tirednerd2012

[tirednerd2012]

TW. Loss.

Hi everyone.

I just wanted to come on here because I have notified a few people already but I'll Love You Enough for the Both of Us and all other projects will be on hiatus.

I'm not ready to go into too many details, but unfortunately on Tuesday night around 3 a.m., I woke up with sharp pains and was bleeding. I went into very early labor, (only 15 weeks pregnant). My husband and I rushed to the hospital, but we lost the baby. I can't type out the word. I can't say what it was.

My daughter is with her godmother for a few days. My husband and I are still processing everything and I'm still in the hospital. I'm feeling a lot of emotions I don't want to and I don't want to see my daughter right now, which probably makes me a horrible mom but I barely want to see my husband. At least on this app no one really knows who I am and I can hide behind a screen. No one can see me on here.

I don't know what I'm going to do. My job is fully willing to work with me and told me to take a few weeks off, same with the class I'm in for grad school, they even told me I could just start next semester instead but I don't know.

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A few days late but read the latest chapter. I like how you referenced the recent shorts in this chapter.... And reminded the readers that Bob sucks... In this story. The chapter being short is good as it's a nice calm after the Bosco arc and how Rad helped Bluey was so cute! Also congratulations on the new opportunity!

Yeah the next few chapters are going to be fluff/soft and healing chapters. I really liked it, and it was interesting to interpret how one sentence can affect the entire storyline

And thank you! I'm so excited to go back to school and work in social media and engagement again. I'm trying to work my way back into the writing field!

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I'll Love You Enough for Both of Us Chapter 30 is up!! Very small, sorry there has been so much going on!

I got accepted into a position where I essentially get free tuition for my masters degree, I'm moving to a city I've desperately missed, everything is falling together for our family ❤️

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Sorry if this is a heavy question, but what illness does Bob exactly have in your fanfic? I just find how you've written him to be interesting: like how we sort of turned but used to be a pretty loving father, as far as Rad can recall anyway.

In my stories, Bob had intermittent explosive disorder, personality disorder, and later on dementia. I never named them because I didn't want to give a bad stereotype or make anyone who may have these disorders feel bad, because each are manageable and it's completely possible for someone to live a normal life with them. I also have only done a bit of research, not as much as I would have liked, because the intermittent explosive disorder was the diagnosis my bio father received and what inspired a lot of Bob's character.

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Next chapter of I'll Love You Enough for the Both of Us. I promise it's much more comforting than it sounds 😂😂

This chapter is partially inspired by the mini episodes where Bandit made a book when he was a kid and wrote how Rad played footy and his dad yelled a lot when he did.

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Rewatching season 4 of stranger things and I desperately, desperately want Jonathan to talk to Joyce about the college thing. I want her to tell him to go follow his dreams and that he doesn't need to worry about her and Will anymore. I know he'll continue to worry and want the best for them but I want them to reassure him to go.

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Saw the new chapter! I'm glad the Bros are gonna be OK. Does 2-3 counts of attempted murder, breaking and entering, domestic violence and stalking really only get 20 years in Australia? Will they have to go to court? Also looking forward to seeing Rad get schooled by someone who can't even spell schooled when he's healed!

I purposely made it a short sentence because I need Bosco back after Rad is healed. But to explain it a little further, stalking and domestic violence was never proven because Frisky went after (unfortunately I've experienced a lot of issues where the police won't do anything until it's practically too late), he didn't get charged with almost killing Bandit, and everything combined into one crime essentially. I'm sure in real life he would have gotten much longer.

And I kind of want to do something with Rusty humbling Rad in cricket 😂😂

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This is an old post but it still stands

In all seriousness. I would die for Darry. That's it. That's my announcement.

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I'll Love You Enough for the Both of Us has been updated!!

