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Dandelions

I didnt grow up beautiful like a rose or orchid,

Being fostered with care and love,

Protected against all cost

I grew like a dandelion, when people asked for camelias,

As the world attempted to pull me out of the soil,

Broke my stalk and damaged my roots,

Pulled the petals off of me,

I came back each time

And as life keeps trying to destroy me, all I ask is, forget me not

As for one I may be a weed, I know to others I still am a beautiful creation

No matter what, even a dandelion is vital to this world

So as you pull at my leaves, try to kill me with your toxic words

Just remember, I'll never be truly gone

And my name will be heard

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𐙚 ﹐genderpunk queer infographic

my infographic! the flag redesign and symbol are also both mine ꒱

can also be shortened to GP movement

we DESPERATELY need this movement because trump is destroying the rights of LGBTQ+ (especially trans people right now), and i want our voices heard!! our body, our fucking choice!! neither nature or biology adhere to the male/female binary!! hrt and gender-affirming surgeries is life-saving and extremely beneficial healthcare, more people regret having children than medically transitioning!! i'm tired of rich old cis men making decisions about what's best for my body!! i'm a proud nonbinary transsexual who uses neopronouns!!! i just want a happy and normal life like everyone else!! is that too much to ask for?? I JUST WANT BASIC FREEDOM AND EQUALITY TO EVERYONE ELSE.

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Parents be like: no one knows you like I do

Then they give you the least personalised gifts ever

For example, my mom gifted me two ritual sets (as in the bath assortiment from rituals) and a crochet set (those things you find at a discount store with instructions and all)

My mother knows I can't bare perfumes and such. And if she just talked with me, she would've known I hate those kits as they often don't go as they're written or the designs look just terrible (besides, I prefer thicker wool).

Meanwhile a friend somehow knows what I need and gifts me exactly that. Or they know my special interests far better and find a little statue that fits me and give me that.

To anyone saying chosen family is not the same as real family, they're right. Chosen family is far better as they actually listen and don't expect the bond to just be there cus it was there to begin with. Bond is to be earned and kept, not just created and left to waste.

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conservatives are evil

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I haven’t really seen any of the more recent U.S. election news hitting tumblr yet so here’s some updates (now edited with sources added):

There’s evidence of Trump cheating and interfering with the election.

Possible Russian interference.

Mail-in ballots are not being counted or “recognized” in multiple (notably swing) states.

30+ bomb threats were called in and shut down polling stations on Election Day.

20+ million votes are still unaccounted for, and that’s just to have the same voter turnout as 2020.

There was record voter turnout and new/first-time voter registration this year. We definitely should be well over the turnout in 2020.

U.S. citizens are using this site to demand, not only a recount, but a complete investigation into election fraud and interference for the reasons stated above:

Here is what I submitted as an example:

An investigation for election interference and fraud is required. We desperately need a recount or even a revote. The American people deserve the right to a free and fair election. There has been evidence unveiled of Trump cheating and committing election fraud which is illegal. There is some evidence of possible Russian interference. At least 30+ bomb threats were called in to polling places. Multiple, notably swing states, have ballots unaccounted for and voting machines not registering votes. Ballots and ballot boxes were tampered with and burned. Over 20 million votes that we know of are unaccounted for. With record turnout and new voter registration this year, there should be no possibility that there are less votes than even in the 2020 election.

Sources (working on finding more links but if anyone wants to add info, it’s appreciated):

FBI addressing Russian interference and bomb threats:

Emails released by Rachael Bellis (private account, can’t share original tweet) confirming Trump committing election fraud:

Pennsylvania's Centre County officials say they are working with their ballot scanner vendor to figure out why the county's mail-in ballot data is "not being recognized when uploaded to the elections software:”

Wisconsin recount:

[ID:

Multiple screenshots and images.

The first is a screenshot with a link and information for contacting the White House directly regarding election fraud. The instructions include choosing to leave a comment to President Joe Biden directly and to select election security as the reason.

The screenshot then instructs people to include any or all of the following information in a paragraph as a comment to the president:

32 fake bomb threats were called into Democratic leaning poll places, rendering polling places closed for at least an hour.

A lot of people reporting their ballots were not counted for various reasons.

This all occurred in swing states.

This is too coincidental that these things happen and swing in his favor after months of hinting at foul play.

Directly state that an investigation for tampering, interference, fraud is required, not just a recount.

