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Chapters: 2/? Fandom: Supernatural Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence Relationships: Dean Winchester & Original Female Character(s) Characters: Dean Winchester, Castiel, Sam Winchester, Raphael (Supernatural) Summary:

Lainey, Lain for short, has a tragic past. When Bobby dies she finally gets to meet the two Winchesters officially. Something ails her but what is it? There will be some love, adventure, blood, pain, and family.

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secret pain

guys this is my first real fic ive ever written. im really proud of it. making new chapters all the time.

Chapter 1

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Lainey had been hunting on her own for 6 years. Bobby had begged her not to go. It wasn't safe alone. Well now Bobby was dead. The news had reached her when she had gone to a hunter's roadhouse. She regretted how she had stormed out on Bobby, the man who had helped her when no one could. She had traveled to Sioux Falls as soon as possible. By the time she had gotten there the funeral had already ended but there was a familiar '67 chevy impala still in the driveway. She walked inside Bobby's rickety old house remembering younger days when she would walk the halls and laugh along with the old man. Her attention was diverted in another direction as she heard someone's heavy footsteps coming from the living room. Lain turned to meet the footsteps, reaching for her gun in the process. But who she was met with was..."Dean Winchester?" "ya, and who the hell are you?" Lain had just realized he had his gun trained right on her heart. How long had it been since she'd seen him? Maybe 8 years? God he had become so beautiful. Uh what? No she was not thinking these thoughts right now. she shook her head and pulled her gun out to rest it at her side. "My name is Lainey McKane. I- I was close to Bobby" "How do you know him?" Dean asked almost testing her. "um...we've hunted together for years. I haven't seen him in 6 years but we were really close." Lain decided not to tell him her backstory just then. Dean seemed to be contemplating letting me pass or shooting me, when Sam came in. "uh hey. Dean who is? And you don't need to point your gun at her!" Sam took the gun right out of Dean's hands. "that's better. Now how are you?" "I'm Lainey. Lain. I was close to Bobby but i haven't seen him in 6 years" "well then welcome. You missed the funeral but you can still pay respects to his memory. And you might even be willing to help us clean up. Hunters make a big mess." Sam had started walking back into the kitchen. "um thanks. Sure I'll help." she tucked her gun back into the waistband of her jeans. Then she walked behind Sam into the kitchen. As she was walking past Dean she felt his eyes following her. As she entered the kitchen she saw that there was indeed a big mess. Why did hunters always so messy? "Can I just wander around a bit? Its been been so long since I've been here." "Sure. And why were you here before? I didn't quite get that part of the story." "Me and Bobby did some hunts together. He saved me on one of them a while back. He let me crash here sometimes." She hadn't been lying about most of that. She just didn't give him any context. Nothing more than necessary. "oh. Well then you know what an amazing man he was." "Ya. Also how drunk he can get on bad days." "That too. But anyways I'll let you get back to your roaming." "thanks." Lain started by going up the old molding stairs. She walked down the hallway to where Bobby's room was. When she looked in there she saw nothing but memories of when she was younger. She walked next to the bed and lifted the mattress to find something she knew had been there for a long time.

Chapter 2

: chapter 2 Summary:

lainey will be going through memories with bobby. so heartwarming.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

