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He makes you insecure

Pairing: Yeonjun x fem reader

Genre: angst to fluff | hurt/ comfort

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I excitedly run out and embrace Yeonjun in a tight hug, holding him like it was the last time I’d ever see him. I hadn’t seen him in a week since he had to do his physics project and he had said he was having an even bigger headache because his group mates wouldn’t corporate much so he had to do almost everything himself, I had texted him earlier asking if he wanted to go to a carnival since it was his day off today, he agreed after a long while of hesitation.

“Woah clam down”, he chuckles and I scoff, “calm down? I missed you so much!”, I embrace him even more tightly if that was even possible.

“I missed you too”, he says as he wraps his arms around me, resting his chin on top of my head.

Listening to our playlist, we head to the carnival that had recently arrived in town. I did want to go when it first came (three days ago) but I also wanted to go with Yeonjun so I declined when my parents, friends and cousins asked during the past three days.

I wanted to make it special so I only wanted to go with Yeonjun. Being more than excited to strike the ‘go to a carnival with him’ off my ‘things I want to do with Yeonjun’ list on my journal, I didn’t even try to hide my excitement.

“Babe, give me a kiss quick”, he says when we stop at a red light, “before it turns green”

His eyes are still on the road but his lips form a pout, turning slightly my way.

I quickly grab his face and land a quick peck right before the light turns green. “Do you have to do that everytime?” I chuckle

“It’s my energy boost”, he exclaims

When we arrive, I squeal in excitement as I see the huge Ferris wheel and hear merry songs playing in the background. “What do you want to ride first?” He asks and without a second of delay I answer, “merry go round and then the pirate ship and then we can go to the other ones but we’ll go on the Ferris wheel at the end of the day.”

“Why Ferris wheel at the end though?” He asks and I smile, “because then it’ll be sunset and I wanna see my gorgeous boyfriend at the top of the Ferris wheel where the sunset will fall right on him and I’d kiss him because he belongs to me and nobody else”

He chuckles before ruffling my hair, “god you’re so cute, whose girlfriend are you?”

“Yours”, I say

We go to buy our headbands from the gift shop first. Yeonjun puts on a black cat ear headband so I pick the white cat ear one and we take some pictures by a mirror at the shop before making our way to the rides.

When I catch sight of a snack shop, I hold Yeonjun’s hand. Stopping him. “Babe I’m gonna get some ice cream, can you go buy the tickets and wait in line?”

He nods, sending me off with a small peck.

“One vanilla with Oreos and one strawberry with a chocolate pockey stick”, I order and the waiter nods, turning around to prepare my said ice cream flavors.

“Hey you’re y/n right”, the girl standing next to me asks. “Uh yes…do I- do I know you?” I ask

She chuckles, “oh sorry, I’m Haerin, Yeonjun’s ex girlfriend”

I blink, since when was it okay for someone to approach their ex’s current partner like this?

“I see, I’m-“

“Yeonjun’s girlfriend”, she grins, “I know, I saw you on his lock screen”

The new year picture that Soobin took of us at their dorm when we were having a little party by ourselves.

“I see”, I say, “I wanted to thank you for being understanding and all”, she suddenly says and I frown

“What?”

She‘s surprised (or pretending to be), “Yeonjun didn’t tell you? Well he’s been at the hospital the past few days taking care of me because I had to go for a surgery”

Oh-

I am hurt, of course I’d be hurt. I put my trust in him thinking he’d been working and threw my feelings away when I had missed him up to a point where I’d end up looking at his picture for hours. But all those feelings are only for me to keep. Not for display, not for her, not for the person at the counter and not Yeonjun, not anymore.

I get my ice cream from the man and pay him, turning to Haerin (if I’m not wrong) I give her a small smile. Which obviously shocked her, “no worries”, I say, “I hope you’re fine now and I love your hair”, with that I turn away and walk towards the exit

When I notice my phone vibrating, I didn’t have to look at it to know that it was Yeonjun and if anybody thought I was forgiving him easily. They were completely wrong.