The second image is from the FBI Twitter account that reads:

The FBI is aware of bomb threats to polling locations in several states, many of which appear to originate from Russian email domains. None of the threats have been determined to be credible thus far. https://t.co/j3YfajVK1m — FBI (@FBI) November 5, 2024

The next four Gmail screenshots of an email sent to Rachael Bellis from Chris T. Spackman that read together as follows:

Dear BELLIS, RACHAEL E., The Dauphin County Board of Elections received a challenge to your absentee ballot you applied for in the November 5, 2024 General Election. The challenge argues that a provision of the Pennsylvania Election Code takes precedence over the federal Uniformed and Overseas Citizens Absentee Voting Act (UOCAVA), which requires states and counties to permit U.S. citizens who move overseas to vote by absentee ballot for federal offices based on their last U.S. residential address.

The full text of the challenge that was filed appears below this email.

You may respond to the challenge in any of the following ways:

1. Call the Bureau of Registration and Election at (717) 780-6360;

2. Email a statement to the Bureau at Election election@dauphincounty.gov. Any statement you submit regarding the period during which you lived in Dauphin County, any family or connections that you still have here, and why you are now residing abroad would be read into the record.

3. Appear in person at a Board of Elections hearing scheduled for Friday, November 8 at a time to be determined in the Commissioners Public Hearing Room, 4th floor of Dauphin County Administration Building, 2 S 20d St, Harrisburg, PA 17111. The meeting is also likely to be livestreamed on Facebook on the Dauphin County channel.

Sincerely,

Christopher T Spackman

TEXT OF CHALLENGE BEGINS

Dear Dauphin County Board of Elections,

I am submitting this challenge to an absentee ballot application pursuant to 25 Pa. Stat.

3146.8(f).

25 Pa. Stat. 3146.8(f) Any person challenging an application for an absentee ballot, an absentee ballot, an application for a mail-in ballot or a mail-in ballot for any of the reasons provided in this act shall deposit the sum of ten dollars ($10.00) in cash with the county board, which sum shall only be refunded if the challenge is sustained or if the challenge is withdrawn within five (5) days after the primary or election. If the challenge is dismissed by any lawful order then the deposit shall be forfeited. The county board shall deposit all deposit money in the general fund of the…

The rest of the forwarded email is cut off.

The last image is a screenshot of the official statement from the Centre County, Pennsylvania Board of Commissioners released on November 6, 2024 that states:

Centre County Working with Ballot Scanner Vendor to Export Election Results.

(Bellefonte, PA) -Centre County Elections Office is working continuously to provide mail-in ballot data in order to post unofficial results.

To this point, all ballots have been scanned, including all mail-in ballots.

Centre County's Election team and IT team have identified that the data are successfully being exported from the mail-in ballot scanners, but that the data is not being recognized when uploaded to the elections software.

Centre County's Administrator, John Franek, Jr. stated, "We have not stopped working, and we will continue to work until unofficial results are posted and reported to the Pennsylvania Department of State."

As a next step, Centre County has begun working with the equipment vendor to adjust configurations to make the two systems-the mail-in ballot scanner and the elections software where data are uploaded -compatible with one another.

We will provide updates as we make progress.

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20 million votes have been uncounted

Link to this Tweet here

Link to the tweet here for the image above

Link to the White house

If you need further help in a quick format, here is one, but i urge you to also add in the details for requiring an investigation, not just recount.

I know its a shitty situation and were tired but we still have to try to fight for a life that's worth living.

If you can blaze this post, GO FOR IT!!!

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Alastors past theory

So, we all know Viv planned to give us alastors past, and I had some thoughts about it. Let's see if this idea will be true or not.

So recently I saw a video on tiktok, about something called the Glasgow smile.

Video here below.

But of course I didn't think of blindly believing it, so I searched it up. As I did I found more information on it. And here are the things that stuck with me the most:

- it happened mostly in 1920-1930s

- it happened because someone pissed off the mafia and the gang then marked them this way as a person not to trust

(tho I am not sure if this practice was also popular in the US, but would the show actually even follow real history? It's fiction after all)

And I thought... Okay what if Alastors smile is permanent because when he was alive he was cut like that?

And that's when another thing I found on the internet a while back came to my mind. Alastors shoes. His shoes resemble another thing popular in the 1920, the moonshiners booths.

Furthermore, illegal moonshine often was sold in jazz dance bars. And we know he likes jazz, after all.

The funniest thing to me with it all is, is that the illegal moonshine and gangs themselves tie in with the market crash of 29, which we know he loves. Perhaps for a certain reason he is hiding...

