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i love you everybody who is trying to save their own life & love themselves back into the world, it's gonna happen for you don't doubt for a second!!!!!!!!!!!!

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how it feels to look at/listen to your own creations and enjoy them and appreciate how far you've come as an artist

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Obito, the leader of Akatsuki, after a day of doing nothing but being obnoxious to his terrorist organization and Deidara in particular:

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messin around with modern AU

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ok ok ok

needed a break from writing fic as I was choo-choo training ahead at full steam and burning myself out! It's nice to be able to juggle between hobbies to prevent burnout but I have so many thoughts I want to put to paper re: fanfic AND art. Suffice to say it's been a very creatively fulfilling couple of weeks!

Picking back up on my WIP, I want to get a few chapters ahead before I post again, so ch3 will be a while as I've only got things written to ch4 and don't want to get too ahead of myself. I tend to write while flying by the seat of my pants and let the characters do the leading, but sometimes that can come at a cost!

I'm rambling, but I also have some art re my little modern AU, just some cutesy scribbles while watching Tokyo Ghoul (gonna switch to manga after S1) and Bet (I worked on this at my last studio, and just finished Kakegurui but I'm having fun with how camp it is, its so bad in comparison but I dig the lesbians) so ill be posting those soon

I also really want to make stickers for the next con (which is in a few weeks) for kpop demon hunters! The movie was cute, but the music was A+++++++++++ it's definitely on repeat in my house lmao

still no job, it's kinda depressing lmao. Gotta get by somehow! Will be making a commission post later ;o; <3

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Special mission

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Being like. Post-suicidal is so strange. Like hiiiii everybody im new I spent a good chunk of my life languishing and have like 3 or 4 lived experiences. But now I'm ready to fuck and party or whatever. Can we be friends. Im so happy to be here. Can we be friends

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a fragment of ourselves returning v, 2018 by beatrice wanjiku

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When a fic doesn’t fit my head canons but it’s well-written

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there’s nothing wrong with me plus i don’t have any wants or needs plus i don’t feel or think at all

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good smut is really a character study and that is final. i need it to be about vulnerability i need it to be about trust or lack thereof and most of all i need it to be emotional agony. thats what sex is for

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hands in the pockets

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As , the United States, potentially heads into another forever war I can only think of this quote.

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🌿 DAY 4

I'll see you soon.

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having to hangout with 20 something’s so we go to McDonald’s and this dude next to us is rolling a joint in the McDonald’s , literally picking the stems, NOT GRINDING IT, and making the worlds shittiest blunt while we are munching on fries 2 feet from him …. there are pieces of it everywhere and he can’t roll it well it’s so embarrassing for him I can’t

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more deidara dearest