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So the next chapter of I'll Love You Both Enough is 5000 words and still not done 🫠🫠🫠

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Through reading your fic I've know got the headcanon that socks will kinda "inherit" (quotes cos obviously can't pass down mental health stuff) the brother's tendency for bad mental health. Since a lot of autistic girls especially, will fall victim to that🥺

I do think she will struggle with her mental health a lot, but she will also have a much better support system than Rad, Bandit, and Stripe did growing up, and she is going to get help early on. They would make sure if any of the girls struggled with bad mental health like they did, to get them help right away.

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when Lonnie told Jonathan he got stronger cause he managed to push him away like. “Oh. so this isn’t the first time you push your son against the wall that way. and he couldn’t get away from you before. Oh.”

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Do you have any headcanons for the Heeler brothers? Specifically Rad?

Some of my Rad headcanons are:

Is a bit reckless and carefree as an adult because he helped take care of his brothers and wanted to experience freedom after they moved.

Was there for each of his nieces' births, even if he couldn't stay long.

Loves the rig overall, but doesn't like the risks. He doesn't tell his family when something goes wrong.

Keeps a picture of his nieces in his wallet or something like that.

Fell in love with Frisky the moment he met her. Worships her.

Knows Chilli never sent her a message to cancel babysitting, but is grateful.

Just wanted to be married to Frisky, he didn't care about a big wedding.

When he and Frisky were talking before the wedding, he confessed he actually did miss being around Bandit and Stripe and the rest of his family, and that's when he said they should just stay there.

He did in fact fall in the pool at the wedding, there was no 'probably.'

Is laid back but would be the one to get into a drunk fight.

Is the fun uncle that takes his nieces to do anything they want.

Is normally tired when he arrives at one of his brother's houses, but if they tell the kids to leave him alone, he will pull the big brother card and say his nieces are fine.

Is mentally prepared to bail Muffin out of jail one day.

Hates the real estate agent dude.

Bandit:

Got blackout drunk at Stripe's wedding like Rad was at his and Stripe was at Rad's.

Is the most sensible brother.

He's pretty laid back, but will go off if someone is rude to Chilli.

Is defensive of Rad.

Regrets when he goes too far with Stripe, but is proud when his brother stands up for himself.

Tries to be the best dad he can, but feels like he fails a lot.

Wants the absolute best for his family.

Doesn't talk to Rad about his issues with his body, but did confess it to Stripe.

Secretly worries about the oil rig, but doesn't talk about it because he doesn't want to argue and knows Rad can take care of himself.

Struggles with depression and anxiety, but it has gotten better. He goes to Chilli when he needs extra support.

Rad staying in the city did play a part in him realizing that while the job was a great opportunity, his family's happiness was more important.

Stripe:

Pushed Rad into the pool at Bandit's wedding because they were both pretty drunk.

Is defensive of both of his brothers.

While he and Trixie do argue a bit, they always come back together. He'd do anything in the world for her and his daughters.

Spoils the girls because he's in a position where he can.

Is very close with Bluey, but has a special connection to Bingo after the Squash episode.

Has done research about autism after Trixie mentioned it.

Worries about his daughters constantly.

Will get in a fight, no questions asked.

Is working on communicating.

Does struggle with his imagine because he constantly compared himself and got compared to Bandit and Rad throughout his childhood.

Is excited to be living in the same city as both of his brothers. He didn't admit it, but he was going to miss Bandit.

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Whats your headcanon for how bosco looks? I'm curious because when I'm reading about him, I usually just picture a generic guy lol.

... okay a little confession when I write, I picture EVERYONE as humans and then go back and add details that add up to the show lol, and I've always pictured Bosco as a generic guy, dark hair, looks insecure, not muscular but not necessarily skinny either.

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Wait you take story requests??

Yes! As long as I feel I can write it, I do!

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You mentioned you were thinking about a sequel series, do you have any other projects with your Bandit story??

Hi! I have 3 projects lined up-

1. Bosco coming back later on after his prison sentence

2. A prequel to the story where the boys move in with Rad and they're all just trying to figure things out.

3. This one was a request on AO3, Bandit is kidnapped because of something dangerous he found at work, and his family trying to find him.

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Not me never being interested in basketball until two months ago praying the Pacers win