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I don’t get it I tried to be nice and I am just made to feel awful maybe it is my fault maybe I have done something wrong maybe they love me less idk why I am feeling like this I hate it

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Tbh I think I might be done soon the only person that I live for seems to just end up saying something that hurts me I know they love me but I don’t get it is it something I am doing is it my fault idk I still love them just as much but when they say the stuff they I do It hurts like nothing before i don’t get it I have never felt this way before I don’t know if it is a good thing i don’t know if it is a bad thing I just want to know why it hurts so much and yet I still love them

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I feel like I am caring to much one second I feel like I am not caring enough and then when I try to start caring more I just go piss people off i don’t get it why can’t I just get things right.

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Why is it no matter how much I love someone I always seem to screw something up tbh what’s the point anymore I might just give up with everything the only person I live for and I keep hurting them I might just give up with life they would be so much better with out me.

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Why is it whenever something in my life is going so well I have to go and fuck it up. I had something perfect and yet I had to go and bite the hand that feeds me tbh what’s the point anymore.

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I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND SO MUCH, HE IS JUST THE BEST AND EVERY TIME I HEAR HIS VOICE I JUST FEEL MY HEART MELTING HE IS JUST THE BEST.

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Hey I am toll, I am mostly going to be using the page to talk about my life.