“Y/n”, I hear Yeonjun shouting from a distance but I don’t stop, Yeonjun catches up to me fast and he’s holding my wrist in no time, “hey where are you going?” He asks, breathless

I look at him, “to go around playing with rainbow dash, where does it look like I’m going Yeonjun?”

He doesn’t laugh at my sarcasm when he notices my visible anger, “did I- did I do anything?” He asks moistening his lips

I pretend to think, “hmm not anything that I know off, I’m just storming off for no reason.”

I stare at his face for a long minute before walking away with a stoic face. He catches up again, “did Haerin tell you?” He asks

“The girl you took care of at the hospital? Oh yeah she dropped to say thanks, you know? For being understanding and all” I state as I keep walking, “thanks for making me seem like a nice person by the way.”

“Y/n”, he holds my arm again, stopping me from taking another step, “she was very sick, what was I supposed to do? Just ignore her?”

I scoff, “very sick? Is that what she was? I’m ashamed I mistook it for jealousy.”

“This is why I didn’t tell you”, he sighs, “I knew you’d start acting this way”

I don’t say anything

“You know y/n, if you could stop thinking that the world revolves around you then maybe you’d be a little more sympathetic. My ex or not she’s still a human being and she only called me because I was one of the few people that knew about her sickness”, he continues

I still don’t say anything. Wanting to keep Yeonjun from drifting away from me was apparently selfish, according to him. He had chosen his ex over me and right now as he’s talking. It’s obvious that he’s taking his ex’s side and instead of reassuring me that they have nothing anymore, that he had kept his boundaries and had taken care of her, he’s frustrated by me for being hurt that he didn’t at least inform me. The lump in my throat felt like a rock stuck to the back of my throat, I swallow hard but it still doesn’t go down.

“I don’t know how I’ll be able to put up with this if you keep doing shit like this every now and then”, he massages his temple in pure frustration. Deep within my chest, I feel this retching pain. Like something was eating me from the inside out, like something with needles for legs were trampling all over my heart.

“You done?” I ask and he looks at me, “go take care of her then, it’s not my concern anymore.Bye.”

As soon as I turn around a tear slips my eye, ignoring everything going in the background I focus on my breathing and quickly make my way. Anywhere, as long as I’m alone.

A heavy week passed by and I haven’t been projecting much sadness for people to see.

I don’t miss school, of course I wasn’t ruining my future just because some dirtbag had broken my heart. I have been going to school and unfortunately Yeonjun has been too. He avoided me and so did I, we don’t meet eyes in the hallways like we used to and we don’t eat our lunch together watching our friends cringe at our pda like we used to. As much as I’d hate to admit, I do miss him and I want him to come back into my arms but watching him take care of Haerin like some lovesick fool made me think twice.

After school I have to stay back to clean the classroom along with a few other students, “y/n what’s up with you and Yeonjun?” Hyunsuk asks

“What’s up with you and your height?” I ask and he purses his lips, “touché”

He walks over to me and whispers, “hey”, I gesture a ‘what?’ With my head and he takes out an elastic band from his pocket, “watch this”, he takes a tiny ball of paper, places it on the band and stretches it before releasing it towards Junkyu’s direction.

Sadly for junkyu he was bending down while scooping the dusts with his ass as a perfect target. When the paper hits his ass, he yelps, throwing the broom out of the window in the process.

“Oh shit”, he runs to the window and looks down, “I’m so sorry”, he says bowing multiple times to whoever he threw the broom on

I bang on the table as I laugh my eyes out, Hyunsuk is on the floor, laughing like there was no tomorrow.

“I’m gonna kill you”, junkyu chases after Hyunsuk and they’re out of the classroom. Running down the hallways.

I stay behind catching my breath, it was good to finally laugh and enjoy myself. I don’t know what made me think that whatever happened with Yeonjun had to keep me from enjoying myself.

When I turn around, my breath hitches. Yeonjun is at the door staring at me, his eyes displaying a soft and tender gaze.

