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A single sperm has 37.5MB of DNA information in it. That means that a normal ejaculation represents a data transfer of 1,587.5TB.

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everyone on replies is terrified of this fact but i just think it's so sweet and heartwarming. she's holding our hand and leading us somewhere secret and we're both giggling like kids. i love her

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need to try to get at least 2+ hrs in (hw + studying) cuz this is embarrassing atp

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19th june 2025 ; thursday

💤 4 hrs ; ☀️ 7 a.m. ; 💧 3 glasses

school 8 a.m. -> 1 p.m.

📖 crime and punishment ; fyodor dostoevsky ; 8 pgs

after skl nap 3-4 hrs

washed my hair

planned...

[ log ~ ] sleep

ok so technically i got 4+ hrs but because i set so many alarms starting from 5:45 (??why do i do this to myself) but didn't really WAKE UP then i felt superrrr tired when i woke up. also didn't have time to drink coffee lmao so i was really sleepy in class. AND i fell asleep right after school (long time since that happened) for like almost 4 hrs.

sometimes when i've suddenly been woken up i say things that seem like they happened but in reality i js mixed up memories & dreams. my mom was already in a bad mood cuz i.. fell asleep.. so when i sprouted some nonsense like ill take that half medicine later (medicine is rarely, if ever, taken in our house) she started yelling at me (the usual spew: uselessness, mentally ill??, academics, fucked in the head) and im there at the opening of my room legs barely holding me up standing cuz i got woken up so suddenly & have been constantly sleep deprived all week (for manyyy weeks in general tbf but i oversleep on the wknds)

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18th june 2025 ; wednesday

💤 5 hrs ; ☀️ 7 a.m. ; 💧 4 glasses

school 8 a.m. -> 3.15 p.m.

starting studying chem [the d & f block elements] for a test & then my mind ltrl went lol i give up

practiced a derivation for phy (our teacher wants us to memorize a derivation everyday & write it as a test in class😭 she LOVES her derivations lmao we ltrl had more derivations than numericals in our last exam)

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17th june 2025 ; tuesday

💤 5 hrs ; ☀️ 7 a.m. ; 💧 5 glasses

school 8 a.m. -> 1 p.m.

completed incomplete phy cw notes (@ skl)

studied for bio test [principles of inheritance & variation] (1 hr)

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16th june 2025 ; monday

💤 5 hrs ; ☀️ 7 a.m. ; 💧 5 glasses

school 8 a.m. -> 1 p.m.

📖 crime and punishment ; fyodor dostoevsky ; 10 pgs

bio hw points [molecular basis of inheritance]

[ log ~ ] morning crisis

like actually guys... i need to lock in.. i have pre-boards in 6 months, boards in 8 months, and entrance exams after that. i need to finish 12th AND 11th portions by then and do LOTS of revision & practice.. im nowhere near the level i need to be to get in to any good college...

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15th june 2025 ; sunday

💤 9 hrs ; ☀️ 12 p.m. ; 💧 4 glasses

washed my hair

bio hw (2 q.s)

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i am nooooot locked the fuck in. im locked the fuck out. call the locksmith

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Sometimes, it feels soo unreal that im finally in my last year of schooling.

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14th june 2025 ; saturday

💤 10 hrs ; ☀️ 1 p.m. ; 💧 4 glasses

completed incomplete bio observation book stuff

[ log ~ ] productivity

obviously didn't start being productive until like after 5 p.m. or it wouldn't be me

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13th june 2025 ; friday

💤 4 hrs ; ☀️ 6:30 a.m. ; 💧 4 glasses

(morn b4 skl) more preparing for chem seminar

school 8 a.m. -> 1 p.m.

cleaned my room

js MORE planning ugh

[ log ~ ] chem seminar

ok so i finished editing the canva sides laaaaaate last night but i couldn't download it (im the only one in our grp who can apparently find a pendrive to get) so it took me a bit to fall asleep cuz i was too busy worrying about wtf to do in the morning loll. anyways in the morning i js screenshotted + pasted all the slides onto powerpoint & printed & it works good enough? also practiced a bit more + also at skl in free time. the presentation itself went ok but i did get nervous and that certainly didn't help..

[ log ~ ] binge-watch

binged most of the 3rd szn of 'ginny & georgia' lmao(not)

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12th june 2025 ; thursday

💤 5 hrs ; ☀️ 6:30 a.m. ; 💧 3 glasses

(morn b4 skl) watched 2 eng oneshot vids while getting ready for class test

school 8 a.m. -> 1 p.m.

prepared for chem seminar tmr

[ log ~ ] food

my parents usually don't get any "junk food" but last wknd my dad did get some frozen momos that my mom steamed today. also had blueberries + litchis which i LOVEEE. also mango milkshakeee

[ log ~ ] series

randomly decided to start watching the 3rd szn of 'ginny and georgia' after seeing an edit on pinterest (i had already seen szn 1 & 2 long ago n thought i'd drop the show)

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11th june 2025 ; wednesday

💤 4 hrs ; ☀️ 7 a.m. ; 💧 5 glasses

school 8 a.m. -> 3.30 p.m.

2hrs nap after skl

planning, planning, planning (no doing)

[ log ~ ] school

got 9.5/10 on my bio test! + idk why my brain was being so silly today i was saying the most random shit in the most animated & stupid voices it was so fun lmao

[ log ~ ] laziness ii

i have got to get my shit tg because i cannot keep wasting so much time after skl & only getting shit done when i should be going to sleep </3

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day 2/100 days of productivity

morning meditation

cleaned the kitchen

journaling

grocery shopping at the local farm

cooked dinner

got some fresh air

tutoring one of my students

wrote down some of my goals

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