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the sandy hook deniers have risen from the catacombs following jones’ fall from grace to continue being utterly retarded

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Happy World Daddy - 1-800-WE-HELP-U (2019)

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Adam Lanza’s very normal response to a question about virginity on SBB forum.

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Random facts about Lanza.

(TW FOR SA)

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1. He was able to play Dance Dance Revolution for hours and not get tired. There are various videos of him playing it in arcades and even said he would drive far to play the game. He also had the dances memorized and had a DDR pad inside his bedroom.

2. His eyes were usually wide due to an eye sensitivity. Most of the images where he does that, the flash of a camera is on. Some say it was Lyme disease but that’s not necessarily true.

3. He was reportedly, his words, molested by his doctor when he was a child. This might have influenced his obscure views on pedophilia.

4. He made jokes about sexually assaulting his own mother with an online friend.

5. Unlike most queer shooters who suppressed it, Lanza stated he was interested in men.

6. He had a game about a relationship between an older man and a young boy on his computer.

7. He was fixated on mass shootings. He had documents upon documents about them and was an active member of the tcc.

8. He liked Robert Hawkins and Tim Kretschmer. His tumblr page was “GayforTimK”.

9. He was banned from group sharing time in elementary, possibly during his time at Sandy Hook, due to his gory and violent stories. One of these being “Big Book of Granny.”

10. His mother said one of the only activities the two would do together was shoot guns.

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A tweet made only a minute after Adam breached the school. The shooting lasted from 9:35-9:40.

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the caption written by Colt Gray’s mother on a video of him hunting with his father

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how do some of you retards legitimately think it’s a good idea or even an acceptable thing to take backpacks to school with pins / accessories of perps on them. are you fucking stupid or what.

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this isn’t an Adam account, but I thought this was pretty funny

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The general dialogue between Eric and that AOL girl regarding his philosophy on love has always stood out to me. It's one of the very few moments of vulnerability we've been given / able to find on his character over the past twenty years.

Eric always had his guard up. We all mostly know this from his own writings, no one acts like how he portrayed himself naturally. But, also including the accounts given about him from other people in his life, important or not, before and after passing. Mostly commonly described as aggressive and irritable, yet closed-off and restrained.

Alongside that online exchange, the only other times I can think of were when he called out of work to be there for his sick dog, or the innocent adoration he held toward his older brother, alongside sincere respect for his mother, of course, Reb's "I wish I were a fucking sociopath" Tape, and (arguably) his undisclosed email to his childhood best friend.

He talked about love like he was an outsider. A still figure watching it & whatever shape it may take maneuver around him, but not having the ability to engage. Let alone even acknowledge the fact it could be something of his own as well if he reached his hand out to touch it, but that wasn't even a possibility for him at that moment. Feeling comfortable enough to bring it up, but never to address it directly. Mentioning what he believed, but never outright saying it, afraid to cross a boundary. Though, he was still very careful with his wording despite not feeling confident enough to state his opinion in full. Being just general enough so he didn't risk the girl disagreeing with his words because he didn't give her an opening to do so, but still baring just a bit of his self to her through his ego because it was just the two of them.

Everyone talks about the concept of "love" relating to the case in reference to DK, because it was something that openly consumed him in private, but in a way, I feel the same just might have applied to Eric as well. But, like many other things relating to him, he hid it all away inside of himself. To live is to be vulnerable, and the times Eric was, never ended in his favor. Hence why he conditioned himself to be so isolated from everyone else, emotionally independent.

When Eric did openly talk about his doctrine on love, it was that degenerate & exploitative journal passage in which he wrote in depth about the idea of forcing himself onto certain women in his life alongside gaudy band lyrics. Considering how hesitant he was to directly speak to another girl about love, even under the context they were both being open with each other, the passage was likely written out of some kind of complex frustration. To compensate for how he felt like such a stranger in the face of it, but remarkably knowledgeable when speaking objectively. He wasn't being honest with himself, but still desperately needed some kind of liberation as an attempt to stop whatever feeling of desire he harbored from further stirring inside him.

The passion that stems from hatred is something I'm sure we all know Eric was well acquainted with. I think the hate inside of him masked the love, being overshadowed and making it appear small. It was definitely there, but seldom did it get a voice to speak in comparison to the amount of steam he let out on a general basis.

Eric cared a lot. When you look past the ego he presented to the whole world, he wasn't an individual with ASPD by any stretch of the means. He wanted not to be independent, but his life made him feel that was the only option he could truly rely on with the social instability he faced growing up. He wanted to be seen. I'm sure many people have voiced this before, but it's truly heart-wrenching to think he was doing this big finale act with his best friend, maybe because he had his best friend there to do it with him, only to find out post-mortem that DK didn't hold him to the same high regard. Maybe close, but not at all on the exact same level.

