she/her gw: 35kg ꡴stan skzミ★♊︎𐬾⚢☆ ꧁Istp-t꧂ミ☆彡⚘☾ 🍓 ☆ ˖ ݁: jinx Caitlyn Vi defender
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YOU SHOULD NOT HAVE FOOD IN YOUR HAND AND MOUTH AT THE SAME TIME!!!
Put the protein bar down between bites! Wipe your hands off before that second handful of popcorn! (Or eat popcorn with chopsticks!) Set down the fork and put your hands in your lap while chewing! Come on!
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I will do a 3 day fast
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#emo ana#ana angels🪽#e4t1ng d1s0rd3r#light as a 🪶#tw ed bl0g#tw thinspi#💡as a 🪶#🕯️as a feather#th1insp0#3d di3t
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What the fck im so stupid i was at 45.25 kg but then I binged for 3 dayss and now am again at 47.45kg Wtff is wrong with me ?? I’m so stupid wtfff
#emo ana#ana angels🪽#e4t1ng d1s0rd3r#light as a 🪶#tw ed bl0g#tw thinspi#💡as a 🪶#🕯️as a feather#th1insp0#3d di3t
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i'm such a wannarexic, like seriously idk what happened with me last week but i need to lock in because wtf
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I love my new meds They make my appetite smaller, but they also take away the urge to throw up. That means if I eat too much, it’s hard for me to vomit Fuck So now I have to be disciplined and not eat too much
#emo ana#e4t1ng d1s0rd3r#@na blog#ana angels🪽#🕯️as a feather#💡as a 🪶#tw ed bl0g#light as a 🪶#tw thinspi
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I am in a mental hospital and we have weight day next Tuesday. I ate 515 kcal today and I’m feeling awful i Hope i lose some weight
#emo ana#e4t1ng d1s0rd3r#ana angels🪽#@na blog#💡as a 🪶#🕯️as a feather#light as a 🪶#tw ed bl0g#tw thinspi#meanspp
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,,L0s1ng w31ght won't make you happy"
,,Uhm.. yes tf it will- when I was at my lw, that was the happiest I've ever been and NOTHING compares to the feeling when the numbers on scale go ⬇️
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I’m back in the psychiatric hospital and I’ve gained weight, fuck
#wannabeana#i hate it here#emo ana#i hate my existence#mentally tired#e4t1ng d1s0rd3r#ana angels🪽#tw ed bl0g#@na blog#mia y ana
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Some 4na rules to keep me in check!
No eating after 8 pm
Fast a minimum of 16-20 hours daily
One snack per day(if I have one)
Keep meals under 400 cals
Have a daily intake no higher than 800 cals
Workout a minimum of 4x a week
Prioritize fiber and protein
Try to walk 10,000 steps a day
Prioritize healthy foods
If you have a high cal big meal take only 5 bites
Drink water before and after you eat and between every bite
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i dont want to lose my friends but i will lose my mind if i dont lose this weight now and i cant see them until im skinnier i literally cant stand being with people and them seeing me in this huge disgusting body
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things that make me feel f4t
asking for food
dropping food on myself
eating food that dropped onto the plate/table
eating in the car
greasy mouth
non-diet/zero soda
breaking my f4st for non-healthy food
immediately breaking my f4st (anything under 10hrs)
feeling myself get bloated
feeling ANYTHING on my body jiggle
finding a food/grease stain on my clothes
getting impatient when my food isnt ready
eating quickly
taking multiple trips to the kitchen
taking another bite of my food mid-chew
finishing my food before others
eating around others when no one else is
greasy fingers
when i chase after food when it drops onto the plate/table
taking too big of a bite
when i take a bite and food is hanging out of my mouth
opening my mouth too big to take a bite
not chewing for a long time before swallowing
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how losing and gaining the same 5lbs again feels
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