What Lain had gotten from under Bobby's bed, was a simple frame holding a photograph. The photo was aged and beautiful. It was of her and Bobby outside the sign to the junkyard. She had been 15 at the time. She had finally started to think of this place as home. It had been a year since he had taken her in, and that was closest to the roughest year of her life. She was still grieving and couldn't accept reality. She had stayed in the room three doors down the hall on the left. She didn't leave her room much. But one day, that day, Bobby came in and told her to get her sorry ass out of bed because we all lose people and we all go through pain. And he promised to get her through it. And he promised to help her have control over who she was and what she could do. So she had gotten up, gotten dressed, and helped Bobby with the cars. That's when he decided to take a picture. They had agreed it was too dangerous for her to be unnecessarily public, so Bobby had hidden this picture under his bed. In the years that passed after that they only grew closer, and one day she had finally been ready to start hunting again. But that all went downhill when she nearly didn't make it home. Bobby had gotten furious and had tried to make her quit hunting, but she couldn't. Hunting was a big part of her life and she wouldn't give it up. And so one day she had packed her black duffel bag with all of her stuff, and left. Might have been one of the worst decisions of her life. She hadn't even looked back at the man who had taken her in, the man who had helped her and saved her. She walked out on a normal life forever. And she drove off and never came back. Until now that is. Being in this house, remembering all those good times was making her emotional. Ugh she hated being emotional. Emotion was a weakness. She learned that a long time ago. She put the picture back under the bed mattress. She took one last look around Bobby's room and went down the hall to her old room. When she opened the door she saw that nothing had changed. Everything was how she remembered it. Plain walls, plain floors, plain bed. The red curtains were still there if not a bit more dusty. He had wiped all remnants of her from this place except for the picture under his bed. Lain decided that she had had enough time to reminisce, and so she went back downstairs. As she was nearing the bottom she could hear Sam and Dean whispering angrily at each other about something. She was willing to bet her life it was her they were whispering about. She stepped off the stairs, folded her arms, and leaned against the wall. "whatcha boys talking 'bout?" They both jumped at her voice, not knowing she was there. "um, we were just talking about uh. Sam, what were we talking about?" Dean said then asked Sam. "Well Lain we were talking about you." Dean looked at Sam like he was out of his mind for saying that. "And what exactly have you been saying about me?" "We were just saying how its strange that you come back now, saying that you knew Bobby for years, but he never mentioned you." Well this was going to be difficult. "Well he wouldn't have. I was younger. A teenager. I stopped being in contact with him around six years ago. I asked him not to talk about me. He probably didn't even remember me anyways though. Its been so long." "Ah, well, if you knew him from so long ago, why did you still come to his funeral? Or tried to anyways." Dean asked her. He was having trouble speaking today for some reason. He kept saying 'uh'. "because I've never forgotten how he helped me. After I left I regretted it, but I chose to keep hunting and he wanted to take that away. So I had to go. Would you forget some of the best years of your life?" "I- I guess not. Sorry. Didn't mean to pry." Lainey took a deep breath and told Dean, "It's fine, you just struck a soft spot." she chuckled a little. Then she pushed off from the wall and stood in front of Dean with her hand outstretched. "What do you say we start over. You know without the gun pointed at my face." "Sounds good." he grabbed her hand and shook it. "Do you boys want help cleaning up the mess now?" "Yes," both boys said energetically A few hours later when they had cleaned everything up and had a few beers, Lainey was headed back outside to her car to find a motel for the night. She didn't feel like driving or leaving any time soon, but she needed to. She was getting her keys out to unlock the door when a piercing pain struck her. She doubled over on the ground. She started coughing and when she pulled her hand away there was blood, lots of blood. And with that the world went dark.

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Secret Pain

https://archiveofourown.org/works/29081964

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despite everything, still full of grace

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i love these guys. cassy coming in a stealing the prize. love em

Word Wars

-So it’s basically someone says something, then someone repeats it but slightly different, and then it just continues till one of them says something that can’t be argued or beat. And apparently it’s something that I’m good at winning?

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Chapters: 40/48 Fandom: Supernatural Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Castiel/Dean Winchester Characters: Dean Winchester, Castiel, Charlie Bradbury, Claire Novak, Jack Kline, Sam Winchester, Benny Lafitte, Mary Winchester, Meg Masters Additional Tags: Alternate Universe, Alternate Universe - Celebrity, Fluff, Slow Burn, Falling In Love, Pining, Crushes, Actor Dean Winchester, Single Parent Castiel (Supernatural), Past Daphne Allen/Castiel, Bisexual Dean Winchester, Demisexual Castiel (Supernatural), Reunions, Friends to Lovers, Eventual Smut Summary:

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From the outside Castiel Novak looks like a regular guy: a good job, two teenage kids, a nice house and a crappy car he’s way too attached to.

But there’s one thing no one knows about him: that, over twenty years ago, he used to live next to none other than Dean Winchester – back then a brash and loud-mouthed boy and nowadays a huge movie star and Hollywood’s sweetheart.

Castiel never bothered to tell anyone about his childhood friend because frankly, who would believe him? Probably even Dean himself already forgot about his former awkward and weird neighbor, so Castiel seriously doesn’t see any point in mentioning the whole thing ever.