Putting the fact aside both of them expressed fantasies of doing NBK with their own respective "dream girl," DK wanted other options for someone to go through with the date, other actual people in his life, but from Eric's point-of-view, it had to be Dylan. Dylan was one of the very few people in his life, the only one still present with him, that aided his desire not to be alone. To be seen as an individual. To be vulnerable. Under the impression Dylan felt the same way he did, or at least something similar ... and while I won't deny it was there, it just wasn't as significant to the other party.

"What one person calls true love (EH) can be just another cheap thrill to another (DK)."

I'd like to specify that my goal with this post isn't to send the message that they were "gay," nor point out any form of "romantic chemistry," but rather to emphasize how languished love was overall in Eric's life. Also, I think there's an absurdist humor that comes from the irony of him saying this with what we know would follow half at his hands (you know who the other half is).

They both loved each other as friends, without a doubt, but it's so tragic to think that Eric's closest bond, a connection of love so intimate yet unrelated to direct societal romance, which created a strength so abundant that it started a ripple effect worldwide that still persists to this very day, wasn't quite requited the way he thought it was. Just like every other published bond of his, in his sad little existence.

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Y’all ever imagine Sue Klebold waking up sad her son didn’t make it to his 20th birthday and then BOOM two planes hit the World Trade Center

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this— and the fact eric had been through a lifetime of losing friends due to constant moving courtesy of his dad’s job. he was more protective because of this, and the fact he considered dylan his closest, or best, friend

I think we should talk more about how Eric genuinely liked Dylan (or at least the presence of Dylan), felt seen and accepted and literally died by his side by choice, I still don't think we emphasize it enough

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watching “smiling friends” and these guys look kinda familiar

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“when they like true crime but aren’t white and straight.. :-/“ surprising, that people from every racial background and various identities can find interest in an incredibly broad subject. i don’t know if you think you’re going to start deporting, i don’t know, gay people who research columbine. maybe people of color who like ramirez or bundy, but you do not have as much influence as people as you think you do when you’re a freshman in high school with parents that are concerned about you and no friends that actually like you.

i’ve become so desensitized to these pseudo edgy type people i just don’t consider them real parts of my enlightened version of the true crime community anymore. you know that like everyone can tell you’re doing this for attention, right? you know that people that are actually attached to these beliefs talk a lot different than some kid online that picked that shit up from, i don’t know, dylann roof? you’re getting absolutely nothing out of this, by the way. people who actually care about crime will be in advanced forensics classes and you’ll have wasted years of your life making school shooter edits.

not to sound all full of myself although i totally do. i just can’t stand this breed of person. how do you continuously ‘mischaracterize’ dead murderers? how do you flex that you printed out a hundred shitty memes of lanza and mod-podged them to your wall, and now your parents have you in therapy 5 days a week? oh, your mom got mad at you because you showed her a photo of a dude who caused a tragedy she probably watched the news broadcast for in real time with cat ears sloppily edited on? should we throw a party? should we resurrect eric and dylan?

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true oh my god the tcc wants him to be an evil child rapist so badly and i do not get why. i’m convinced none of you give a damn about anything the guy said like ever you just wanna appear as edgy as possible LOL. if i see one more person bring up the “i’m attracted to teenaged girls” thing as an argument ‘proving his pedophilic attraction’ i’m going to bomb an orphanage because he literally says like, seconds later he doesn’t wanna fuck them, he just wants to BE them. he wants to be like them. BECAUSE HE WAS ANOREXIC

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people paint adam lanza to be some pro anorexic pedophile. He had started off his opinions on pedophilia with "I am not a pedophile". what part of that do people not get?

sure this will be a rant, but either way, he only defended it which does not make him a pedophile. nothing proves he himself was a pedophile and he mentioned before he wasn't. He had mentioned before on fuckcomments (which, before you say its not him actually do research), someone will find you beautiful no matter what weight you are.

"fuckcomments 4 years ago: A woman’s weight has NOTHING to do with her beauty. Sorry that is something they don’t teach. If you are under 300 pounds, you are attractive to someone, if you are over 300 pounds you are attractive to someone out there, who is probably 300 pounds as well or maybe not even! So what. Just be healthy. There is someone out there for everybody no matter what they look like. Eating poorly makes someone feel like dying, regardless of their mental disorder."

his 30 reasons were taken from a tumblr meanspo thing.

Proof on fuckcomments-https://archive.is/SZtXz

Just look up an archive of CulturalPhilistine on reddit. Let's stop making adam a rapist pedophile. We don't even know if he was a pedophile and he would not rape an adult or a kid. No, he'd not follow people around stalking them. He was more of an online guy for that. It's not that hard to do research.

He would not hurt his partner, make fun of them in anyway. In his YouTube channel, "CulturalPhilistine" he mentions he'd care for his partner. He also said he wanted to die with his partner, suffer with his partner, cuddle with his partner and care for them. He would not abuse his partner.

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Someone probably did this already