And so I came to the theory, combining these pieces, the cross on his forehead, and perhaps bits of the video Daisies.

What if alastor used those boots when alive, and either really had a moonshine making place or used it as a place to hide his murders? What if one of the men he took there to murder, who thought he was going to be able to buy some moonshine, actually was a gang member, and an important one at that. When Al murdered him, and everything got traced back to him, the gang decided to give him a payback, fixing a permanent scar on his face, the smile he could never get rid of.

When the time passed, and the market crash happened, perhaps that gang lost everything it had. It might have been more of a reason for Al to laugh (maybe even if they're have lost many people, causing kids to become orphans, it could tie in beautifully).

After all of that, when he once again tried to go back to his shed, after killing another person and wearing his boots, he had been mistaken for a deer because of them, as he left tracks that did look like that of an animal. That's when he got shot in the head.

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Bonding excercises - radioapple fanfiction

Chapter 2 - compliments

It took a good hour to get all the sinners in the hotel, including the overlord and the fallen angel, to follow into what was supposed to be an exercise room. 

The place was mostly empty. Chairs were stacked into a tower in a corner, few shelves with games and books on the sides and collapsible tables leaning folded against the walls. Some posters hung on the ceiling, spelling “redemption is near”. To some this room brought back memories. 

“This feels like an AA club.” Husk remarked, while chugging his bottle before it got snatched by Vaggie. 

“The resemblance is uncanny, I must say that. But I doubt Charlie had that in mind when setting it up.” Vaggie agreed. 

“I have no idea what you mean with that. What is an AA?” Charlie asked curiously. 

In the corner of the room, while the conversation spanned along, the Radio Demon seemed to lean back. As he observed what he called “the indecent cretins”, the king of hell entered the room. He took a look around and sighed. 

“Oh is your daughter's plan already getting you bored?” The red haired one spoke, to which the blonde laughed. 

“Not at all. It just reminds me of something.”

“Ah of course. You were a failed angel, after all.” The golden grin on Alastors face widened. 

“A fallen angel. And what was that supposed to mean?!”

Alastor didn't answer his question. He just smiled, which upset the short king even more. 

“I am your king, and you shall not disrespect me. You got that?” 

“Or what? You bite my shins? Good luck with that. They're probably too high up for you.” The demon mocked the angel and laughed. 

As a red glow slowly appeared around Lucifer, just before his horns started to show, Charlie called out to everyone, breaking up their scowling once more.

“Alright everyone. I've decided you into pairs. Today we will give positive reinforcement to each other. I'll call out a theme and you shall work on that theme, okay?” 

A silence went around the room, before angel spoke: “can I compliment his dick?” as he looked at Husk. 

“No you may not.” Charlie said, before starting the exercises. 

The first request was “What personality characteristic do you like about the other the most?”

“Ugh. I can't believe I have to do this with you. There is nothing to like about you.” Lucifer stated, looking as much away from the demon as he could. 

“That is because you have no class. If you did, You'd appreciate it.” The Radio Demon scoffed. 

“I have far more class than you do, deer.” 

“There you go. Though I must say, I am not interested in you at all. So please refrain from calling me Dear.” The radio demon said. 

“I called you a deer. An animal. Like what you fucking are.”

“Dad…” Charlie softly said as she came closely. “Please don't fight with Al. You're here to get closer, not get mad at eachother.”

“But Charlie, he's insufferable.”

“He's also my co-manager. So please, learn to get along dad.” 

Alastors grin grew, hearing those words. “Yes your Majesty. Besides, you didn't let me tell you what I like about you.” He said, slowly blowing down. “You're very focused on being a good father, which I suppose came from the years of absence in Charlie's life. You are so interested in giving her the best that you get even possessive over her. It sure does make ones child feel so much better around their parent.”

“Was that supposed to be an insult?” Lucifer asked, not fazed. “Well, your persistence to not go with the time is admirable.” 

Charlie looked at them almost defeated. “The next theme you'll both actually be nice to eachother. Don't insult eachother so much.”

After that Charlie took a step back to announce the next theme of the excercise.

As Charlie was turning around to the rest of the group, Alastor slowly leaned down and whispered to Lucifer. “And the fact each of your wife's hates you.” 

That statement angered Lucifer a tad too much, as he hit Alastor in the stomach, causing him to drop his cane onto the ground as he tried to breathe again. Eversince the fight with Adam, his injuries have still been healing, and he still was not up to full strength, constantly hiding his bandages under his clothes. 

