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Hope you're

Hope you're doing better. .

Hi, I’m really sorry to post this but this blog has a lot of followers and I know most are underage and in abusive situations but I was hoping this would get to people who are able to help by reblogs, I desperately need help with food, I no longer qualify for food stamps, I’m disabled and can’t work much and the pandemic is only making things worse

paypal.me/autistickitten

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I read it as Hours deowhores

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Villain protagonist project

OK ok hear me out.

I'm working out the story for a project and in it there's two antagonists and it's the protagonist who's broken by them. The antagonists are a hero and a villain and the protagonist is a person that gets caught in their crossfire. It will probably be a three part story. First part starts with the protag on the hero's side and the hero being portrayed as the bad guy in the protag story and in the second part it's the villain who's the one breaking the protag after they joined him. They both use/abuse the protagonist and in part three the protagonist becomes the bigger stronger person and over throws both of them.

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There's this show called Saiki K about this kid that is an extremely overpowered anime protagonist and the punchline is that the genre of the show is slice of life. His parents are complete idiots that thought it was normal for their baby to walk trough the air and this immediately reminded me of that.

a “horror” movie about a demonic baby, but the parents are chill with it and treat them like a normal baby

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You know what I hate? This whole "People who take pictures aren't living the moment" thing. Like Fuck you maybe they're a sentimental person and want to take something back of the experience, maybe they're forgetful and want something to remind themselves that it happened or maybe they don't have many things that make them happy in their life so they want to capture this moment to look at it when they need it.

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Guys I need your help

So In response to a post by @nenastrology that I saw I've decided to create a comic series with a similar plot to death note only it's a poor American student taking down the world's richest.

I have ADD and tend to give up on projects but I want to pull through with this one, which is why I need your help.

I figured if I worked on it with others I would keep my interest in it. So if you have any ideas for the project for example the characters and plot lines please comment them or write me! There are no stupid suggestions or ideas! Don't be shy!

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Some fanart for Gaud, you're the most popular person on this hellsite, congratulations!

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@codedglitches Exactly what I was thinking. Light would never do it. I'm thinking someone around his age but from the US.

light was such a loser cuz he didnt just google the 100 richest people and start writing down names

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Autism : An attitude/shyness

ADD: Just Laziness/an airhead

Dyscalculia: A terrible work ethic/trying to be difficult on purpose

Teachers: Idiots who just don't want to deal with these children so they brush of their obvious symptoms delaying their diagnosis by years and come up with other explanations like these.

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Would anyone be okay with me actually making this? But instead of a rewrite of Death note it is it's own thing? And different but overall same concept? I'll post updates, if anyone has any more ideas to add or wants to work on it with me please message me.

light was such a loser cuz he didnt just google the 100 richest people and start writing down names

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Okay so update: You can text them 24/7, all you need is to go on their website, someone will text you back in about a day or only a few hours. They also have live chats that are held at specific times that you can join. It's for troubled children-teens and parents/guardians/friends of troubled children and teens. Something I didn't know was that apparently they are active in other European countries as well but I'm not sure wether under different numbers or one all EU international one. So yeah if anyone that sees this is in the EU this might help you.

making a post, I need links to some different mental health hotlines, if anyone knows any good ones? (I'd like a few different ones, including ones that don't require talking on the phone, and ones that aren't strictly for "crisis" situations. are there any ones that let you talk to a therapist and figure out what to do about longterm/non-emergency situations? also free or affordable online therapy resources would be great)

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My brain/head feels like a chair straining under the weight of someone FAR too heavy.

Is that normal

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Okay but I just had the thought What if there was a war or hostile political thing going on between all the other planets with intelligent life near our galaxy and because of the human races nice messages it's sort of an unspoken rule not to get us involved. Yes we could be a potential ally but that would just get the other aliens mad for dragging us in to this and no one would want to attack us because why would you fight a planet that wants to befriend evryone?

i cant think of the fact that humans send messages saying ’where are you? who are you?’ from earth to the giant and empty space all around us for too long because it makes me cry so hard and feel so human and lonely

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Now that'd be a great Christmas movie. Just scratch out the Christmas and focus entirely on all of that Instead.

i cant think of the fact that humans send messages saying ’where are you? who are you?’ from earth to the giant and empty space all around us for too long because it makes me cry so hard and feel so human and lonely

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How do you even put this stuff into words. I'm baffled by the logical way this is worded. Explain my experiences in a way that makes them understandable to cishets? I could never.

sometimes growing up not knowing/acknowledging that you might be trans is like……you’re considered attractive when you’re passing as your assigned gender….like your physical appearance conforms more or less to the idea of what’s considered ‘desirable’ for the gender you’ve been told you are since birth……..or at the very least you’re considered more 'normal’ when you lean into that presentation…….people don’t treat u in that weird way they do otherwise……..

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Okay this is great but I have so many different universe and story ideas that I would write a short around 3 book series and if it became popular enough I'd write another one with the same characters but always with different names (though it's obvious it's the same people again, look exactly the same, behave exactly the same) and in a different universe in different relationships and following a different story line and I would repeat that jumping from genre to genre until I revealed at the end of of one book that the characters in that exact series had been actors filming a movie this whole time and that none of the cool advanced technology and space ships were real but instead CGI and I would do this by having the Regisseur scream "Cut, New take. Stanley do it properly!" in the middle of the final fight out of absolutely no where. The last few pages would then just be about the actors complaining about having to redo the scene. That reveal would lead my readers to then question whether this had been the case for all my books and then cry because it meant their favourite characters didn't actually die in painfully tragic ways, but they also would lose all trust in me because "Does that mean the whole war in your fourth series wasn't real??? Or was it???? Is that why the characters felt like the same people but at different ages and with different names? Does that mean our theories that the blond librarian from series 2 and Anna the space pilot from series 7 where related were wrong and they were the same person this whole time????" Those poor people will never get any answers, unless they manage to find my Ao3 account on which the continuation of the books will be posted, for free! In complete length written exactly like my previous books but this time focusing on the characters as their real actor selfs, how they live their lives and how they got which role in what movie, the story will then end with something that suggests that perhaps the actor reality isn't true either and make you question your own reality. Won't admit to it until subtly implying that I wrote it with a reference to it multiple years later on Twitter.

If I were author of a popular book with a huge fandom, I'd make a secret AO3 account and write fanfiction for my own story. Idk why but in my opinion that's the funniest fucking thing you can do as a well-known author.

Imagine telling your fans you have a fanfiction account but not telling them how it's named so they start making theories. Imagine not telling anyone and people in reviews will tell you your writing style reminds them of the original author. Or imagine being told that you write your own OCs out of character. That concept is so funny to me, I'm-

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And last but not least, I can now smell like the entire godamn country of New Zealand. Just what I had always wanted.