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I love that the internet saw people comparing women and other alienated groups of people and went, “they’re dating,” and, “they support each other.” We’re improving as a society.

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A poem about a parking lot

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i hope any of you who are considering recovery seek it. your pain is real and genuine and i believe you, i know i promise. you’re allowed to get better you’ve gone low enough. you’re allowed. it’s time

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yeah, so. my mom told me i “look 4n0r3xic” and got mad at me for it and told me im not allowed to lose any more weight idk how to cope. i cant tell if it made me wanna recover or never eat again

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idk if i have mutuals on here anymore but today was my last day of classes, i b/ped for the first time in over a month yesterday, and im really considering recovery. i don’t wanna live like this anymore and i think i’m just about ready to work towards fixing my food addiction, in every sense of it, i want my life back

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so much of life is needing to pee. enough already

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shout out to all my middle school weird girls who grew up and are still weird but are no longer girls

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the secret to life is to always use more spinach and less rice than you think you’ll need

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THIS IS THE GROCERY HAUL EVER (SUBJECTIVE)

ive never felt so happy w a grocery haul, this is all such yummy food ik will make my body feel good,,, aaaaaa

(sry its so many frozen veg instead of fresh, it’s cheaper for a better + more convenient variety and all i have to do is steam or boil them 4 a good time + if i just do the whole or half bag it saves me the stress of measuring out each individual thing)

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toxic mothers are wild they'll really be like "I never said that" like ma'am yes you did cause it's been ingrained in my head since I was twelve

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I’m so fucking sick of bmi and “normal” weight and “overweight” and “underweight” and hip to weight ratio and calorie intake and beauty standards and expectations and all these fucking labels I hate all of it I just want to exist without being classified as too big or too small I just want to be

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food possessiveness is never talked about in the eating disorder community despite how common it is, likely because it makes us feel like we're "failing" if we don't let other people take our food. i made myself some toast and my mom took a bite after i asked her not to. it literally sent me spiraling and i had a breakdown and refused to eat any of it. it felt bad in my mouth and i had to spit it out. i feel like absolute shit about it because i know she feels terrible. so for anyone that deals with food possessiveness because of their ed, you are not alone.

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gets my blood test results back and they have an ifunny watermark

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anyone else find it... interesting that a/n diagnosis requires low body weight but bed doesn’t require high body weight.... idk yall. just.. interesting smth to think abt i dunno

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dude crumpets look so fucking good i wanna try one desperately has anyone had one what do they taste like

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so disgusting (me)