As the demon bend down, trying to breathe, a small slip of blood slipped down his lips. His breathing sounded pained, yet not filtered. After few harsh breaths, he regained his posture, before realising his staff has been missing from his hands. As he bend down, his jacket slipped slightly to one side, and a short, red and black tail could be seen by anyone who was looking alertly at him. Which at the moment was only Lucifer. For a second, a feeling he wasn't aware of sprung up, as his cheeks coloured red, realising the features of the deer being more than just aestetical. The little tail seemed to first lean against his body, as if fear struck him, then it stood up in surprise, as the demon realised the king was still looking at him.

The demon stood up and leaned against his staff. “My eyes are up here. If you can even look that high up.”

“Haha real funny.” The kind answered. “I wasn't even looking at you.” 

“You were looking at my hind. I could notice.” The demon said annoyed.

“You wish I were. So desperate.” He laughed it off. 

Few minutes earlier Charlie explained the new excercise… to which they didn't listen. So when she walked up to them again, it was no surprise they didn't know what was going on. To which she said: “alright, I'll let it slide. But now talk about what you like about each others looks. Good? Good.” She said walking away.

The two men stared at each other. This was a dillema. Neither of them wanted to say something that might incriminate them, nor did they want to make Charlie sad now. 

As Lucifer was thinking what to say, his mind kept going back to the tail. He now was curious what other traits there were about Alastor that he hid. Was he insecure about having such s cute feature? 

“Your shortness? Are you there?” The demon laughed. 

“Huh? What? Right, the exercise. Do you go first?” The king asked, his mind still somewhere around Alastors hip level. 

“No, you go first. I bet you got something quite interesting up your short sleeves.” 

“Quit calling me short. I'm 5’2 and a half! I'm not short. You're just too tall.” Lucifer took a deep breath. “But fine. Since Charlie asked… Your ears.”

“My ears? Care to elaborate?” Alastor asked, just to taunt the angel. 

“No.” The angel answered, quickly turning the subject back at Alastor. “Your turn.” 

“How about not before you tell me. Maybe I'll even let you touch them.” He said with a grin, his ears slightly tilted to the side. 

That change of demeanor made Lucifer think for a moment. Of course he was interested in how the fur would feel. He was a curious person by nature, always has been. Without considering the consequences he blurted out: “They remind me of some of the animals I created. It intrigued me.” 

“Ah, curiosity, of course.” Alastor said, his ears going back up after, realizing it had nothing to do with him. “Well, your voice is beautiful. It would suit the radio well.” He said, and as if heard by god himself, suddenly a loud bang outside the hotel saved Alastor from having to explain himself or uphold his theoretical end of the bargain.

All the hellbound creatures quickly made their way to the front door. And as soon as that opened, a horde of hellborn evildoers seemed to be ready to break them apart.

“We are fucking done with you, princess! We might not be targets of the extermination but your constant fighting against the heavens authority is destroying our home!” One of the imps stepped forward, dressed in a polite yet broken fashion. It had a fancy jacket that saw its wear and tear through the years. And as soon as the short imp with long horns has spoken its mind, all the other imps called out in unison.

“Let’s end this hotel together with its royal family! They are pieces of shit!” As they charged at the hotel and threw bombs at the proximity. 

In fear and confusion, the princess froze, staring at what was happening right in front of her. Her girlfriend and father saw the response and realized that for now, they had to be the ones in charge.

“Vaggie, get Charlie out of here.” The king spoke quickly, as he swung his wings out and opened a portal for them to leave. “And take anyone incapable of fighting as well.”

“Don’t have to tell me twice.” Vaggie agreed, picking up her princess and leaving the hotel through the portal with a tal of sinners.

Before Lucifer even had the chance to say ‘The radio is dead’, The Radio Demon had already transformed himself outside the hotel and started to destroy the creatures one by one. Not wanting to wait himself, the fallen angel flew out of the hotel and started to blast the imps with fire. He knew most of them wouldn’t die by the fire at this temperature, that was not his plan. He just wanted to scare them. Yet they didn’t seem to take the hint, trying to still storm the now empty hotel. 

As the imps kept throwing bombs at the just rebuilt hotel, Lucifer shouted at Alastor: “Weren’t you capable of creating protective shields? Where are they now?”

With a glitched voice Alastor replied, as if choking on his own spit: “Bit preoccupied at the moment, mind you.”

The angel realized something was wrong with his voice. He grew such hatred towards it that by now he could recognise most of the static.. and this one was new. The blonde looked at the redhead and noticed his powers seemed to glitch itself. His form was fading. This wasn’t well.