But then an interview on national TV happens where Dean reveals way more about his past than ever before … and Castiel - as well as the rest of the world - suddenly realizes that he left a much bigger impact on Dean’s life than he originally thought.

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  Updates every Tuesday!

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do u know the s16 tumblr? i wanna see it lol. this fandom got dragged thru the mud by the CW i wanna see how people r trying to give us the ending we deserve

“There’ll be peace when you are done.”

What a load of bull shit. There’s a whole Tumblr page dedicated to detailing what happens everyday in this fandom. Fans have been calling it season 16. I didn’t realize how much crap happened after Supernatural ended until I tried to explain it all to my brother. Like try explaining season 16 to someone. We’ve been through a lot.

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thx cassy i love u

Nickname: ash

Height: 5′4

Hogwarts house: Gryffindor

Last thing I googled: how do u get to canada from west coast

Songs stuck in my head: baby dont cut by bmike

Number of followers: 70?

Hours of sleep: 3-5 hours

Lucky number: 11

Dream job: author or actor

Currently wearing: camo pants, converse, spring trainning shirt, stranger things sweatshirt

Favorite author: J.K Rowling

Favorite instrument: dont have one sadly cause i have no skill

Aesthetic: idk

Favorite song: hey little girl by sophiemarie.b

Favorite animal noise: cat purring

Random: i have an amazing family on discord. u know who u r

17 questions, 17 people

tagged by @ahsokasleftbicep!! thank u<333

i like to make new threads to keep my blog clean

nickname: ren

zodiac: aries sun, libra moon, leo rising (yes i am emotional chaos)

height: 5′2″ on a good day

hogwarts house: ravenclaw

last thing i googled: are fractional shares worth it

song(s) stuck in my head: LOST IN PARADISE by ali

number of followers: 689 (yeehaw love u all!!)

hours of sleep: nonexistent

lucky number: 18 <3

dream job: changes every day but currently a lawyer, maybe a legislator who knows

currently wearing: basically this but it looks a bit different

favorite author: this question is giving me an existential crisis

favorite instrument: read above answer

aesthetic: nature…?

favorite song: queue existential crisis…..break my stride by matthew wilder

favorite animal noise: ummm? the sound of my dogs being silent

random: i prefer cold over hot weather because i sweat excessively <3

no pressure tags: @hornystarwarsbisexual @a-mediocre-succulent @leias-left-hair-bun @shadow-hyder @a-lil-perspective @twistnet @wolffescadet @ohhellokenobi @bean-bean-8 @alderaani @nelba @klay97 @pro-fangirls-unsocial-life @simping-for-fives @tojakku @djangofetts @parprocrastination

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thx for the tag

nicname:ash

gender:girl

star sign:capricorn

height:5′4

time:11:11

solo artist: blillie eilish

band: queen

9. song stuck in my head: mirror? justin timberlake. it sucks

10. last movie: Wonder Woman 1984

11. last show: the closer

12. when did i create this blog: august 2020

13. what do i post: supernatural and destiel rn

14. last thing I googled: how to turn on bluetooth

15. other blogs: none

16. do i get asks: not rlly

17. why i chose my url: idk

18. following: over 400

19. followers: 70? 80?

20. average hours of sleep: 2-3 hours

21. lucky number: 11 and 67

22. Instruments: none

23. what am i wearing: pajamas

24. dream job: author

25. dream trip: everywhere in the UK

26. favorite food: spam masubi

27. nationality: american

28. favorite song: hey little girl by sophiemarie.b

29. last book read: captive kingdoms by jennifer a. nielson

30. top three fictional universes i’d like to live in:

supernatural, harry potter, sherlock

Thanks for the tag @jingledean 🤩

rules: answer 30 questions and tag 20 blogs you are contractually obligated to know better.