I clear my throat before picking my bag and making my way to the other exit, Yeonjun quickly dashes to the other door. Keeping me from walking any further.

“Y/n”, he starts and I stare at a window down the hallway like it was the blockbuster movie of the year.

“Won’t you look at me?” He asks and I still don’t respond, “I put my hair down today, you said you could stare at me for hours if I put my hair down”, he says teasingly and I do everything in my power to not look up and ruffle his soft fluffy hair.

“Come on~” he whines, jumping a little and I could clearly make out the pout on his lips from the way he was speaking.

I look at him, “where’s your girlfriend? You might wanna go take care of her, she’s very sick Yeonjun.”

“She’s right infront of me and I will take care of her even though she’s my very healthy baby”, he gleams. Oh god I could die.

“I’m trying to not think the world revolves around me Yeonjun, leave me alone”, I try to walk away but he puts his arm infront of me, “well my world revolves around you so think anything you want peaches.”

I almost melt to the floor, why does he have to do me dirty like this?

“Apparently I’m just a measly comet in your galaxy and you already have a sun that brightens up your world”, I state

“Well then I’d rather live in darkness and revolve around my cute little comet rather than the sun”, he responds, this man had his responses readier than any critic with their criticism.

“It’s cute how you think you can just waltz back into my life like that”, I click my tongue

“As long as the dance is with you princess, I’m willing to dance for an eternity”, his hand goes to my cheek, cradling it ever so softly

“I’m sorry”, he says, “you don’t know how much I missed you. I went to your house to apologize right after you went but you weren’t at home”, I remember crying my eyes out on a bridge at a park somewhere instead of going home.

“I thought it was over and that you really didn’t want to see me so I tried to respect that but it seems I just can’t live without you”, he smiles

I bite down on my bottom lip, “I should’ve been more considerate and let you take care of her, I’m sor-”

He pecks my lip, “you were right, it was just jealousy. Her sickness was cured right after we broke up and she used it as an excuse to take you away from me.”

“You mean take you away from me”, I chuckle, he pulls me flush into his chest, “she can’t take me away from you, you’re on my mind twenty four seven baby.”

I smile, finally happy to be back in his arms, “so are you, you big idiot”, I mumble into his chest

“You hurt me angel”, I could hear the smile in his words

“Buy me ice cream and I might consider calling you my pretty boy”, I say

“Yes ma’am”, he says and we make our way towards our favorite diner.

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Favorite kiss <3

Genre: fluff

Pairing: Hyunjin x fem reader

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I am happy, finally. For the first time in a long while I have no insecurities, no fear, no anxiety. I’m just me and what’s the best part of it all? It’s the fact that Hyunjin is beside me laying in a field of daisies. It’s just me, him and the daisies dancing about in the wind.

We are completely engrossed into the nothingness, only the music of the wind sweeping through the pallet of white and in our ears.

“It’s beautiful” I am the first to speak as I stare at his god like features, his side profile is nothing but Apollo himself, presented magically infront of me. He only hums with a grin, a lazy beautiful grin.

The moment he turns his head sideways, towards me is the moment all the oxygen in my body is knocked out, “do you know which kiss is my favorite?” He questions out of the blue and I am confused

“From our kisses or your kisses with the other girls too?” He’s handsome, of course he had a long dating list. Why wouldn’t there be? He was the world’s most perfect boyfriend.

“All my kisses” he answers. My heart drops, maybe his favorite kiss wasn’t with me, maybe he wants me to know that my kisses are way too much or way too little, maybe even way too normal. Maybe he wants me to get the hint that he likes kissing someone else.

With a heavy heart I bring up all my confidence to speak, “which one is it?” He chuckles lowly before leaning a little closer to me.

His hand reaches for my cheek, cradling it ever so softly as if I were made of glass. His eyes are soft, as always but his smile. It was the most genuine smile I’ve ever seen him display, it was different from the smile he showed during our graduation, it was different from the one he showed when he met Kkami after a long time. It was a smile he had never shown.

