemption 琉璃 (2020)

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Love and Redemption: episode 2

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When you look at the framing of various stories there are often a problem of equating the rising of the oppressed with total, utter destruction of the world. I don’t think that’s a coincidence.

What I like about LnD is the “flipping the villain”

You assume from the start of the show with those in the show that LHJD was the big terror, the destroyer of the world,

and you learned it is the inverse, that Bailin, who is the shepherd of privileges, who has been disseminating lies of ultimate villainy of LHJD, is the real culprit actively destroying the three realms for a thousand years

There are so many unreliable narrators, everyone in the show has incomplete information and imperfect thinking, including the main heroes, their friends, the real villains etc

Like Brother Liu assuming Xuanji would become a mindless killing machine as LHJD returns, and how Sifeng initially asked LHJD why couldn’t he just simply give up hate? Only one who questioned that narrative is Tengshe after he found out about the tremendous horrors behind how the Star of Mosha became GoW, and he rightfully called out everybody else.

but is the show perfect in this? Nah, it still got back to that old narrative. The rabid fear of a big change, of possible chaos. Why should tipping the primordial caldron instantly destroy all life? It is a narrative choice which doesn’t necessarily make sense projected to real life. But I choose to view it this way: accepting such a possibility as crucial to not fall to the ‘at all cost’ trap, which led to the formation of Bailin

Who, as his boss directly told him, has became too obsessed with maintaining heaven realm’s privilege and absolute dominance over others that he had become the real evil of the show and causer of the very possibilities he feared the most.

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Sifeng is so fucking sexy and lovable how XJ hold from not doing him until he pass put every second is really a miracle 🥳

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Do you know why I advocate for legalizing sex work and protecting sex works rights? Because it is the frontier. It is on the Frontier of Autonomy, Freedom and Truth. If we go beyond the frontier, we venture into the Grey. If we retreat from the frontier, we lose grounds. Real morality will not condemn sex, sex work or sex workers. Or it will always be a morality of oppression.

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Logic: If you you say someone having sex with 100 other persons is ok, but if even just a bit of money changed hand it suddenly isn’t ok, Don’t you see the problem here? Given that absurdity, then promiscuousness becomes a curse word, then sexual freedom becomes a curse word. This is always aimed that way. If we give up those on the frontier of Truth and Freedom, we give up our fight on Truth and Freedom.

On the topic of promiscuousness. Lol each time I saw some self-proclaimed “righteous people” to ridicule someone for being “promiscuous.”

I do not want to personally have casual sex in real life. This is my personal choice. But if someone thinks that makes me morally superior to someone who had casual sex, I’d laugh in their face. I do not abhor casual sex or think it demeaning. I indulge in plenty sexual fantasies. As long as they are not truly abhorrent, as-in inhumane, I’m all okay with it.

Those who use sexual oppression as actual moral condemnation, not ironic mocking mind you, are laughable. They aren’t fighting for freedom, they are fighting for their own “right” to be superior.