1. name/nickname: Kate

2. gender: is a social construct

3. star sign: Sagittarius

4. height: 5'5

5. time: 7.51pm

6. birthday: December 16

7. favorite bands/groups: Queen, Radio Company, 5SOS, AC/DC, Panic! At The Disco

8. favorite solo artists: Bob Seger, Ben Platt, Louis Tomlinson, Jack Johnson

9. song stuck in my head: Burning Up (Fire) by BTS (or moreso i had the dance break stuck in my head so had to listen to the song obvs)

10. last movie: Wonder Woman 1984

11. last show: Santa Clarita Diet (I finished it today so prepare for a flood of reblogs lol)

12. when did i create this blog: June 2014 apparently

13. what do i post: literally whatever I’m into at any given moment lol, I guess mostly Supernatural, Marvel, Star Wars, a bit of Brooklyn Nine Nine & The Good Place at the momemt

14. last thing I googled: tumblr blog date created

15. other blogs: nope, we put all our hyperfixations on one messy blog like men

16. do i get asks: occasionally, absolutely feel free to come yell about things in my asks

17. why i chose my url: lowkey a spn and led zeppelin reference, inspired by the chaos of nov 5

18. following: 199

19. followers: 217

20. average hours of sleep: 6 hours

21. lucky number: 5 and 16

22. Instruments: harmonica, very basic guitar, piano and drums

23. what am i wearing: work uniform ✌🏻

24. dream job: some kind of data analyst i think

25. dream trip: full tour of Britain, Italy, France, Greece, Venice, hitting all the typical classics kid destinations

26. favorite food: hot chips

27. nationality: Kiwi! Hey from New Zealand 🇳🇿

28. favorite song: Back in Black by AC/DC, September by Earth, Wind & Fire

29. last book read: Yes Please by Amy Poehler

30. top three fictional universes i’d like to live in: the Red, White & Royal Blue timeline where Pres Claremont wins and turns Texas blue in 2020, Harry Potter assuming I’m a wizard, Star Wars

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that was read very fast. much too fast

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will do

New meme:

type in “I’m” in the tags and use the first tag that appears

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thx for answering! i love ur answers

wanted to say ur amazing and ask u what ur top 5 characters in spn are?

YOU ARE AMAZING BACK!!! thank you so much!!

this is so hard, there are so many characters in a sense that i relate with that it makes the choices so difficult:

1. cas - for sure my top, the rest of them are in limbo and move around depending on what mood i’m in 

2. eileen

3. dean

4. charlie

5. crowley/rowena - they have to share a spot because i literally could not choose between them both so i’m breaking the rules just a little bit 

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i love this

This blog is a safe space.

Nazis, TERFs, pedophiles, bigots, Tr*mp supporters, Islamophobes, exclusionists, queerphobes, and anyone who can’t reblog this post, etc, do not interact. I will block you.

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How do I tell you this best?? I want to see your face split by a smile, I want to have the wind go by and your face next to it, I want to hug tightly. I want to be your forever friend, friend, hear you change, a boy's voice but it's your heart. Dear friend, I want you to feel happiness the way you deserve.

u r my everything love. 

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destiel is love. so if they r love then every love song is for them

Why is every 80s and 90s love song a destiel song? Answer quickly.

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My beloved,

the Moon and the Sun have danced across the skies many times since I last saw you, and I must confess I am growing restless - impatient, even - to embrace you once more. I dearly miss the candor of your smile, the lovely way the corners of your eyes crinkle when you grace me with your laughter.

I long to sink my hands into your hair and make a mess of its silky curls. I long to take your hand into mine and pull you away from the crowd (you never did like their arrogance, their loud mouths full of lies. Neither did I.) and dance with you into the quiet halls of your palace.

They call us freaks of nature, so I've heard, but isn't that what all true lovers are? Why should that be a shameful title, when our love shines so bright?

My family disagrees, of course; they have heard the rumors of our affair, and are urging me to marry someone of the opposite sex to protect my reputation.

How lovely, how hilarious it shall be when we elope and they are left with nothing but their precious reputation utterly ruined!

Please, do forgive me for my hasty words, but I can finally look forward to spend the rest of my life with you, and you are the only one who understands how content I am. Dear, I feel like my heart might explode as soon as I set my eyes on you, tomorrow night.

Until then, farewell. You make my nights lying in wait a little sweeter.

Yours,

X

thank u. this made my day. it made me cry. dammit i love it. sendingggg.

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ash. well guess whos never going outside cause theres ash fucking everywhere