He leans further, “this one” he whispers and without a second of delay, he leans forward until his soft, plump lips are placed on mine. With much tendency he kisses me, he is kissing me. To think that such a gorgeous man would ever kiss me. To think that such a man would ever even look at me. To think that a god like human such as him would ever love me.

what a comedy, yet here I am kissing this gorgeous sculpture of a human being.

Since now that he did, I don’t want to hold back because now I know. I love him and no matter what kind of hurricane or storm blew my way, I would never let him go.

Happy birthday Hyunnie <3

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If we never met | Choi Yeonjun

“What would you be doing if we never met?”

Genre: fluff

Warnings: none. Reader gets a little insecure but our homeboy Yeonjun takes care of it ;)

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Watching Yeonjun drive has to be the best thing ever, his veiny hand gripping the wheel while the other rests on my thigh. His eyes fixed on the road as his tongue plays around his lips.

And my favorite part. I can stare at him as much as I like, I can stare at his beautiful side profile without him noticing. “Take a picture, it’ll last longer” he smirks and blood curdles up to my cheeks. I was wrong.

“Whatever”, I turn away

“Hey”, his hand squeezes my thigh, “I didn’t say you could look away”.

“I don’t need you to, I do what I want”, I scoff and he chuckles, “damn right queen”.

I smile at his statement, he’s always respected me. Never once doubted me about handling stuff on my own, never opened doors for me unless I was dead drunk because he knows I hated feeling weak. He’d happily agree when I ask to pay because he knows I don’t like feeling owed to. He’s the perfect, most caring, supportive kinda boyfriend.

We pull up at the gas station and wait next to the car as the employee fills up the tank. He had his arms secure around my waist and his chin on the top of my head, I rest my cheek on his chest as I feel his heat resonate.

“Hey Yeonjun”, I pull away, enough to see his face but close enough to still keep my hands around his neck.

“Hmm?”, he hums, tearing his eyes away from the breathtakingly gorgeous sunset to me. And what warms my heart is, his eyes show even more adoration when his eyes lands on me than the adoration his eyes showed when they were on the sunset. I love him.

I don’t want to look at any sunsets because Choi Yeonjun makes up for all the gorgeous sunsets that I’ve missed. All the stars and all the rainbows that I couldn’t see.

“What would you be doing if we never met?” I ask and he looks up at the sunset again, pulling me to his chest. “To be honest, I’d be hooking up with a lot of girls.”

I bite the inside of my cheeks, insecurity crawling all over at the thought of him hooking with many other prettier, funnier, richer girls and much more stuff he could’ve experienced if he wasn’t with me. He could still have them.

“But” he continues, “I wouldn’t settle for anybody because there’s no one like you. God- I don’t even want to imagine how fucked up I would’ve been without you”, he tightens his hold on me.

I want to cry, there is no word that can describe how I’m feeling at this moment. Choi Yeonjun feels that way about me.

“What about you? What would you be doing if we never met?”

“I would’ve been at home, playing games on my computer or thinking about what kind of topping I want on the pizza I’m ordering for dinner and then I’d decide on cheese because that’s the topping my sister hates but I absolutely love”, I say and I feel him freeze.

He pulls away but still has his hands around me, “so you wouldn’t have any boyfriends?”

I shake my head, “because nobody’s dumb enough to keep banana milk on my desk every morning, or sneak tiny letters about how my hair looks amazing in the pages of my notebook, or leave in the middle of a heated basketball match just so he could come up and confess to me while giving me his team jacket that had his name written on it. And nobody’s dumb enough to look at me instead of the gorgeous sunset behind me” I say and his eyes-

They hold so much love in them, so much love that it could wrap around the galaxy a million times if it could be laid side by side.

“God I love you so much”, he leans down and presses a lingering kiss on my forehead. It has me feeling explosions in the pit of my stomach.

I don’t want to imagine what we’d be doing if we had never met because we have met and we’re together now. And right now, to me, to him, that’s all that matters.