Thoughts coursed in his head as the moment seemed to have stopped time. If he left the Radio Demon to be defeated now, he would be free of his annoying voice forever, yet Charlie would never forgive him. And there was no way he would lie to his daughter.

“Ah fuck.” The king spouted, before flying there quickly, intersecting between the imps and the demon. An aura of death and power circled around the king, before a powerful blast unleashed at the imps, disintegrating a few dozens of them in the nearby area. Before the demon had a moment to speak out his thoughts, the king spoke on, “Reserve your powers. There ought to be more coming. Wrath imps come in packs of hundreds. And they go for the shins.”

While hearing to reserve his powers the demon decided his full vendigo form could’ve been a bit of a stretch on his reserves, and decided to rely on his body and tentacles. He let his tentacles hold him off the ground, keeping himself at the same height as the flying angel.

“I bet we know from whom they got that.” The demon tried to laugh as his glitched voice got intercepted by him coughing up some viscous liquid out of his mouth.

“Not the time to insult me, get ready.” The king said, as the imps slowly started to surround both of them, as they stood back to back. 

For what seemed to them like hours, what in reality had been perhaps 30 minutes at most, they fought the hordes, causing many deaths upon the opposers. A decision that might very well have consequences in the future, yet not a worry for now.

As the fight finally nearing its end, the Radio Demons body could no longer bare it all, as he passed out, still mid air, his tentacles disappearing and him hurling to the ground at full speed. Lucifer, noticing the sudden silence, turned his head, and instantly his body moved without a thought. He flew as fast as he could, and caught the demon in his arms. In doing so he noticed the blood flowing down his mouth and chest. “Oh for god's idiocracy.. are you serious?”

He started to walk back towards the hotel, the demon in hands. And while doing so, an imp charged at him, hoping to have gained an opening, only to get his face blown off his body with one gentle nod of Lucifer's head. Any imps left decided the only course of action was to escape, while the angel carried the demon back into his room. 

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So... I wanted a hazbin hotel rp buddy for a while and see all those amazing roleplayers around yet... Non of them matches my style and i do get tired to have to accommodate others styles while they wouldn't do the same back ... So I'll make my own request

Hazbin hotel roleplay request

I am:

18+

Nob binary (go by they/them)

A multi shipper so there is a big chance I'll agree to any ship you propose.

My fav ships are: radioapple, radiostatic/ radiosilence, adamsapple, guitarspear and huskerdust, but I am open to a lot more

I like any kind of roleplay but am mostly here for the plot

Text in short lines. Often several short messages after eachother.

I will most likely be Lucifer, Adam, angel, vox, lute or rosie, depending on what the other enjoys most probably. Could also be something helluva themed like stolas or blitz

I won't do anything including a ship with: Valentino

What I search for:

Someone who won't ghost me

Someone who will respect my boundaries

Someone who won't make suicide jokes

Someon who is 18+ too

Not a proshipper (I like to talk about other ships and things between the rp)

Disclaimer: I can be mean sometimes.

We can do it either on discord or tumblr

Feel free to DM me if you have questions or anything!

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Other, non au sketches

The first page is where I practiced from mostly other fan art I saw. I don't recall who drew it before, but feel free to tag them!

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This will be a sketch dump

There might come several over the days.

This one is just from the Guardian demon au inspired bits, an rp i did with a dear friend of mine

Not all of it comes from the story, some come just from ideas i had about it

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Art dump of puppet lucifer cus I loved that

This lil man takes over my mind more than you know

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There is more!

Amnesia au art dump

Just stuff based (loosely) on the amnesia au me and my friend like to rp.

The plot is "fairly simple". Lucifer is hit by a memory spell, causing him to forget everything about his life. Alastor decides that this is the perfect time to manipulate the man, pretending they're married to eachother.

And who is the other black haired dude? That's Michael. Who fell and has a major crush on Rosie. So, basically whenever you see a dude with long hair that looks a lot like Lucifer, that's Michael.

Just love them- and that's not even all of it.

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Amnesia au art dump

Just stuff based (loosely) on the amnesia au me and my friend like to rp.

The plot is "fairly simple". Lucifer is hit by a memory spell, causing him to forget everything about his life. Alastor decides that this is the perfect time to manipulate the man, pretending they're married to eachother.

And who is the other black haired dude? That's Michael. Who fell and has a major crush on Rosie. So, basically whenever you see a dude with long hair that looks a lot like Lucifer, that's Michael.

Just love them- and that's not even all of it.